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@caliclommatus.bsky.social
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26 • 7/26 ♌️ • non-binary (he/they)🏳️‍⚧️• Character Illustrator (BFA) • American (PST) 🇺🇸 💚 @kingkayden.bsky.social 🧡 🔞 DNI Minors, AI, Crypto ⚠️ Art is sometimes nsfw and may contain mature, suggestive and/or violent themes 🐞 https://caliclommatus.straw.page
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caliclommatus.bsky.social
you go look at my buddy’s art right now 🫵🏻 thats my guy right there you go give him a follow 😤

anyways this was super super nice to see while opening bsky 🥺 ive been on the struggle bus HELLA lately so this very much brightened my mood and gave me some much needed comfort 🥹 thank you so much Zainn!
zesleepydragon.bsky.social
Another gift for @caliclommatus.bsky.social
Thanks for being cool, I hope your situation settles down and you get to draw the things your enjoy again <3

#art #artist #drawing
caliclommatus.bsky.social
SCREAMING CRYINF PISSING MY PANTS WAAAAAAAA 🥹😭😭😭🧡💕 THIS IS SO FUNNAND CUTE THANK U SOO MUCH 🥹💕 i absolutely love this,,,,,,,, i was wondering why you were asking for my sonas ref 🤔 this made my day bro thank u 🥹🫂🧡
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lildisgustinart.bsky.social
Wake up honey, your bug delivery is here 🪲

#illustration #artsky #insects #animalart
caliclommatus.bsky.social
if this is canon this is funny as fuck
caliclommatus.bsky.social
i will keep going though 🫡 i’ll make something work… i will keep trying my best until i cant… i love all of you and am wishing you well from the trenches lol🧡
caliclommatus.bsky.social
BUT at least im not broke! i have that going for me! 🙏 Anyways thank you all for your patience and companionship. i miss my friends so much… i feel terrible ive had no time to talk to anyone for a while… it sucks because i dont even have time to hang out with my partner who i LIVE with much anymore😔
caliclommatus.bsky.social
ive been itching to draw and get work done, i want to apologize again to those who i owe art to for taking so so long and again, working at a snails pace. i really thought things would improve after i got my first job but they really didnt lol in fact they arguably got worse somehow 😭
caliclommatus.bsky.social
my mental health has been really bad and working two physically tasking jobs has been destroying my body. but it did quell any “maybe im not actually disabled/disabled enough” thoughts i had… so there’s that lmao. but anyways, thats where im at right now and why i’ve been MIA for several weeks…
caliclommatus.bsky.social
its a very real concern that i have. it just blows because i dont have any of my past medical records or any official diagnosis (that i know of) tied to me. and getting those back is going to take a long time and ya boy STILL doesnt have health insurance ✌🏻so… idk… im under a lot of stress rn lol
caliclommatus.bsky.social
because i honestly dont know when that time will come and it freaks me out a little!!! but im also paranoid that my newer job might let me go someday because… im disabled. i cant work or function as well or as fast as other people in the job. that might be the past shitty boss trauma talking but idk
caliclommatus.bsky.social
there is a fear that i have that if im forced to move again that i wont be able to financially support me and my partner… where we live now, the cost of living is SIGNIFICANTLY higher than where i came from… so im trying to save up as much money and resources i can before that happens…
caliclommatus.bsky.social
that i worked for years ago. they waste so much food and resources and other peoples time and it doesn’t feel good working there at all… my other job pays me well and is by far a more ethical place to work that mitigates issues as much as possible. that and i COULD sustain myself financially from it
caliclommatus.bsky.social
we’re just woefully understaffed and management refuses to do anything about it and make the necessary and very EASY adjustments that need to be made. but its this job im wanting to leave behind because they pay me fuck all, overwork the hell out of me and others and is just the same shitty company
caliclommatus.bsky.social
especially coming from a job where my boss hated me and was actively trying to get rid of me, cut my hours, and create a hostile working environment for me and everyone else… having a good manager that cares about me is comforting and i feel terrible leaving her behind to her shitty corporation…
caliclommatus.bsky.social
if i cant cut my hours im gonna be forced to quit, which would put that job in a really tricky and shitty conundrum… it sucks because my manager who i work for there has been nothing but kind to me and has been very understanding and accommodating for my situation so far… i dont wanna do that to her
caliclommatus.bsky.social
i have two (technically three if you count commission work/freelancing one) jobs atm so i genuinely never have time to do… anything. im trying to reduce my hours at my full time job right now so that i can have two part times instead… cause right now there are days were i will work at least 12 hours
caliclommatus.bsky.social
Life update for anyone who cares/wants it!:

im still alive lol. things are still really rough at home and everything has just kind of turned into a waiting game… not a fun one in that the outcomes of said game are an uncertain future and likely harder times ahead but for now i’m… arguably alright
caliclommatus.bsky.social
OH my god i forgot to resub to your patreon 🏃🏻
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zipsunz.bsky.social
CHOICE 🥄 Ritsu Kageyama Animation Meme

#mp100 #mobpsycho100
caliclommatus.bsky.social
so if thats anything 😭🙏 customer facing jobs blow so much ass… especially as autistic dudes (dont even mention the t part) cause it feels like the only non customer facing ones are manual labor at insane hours of the day… guess i’ll get swole…? anyways take care man 🫂 we’ll get through this…
caliclommatus.bsky.social
also feeling this 🤝 with the heaviest heart… i know i couldnt even think about affording to go back to school, regardless of what it is… i currently work two grocery store jobs and its lowkey killing me, but one of them is in the bakery department where i pull up at 4 am and see like no customers…
caliclommatus.bsky.social
Putting my ocs in a tron au and remaking the movie in my brain with them in it
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leakyheart.bsky.social
Pretending the new NIN album is about my ocs and not the fuckass tron movie
caliclommatus.bsky.social
hes such a baby i love him….. 🤲🏻
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sadiabies.bsky.social
I love seeing queer artists draw bodies. Queer attraction and beauty has such range to it, and I love seeing body types and parts that we've been told are ugly drawn with such care. I love getting to see the body from so many different perspectives