🔞Emily Dioptase (it/she)
@catfag.bsky.social
• Transfem, polyam, autistic, etc.
• 23 years old, sadly.
• Unstable sometimes, sorry.
• Primarily t4t
• I am just a cat. Treat me like one. ΘΔ
• No minors, please.
• Main: @dioptasesystem.bsky.social
• Pfp by my girlfriend: @perfectsystemdx.bsky.social
• 23 years old, sadly.
• Unstable sometimes, sorry.
• Primarily t4t
• I am just a cat. Treat me like one. ΘΔ
• No minors, please.
• Main: @dioptasesystem.bsky.social
• Pfp by my girlfriend: @perfectsystemdx.bsky.social
Pinned
Btw I will still post nudes if someone sends me $300. That is still on the table.
I have been in an unending state of panic and depression for like 3 hours now and I want it to stop but it won't ever stop because I don't deserve to be happy
February 1, 2026 at 8:12 AM
I have been in an unending state of panic and depression for like 3 hours now and I want it to stop but it won't ever stop because I don't deserve to be happy
No one even fucking likes me you're all just pretending out of obligation or don't actually know me well enough to know I don't deserve that
February 1, 2026 at 7:15 AM
No one even fucking likes me you're all just pretending out of obligation or don't actually know me well enough to know I don't deserve that
I have kind of just been on and off panicking the whole day
February 1, 2026 at 5:33 AM
I have kind of just been on and off panicking the whole day
Oh god I am so fucking hot who wants me
January 31, 2026 at 2:03 PM
Oh god I am so fucking hot who wants me
"When a girl showers an angel loses its wings" Wrong! Actually, the issue isn't the shower itself. The issue is scented hygiene products! Not only are they a blight on society, but they also kill your smell. Have her use unscented soaps and shampoos and and she will smell even better than before!
January 31, 2026 at 1:50 PM
"When a girl showers an angel loses its wings" Wrong! Actually, the issue isn't the shower itself. The issue is scented hygiene products! Not only are they a blight on society, but they also kill your smell. Have her use unscented soaps and shampoos and and she will smell even better than before!
Been thinking about BPD. How people treat it as some sort of "evil person disorder". How I sometimes view myself as inherently worse and entirely irredeemable for having it. How some people know about it, and yet are willing to deal with it and love me anyways.
January 30, 2026 at 9:41 PM
Been thinking about BPD. How people treat it as some sort of "evil person disorder". How I sometimes view myself as inherently worse and entirely irredeemable for having it. How some people know about it, and yet are willing to deal with it and love me anyways.
Sometimes I don't want to be a living being. Sometimes I'd rather be a fictional character. I want my problems to be interesting writing decisions that make me a more complex and beloved character, instead of just being a long list of reasons why I'm not worth your time.
January 30, 2026 at 12:46 PM
Sometimes I don't want to be a living being. Sometimes I'd rather be a fictional character. I want my problems to be interesting writing decisions that make me a more complex and beloved character, instead of just being a long list of reasons why I'm not worth your time.
fuck all of this. i'll never have cute little cat ears on my head that you can pet. why even fucking bother at that point
January 28, 2026 at 12:15 PM
fuck all of this. i'll never have cute little cat ears on my head that you can pet. why even fucking bother at that point
My leading theory is that Sonic characters (specifically the furries) become exponentially hotter while wearing clothes.
Exhibit A: Rouge (self explanatory)
Exhibit B: Lord X (self explanatory)
Exhibit C: Imagine Tails in an oversized shirt and just *try* to tell me that isn't adorable.
Exhibit A: Rouge (self explanatory)
Exhibit B: Lord X (self explanatory)
Exhibit C: Imagine Tails in an oversized shirt and just *try* to tell me that isn't adorable.
January 27, 2026 at 7:58 PM
My leading theory is that Sonic characters (specifically the furries) become exponentially hotter while wearing clothes.
Exhibit A: Rouge (self explanatory)
Exhibit B: Lord X (self explanatory)
Exhibit C: Imagine Tails in an oversized shirt and just *try* to tell me that isn't adorable.
Exhibit A: Rouge (self explanatory)
Exhibit B: Lord X (self explanatory)
Exhibit C: Imagine Tails in an oversized shirt and just *try* to tell me that isn't adorable.
"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. And I have access to a mirror so that's saying a lot." (Actual fucking quote from me during sex btw I'm not even kidding)
January 26, 2026 at 3:04 PM
"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. And I have access to a mirror so that's saying a lot." (Actual fucking quote from me during sex btw I'm not even kidding)
I am up way too fucking late I need to sleep immediately
January 26, 2026 at 2:54 PM
I am up way too fucking late I need to sleep immediately
Some day I'll be cute enough that I won't deserve to be in pain
January 25, 2026 at 2:05 PM
Some day I'll be cute enough that I won't deserve to be in pain
Hold up, she's spitting straight facts wait no that's saliva!
January 25, 2026 at 11:24 AM
Hold up, she's spitting straight facts wait no that's saliva!
Sometimes I wonder whether others interact with me because they actually want to or if they just see me as a liability who they only choose to talk with because they would feel bad for leaving me behind
January 25, 2026 at 10:05 AM
Sometimes I wonder whether others interact with me because they actually want to or if they just see me as a liability who they only choose to talk with because they would feel bad for leaving me behind
I can't do this shit anymore I just want to be cute and happy and not in constant pain
January 25, 2026 at 9:26 AM
I can't do this shit anymore I just want to be cute and happy and not in constant pain
Hey can someone fetishize my mental issues real quick thanks
January 25, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Hey can someone fetishize my mental issues real quick thanks
On the topic of this, I've considered the idea of adding some kind of watermark to what I make, but I can't really think of a way to do it that wouldn't look unfitting at best, and exceedingly ugly and intrusive at worst.
Idk why but I get strangely defensive when people make edits or redraws of my art. And like. I don't want to be like this, it sucks! It's obviously an ok thing for people to do, but I'm just weird and mentally ill about it because I think nothing I make will ever be good enough.
January 25, 2026 at 1:36 AM
On the topic of this, I've considered the idea of adding some kind of watermark to what I make, but I can't really think of a way to do it that wouldn't look unfitting at best, and exceedingly ugly and intrusive at worst.
Idk why but I get strangely defensive when people make edits or redraws of my art. And like. I don't want to be like this, it sucks! It's obviously an ok thing for people to do, but I'm just weird and mentally ill about it because I think nothing I make will ever be good enough.
January 25, 2026 at 1:05 AM
Idk why but I get strangely defensive when people make edits or redraws of my art. And like. I don't want to be like this, it sucks! It's obviously an ok thing for people to do, but I'm just weird and mentally ill about it because I think nothing I make will ever be good enough.
I'm gonna have such awesome boobs some day you have no idea
January 25, 2026 at 12:47 AM
I'm gonna have such awesome boobs some day you have no idea
You have to perceive me as a girl at all times because anyone who doesn't is sent to the big hammers room never to return
January 24, 2026 at 6:39 AM
You have to perceive me as a girl at all times because anyone who doesn't is sent to the big hammers room never to return
I'm scared that sometimes I sound disinterested in things when I'm not
January 24, 2026 at 6:01 AM
I'm scared that sometimes I sound disinterested in things when I'm not
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January 22, 2026 at 8:00 PM
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I am so incredibly soft, someone should teleport to me and take advantage this immediately.
January 23, 2026 at 7:13 AM
I am so incredibly soft, someone should teleport to me and take advantage this immediately.
Very good quiz I recommend it
January 22, 2026 at 2:43 AM
Very good quiz I recommend it
When the monsters in Undertale get their period do you think their pussy just shoots out dust
January 21, 2026 at 7:16 AM
When the monsters in Undertale get their period do you think their pussy just shoots out dust