🐾Gravely Rotten🐾
@bwunnicvtz.bsky.social
🪦yo-yoing ED recov
🖤recovering from SH addiction
🕯9teen. Im destructive.
🔪SHEDtwt user, Block if uncomfy
🚬CW: 117.3lbs | GW: recovery; 125
🖤recovering from SH addiction
🕯9teen. Im destructive.
🔪SHEDtwt user, Block if uncomfy
🚬CW: 117.3lbs | GW: recovery; 125
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🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
🪦Nickname: paradise / dusk
🖤19yo disabled idiot
🔪he/it int3rs3x mal3 !
🐾ED + SH = MAIN FOCUS
🕯I may post drvg/bpd stuff
‼️I BLOCK FREELY, IDGAF‼️
DNI: ns/fw, b1g/0ts, ant1-qv33r
Guys, hitting your goal weight does nothing.
Youll never be fucking happy. Understand that.
Youll never be skinny enough. Youll never love yourself. Youll just get worse and worse and you know it too.
Make it fucking stop.
Youll never be fucking happy. Understand that.
Youll never be skinny enough. Youll never love yourself. Youll just get worse and worse and you know it too.
Make it fucking stop.
December 12, 2025 at 7:39 PM
Guys, hitting your goal weight does nothing.
Youll never be fucking happy. Understand that.
Youll never be skinny enough. Youll never love yourself. Youll just get worse and worse and you know it too.
Make it fucking stop.
Youll never be fucking happy. Understand that.
Youll never be skinny enough. Youll never love yourself. Youll just get worse and worse and you know it too.
Make it fucking stop.
Lmao recovery is so fucking hard anytime i feel my stomach when im sleeping i feel like im severely overweight.
I need to tell my therapist and doctors im struggling. Im scared theyll just force me on a weight gain diet and not actually focus on the mental aspect of it.
Its not that im scared of+
I need to tell my therapist and doctors im struggling. Im scared theyll just force me on a weight gain diet and not actually focus on the mental aspect of it.
Its not that im scared of+
December 12, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Lmao recovery is so fucking hard anytime i feel my stomach when im sleeping i feel like im severely overweight.
I need to tell my therapist and doctors im struggling. Im scared theyll just force me on a weight gain diet and not actually focus on the mental aspect of it.
Its not that im scared of+
I need to tell my therapist and doctors im struggling. Im scared theyll just force me on a weight gain diet and not actually focus on the mental aspect of it.
Its not that im scared of+
Oh wait im supposed to be recovering
December 12, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Oh wait im supposed to be recovering
December 12, 2025 at 3:00 AM
I shouldnt be posting my problems online all it does it make others feel worse
December 9, 2025 at 3:31 PM
I shouldnt be posting my problems online all it does it make others feel worse
What is wrong with me
Whats wrong with the world
Iwant to kms
I should just do it
Whats wrong with the world
Iwant to kms
I should just do it
December 9, 2025 at 5:45 AM
What is wrong with me
Whats wrong with the world
Iwant to kms
I should just do it
Whats wrong with the world
Iwant to kms
I should just do it
I threw up i need to stop having these episodes ugh.
I shouldnt be feeling like this.
I shouldnt be feeling like this.
December 9, 2025 at 5:32 AM
I threw up i need to stop having these episodes ugh.
I shouldnt be feeling like this.
I shouldnt be feeling like this.
Dont eat stop eating food doesnt help you just quit shoving that nasty processed regurgitated bullshit down your throat you dont need to eat youbdont need food youll be fine just stop eating this shit
December 9, 2025 at 1:29 AM
Dont eat stop eating food doesnt help you just quit shoving that nasty processed regurgitated bullshit down your throat you dont need to eat youbdont need food youll be fine just stop eating this shit
I nee tobthrow up im so fat and disgusting im poisoning my body im unattractive and gross i shouldn’t be eating like a pig it rots my teeth and body my organs arent made to eat thid much im an obese disgusting piece of shit
December 9, 2025 at 1:27 AM
I nee tobthrow up im so fat and disgusting im poisoning my body im unattractive and gross i shouldn’t be eating like a pig it rots my teeth and body my organs arent made to eat thid much im an obese disgusting piece of shit
I keep having daily panic attacks im ttaking ny mac x levekbof ativan and its causing me to be disoriented
December 8, 2025 at 11:41 PM
I keep having daily panic attacks im ttaking ny mac x levekbof ativan and its causing me to be disoriented
I want oatmeal…. But oatmael one tnmake me hapy
December 8, 2025 at 11:41 PM
I want oatmeal…. But oatmael one tnmake me hapy
Im down to bmi 16.9
Not my intentions to get that low but damn
Not my intentions to get that low but damn
December 6, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Im down to bmi 16.9
Not my intentions to get that low but damn
Not my intentions to get that low but damn
First picture was a month ago
Second one is today
I gained a bit but it mainly is muscle.
Second one is today
I gained a bit but it mainly is muscle.
December 4, 2025 at 3:03 PM
First picture was a month ago
Second one is today
I gained a bit but it mainly is muscle.
Second one is today
I gained a bit but it mainly is muscle.
Why do i laugh when uncomfortable i stop breathing and i cant even say no stop why does this keep happening why do i freeze up ill never be strong enough to defend myself or stand up for myself
December 4, 2025 at 12:12 AM
Why do i laugh when uncomfortable i stop breathing and i cant even say no stop why does this keep happening why do i freeze up ill never be strong enough to defend myself or stand up for myself
//sh
I needvto just do it i need to get it over with, one slice wont ruin everything it’ll regulate
I needvto just do it i need to get it over with, one slice wont ruin everything it’ll regulate
December 3, 2025 at 4:43 AM
//sh
I needvto just do it i need to get it over with, one slice wont ruin everything it’ll regulate
I needvto just do it i need to get it over with, one slice wont ruin everything it’ll regulate
Edtwt what is the quickest way to lose all appetite
No cigarettes no coffee
No cigarettes no coffee
December 3, 2025 at 1:54 AM
Edtwt what is the quickest way to lose all appetite
No cigarettes no coffee
No cigarettes no coffee
I ate so much food wtfffff
I keep trying to slowly cut down but fuck i wanna cut down 100%
I can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore rn…
I keep trying to slowly cut down but fuck i wanna cut down 100%
I can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore rn…
December 3, 2025 at 1:12 AM
I ate so much food wtfffff
I keep trying to slowly cut down but fuck i wanna cut down 100%
I can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore rn…
I keep trying to slowly cut down but fuck i wanna cut down 100%
I can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore rn…
I need a drug that makes me not hungry i wish i could smoke nicotine but id get kicked out wtf
December 1, 2025 at 3:08 AM
I need a drug that makes me not hungry i wish i could smoke nicotine but id get kicked out wtf
I ate too much lmao i actually gained so much wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
December 1, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I ate too much lmao i actually gained so much wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
Im not eating anymore bro wtf
I SERIOUSLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I DO THIS. I WAS DOING SO GOOD AND I FUCKED IT ALL UP
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
November 24, 2025 at 3:04 AM
I SERIOUSLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I DO THIS. I WAS DOING SO GOOD AND I FUCKED IT ALL UP
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
NOW I WANT MORE
I HATE MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF
I H A T E MYSELF.
I relapsed on one of my addictions from over 10 years ago what the fuck 😍😍😍 i genuinely should hurt myself!!! I can’t believe i fucking did that!!!!
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
November 24, 2025 at 3:02 AM
I relapsed on one of my addictions from over 10 years ago what the fuck 😍😍😍 i genuinely should hurt myself!!! I can’t believe i fucking did that!!!!
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
Now i have to recondition myself not to want it!!!!!! I rather be cutting instead!!!! Or starving!!!! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS WHYWHYWH
Reposted by 🐾Gravely Rotten🐾
had 2 play cause i thought of this photo immediately lmao
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
November 23, 2025 at 6:51 PM
had 2 play cause i thought of this photo immediately lmao
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
without downloading any new pics, what’s it like dating u? 🌸
I was in the hospital for malnutrition on sunday. Im having to recover now.
November 19, 2025 at 4:28 PM
I was in the hospital for malnutrition on sunday. Im having to recover now.
Reposted by 🐾Gravely Rotten🐾
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