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CaerlyssLee 🍁
@caerlysslee.bsky.social
Curious Artist / Ghastly Writer & Inconsistent Life Blogger / Awkward PC Gamer / Neurospicy / Mum / Babushka / 2SLGBTQ+ (Cis F Pan) -- #VillainEra #FAFO
🐾 Loves Cats, Caffeine, Sushi, & Witchcraft
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I'm legitimately so freaking tired.. I'm generally recovered from the flu I had? And my 2nd infusion only left me a bit laggy, omgggg but I am still so freaking tired.
February 6, 2026 at 10:34 PM
Most of the time now I just intentionally look so freakin unhinged out there...
February 5, 2026 at 4:36 AM
When I was really sick I was only keeping milk down, I bought vanilla pudding mix (because I literally cannot think of a circumstance, sick or otherwise, when I wouldn't want that) and I made it with the tiniest bit less milk so it would be more firm... 🤤🥰🍮
February 5, 2026 at 4:35 AM
It was, I had an insane amount of pudding and I bought new coloring books!
February 5, 2026 at 12:09 AM
Happy early Valentine's Day! #Fallout76
February 5, 2026 at 12:08 AM
This was my first day back at my job of being an alive person after recovering from a virus that put my whole system into barely moving *safe mode* I got my rescheduled iron infusion, picked up things the hive needed, and I even bought childish delightful nonsense to cheer myself on!
February 3, 2026 at 11:50 PM
*labels, not levels. I'm so scared for you sometimes down there...
February 2, 2026 at 4:09 AM
I want you to be careful right now too, a proper diag. is not going to open up any more benefits or help aside from maybe counseling? But: if you ever need to file a protected status to come here, it could effect that, and the less levels you have for the "services" there, the safer you might be.
February 2, 2026 at 4:07 AM
sick with a neurotypical disorder from broken neurotypical shit when it was actually like they were trying to unmash potatoes in my head and but I ran on steamed rice 😱😱😱 ahhhh wtf noo! ND docs are trained not to just assume we're crazy liars and lock us up until we learn to assimilate.
February 2, 2026 at 3:58 AM
If you *do* seek help again, don't go to someone who might arbitrarily try to 5150 you, fuck those unhelpful asshats. You need to find someone who works with neurodivergent - ADHD, ASD, CPTSD. I cannot tell you how many wrong drugs I had shoved on me over the years because they decided I was
February 2, 2026 at 3:58 AM
You work just fine but not the way -they- said you were supposed to, and only because you aren't wired the way they are so you work differently. If you're reading the wrong manual, you're going to fix the appliance all crazy-like. You're just not the appliance that handbook was meant for!
February 2, 2026 at 3:48 AM
It sounds like how they refer to autism as 'robotic' what you are describing is -exactly- what it feels like, you are a real being! You're just trying to translate YOUR language into their words. You are concerned, whenever you type LOL you probably actually do (but they make a little sniff)
February 2, 2026 at 3:48 AM
You will just intuit the difference, like tuning out radio static. Deity or no, Faith or no, I believe everyone eventually finds the spot that was put there for them.
February 2, 2026 at 3:42 AM
And luv, done people really never do have *any* spiritual or religious fervor of that type—and that is so fucking valid too! Don't ever try to make yourself *be* anything, just be and whatever is meant for you will come, you'll still need to work for it but you'll know which things are worth it,
February 2, 2026 at 3:42 AM
My flake ass was like "oh that's a fucking sign. " but, if I may be so bold - it really was. I looked further, I finally felt ... known.
February 2, 2026 at 3:38 AM
Just a teaching story? And a community. I'm not big on WitchTok but Jordan, she's her own person and I like her. I've had goddesses and figures I've been super curious about, Bee unknowingly bought me a Morrigan wall tapestry literally at the same time I'd ordered a prayer book. Obviously...
February 2, 2026 at 3:38 AM
It was long for me, I was like an agnostic pagan? Then I was ... I guess Jordan The Grey on tt explained "skeptical pagan" in that i love the story, the vibe, the lessons.. I love the practices and the ritual. But I don't believe that's a parable happened exactly 100% real, it's ..
February 2, 2026 at 3:38 AM
It's not easy for some folks, and you maybe already do and just don't know it. I'm very brain spicy and sometimes it takes me forever to realize just how much of a connection I do have with someone or thing, once I do see it though, I'd walk through fire for them...
February 2, 2026 at 3:32 AM
More and more folks have been finding her and it almost seems, we'll you know how folks "see" the mothman during very troubling times? I think -She- finds the ones who really need her strength and it's probably just natural that more will find her as they need her too..
February 2, 2026 at 3:28 AM
I feel like... like I know her. I could never be her but I understand her and love how her strength makes me feel heard, cared for, necessary.
February 2, 2026 at 3:21 AM
She's chaos, but she's also motherhood. She's divine right yes, but not cruel unless it is warranted. If she dealt it, they deserved it- she's fair. She's also loved horses, cats, and crows. She is 🌛🌝🌜 and also she's just an all around serious badass.
February 2, 2026 at 3:19 AM
They're likely women, or have strong connections with their higher feminine, I'd bet? She's about personal sovereignty, wisdom, protection, knowledge. Very like the Welsh Cerridwen (also a triple goddess). She'also a war goddess and she collects and protects the fallen.
February 2, 2026 at 3:19 AM
🌛🌝🌜
​When I find myself in times of trouble,
The Morrigan, she speaks to me,
Words of ancient power, let it be.

​And in my hour of darkness,
She is standing right in front of me,
Crowned in silver moonlight,

"Sister Sam, just let it be..."

(not a fully original work obvs 🤣)
February 2, 2026 at 2:58 AM
Who among us had never lifted a freshly made jello tub from the fridge *gives a quick little jiggle* and "oh ho ho ho!"
a gnome with a beard and a red hat is standing in front of a blue background that says netflix
ALT: a gnome with a beard and a red hat is standing in front of a blue background that says netflix
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February 1, 2026 at 8:59 PM
I watched RIPD this week... I don't hold that against anyone 🤷‍♀️ 🪦
February 1, 2026 at 12:58 AM