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| verbally throw up everywhere |
| 18+ obv | he/it emo boy thing | therian probably |
| sorry for my messiness i am manic/depressive |
| verbally throw up everywhere |
| 18+ obv | he/it emo boy thing | therian probably |
| sorry for my messiness i am manic/depressive |
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idk i just feel like a child so often. i feel like emotions are too intense for me and i feel drowned by them a lot. i rly want a therapist
January 21, 2026 at 9:19 PM
idk i just feel like a child so often. i feel like emotions are too intense for me and i feel drowned by them a lot. i rly want a therapist
it really feels like every time i feel so anxious im going to die, everything is fine, and every time i feel fine, somethings wrong and ive upset someone. idk
January 21, 2026 at 9:16 PM
it really feels like every time i feel so anxious im going to die, everything is fine, and every time i feel fine, somethings wrong and ive upset someone. idk
idk i just want people to know that im trying. i hate that i break down so easily or that people feel like they cant talk to me about shit. im trying to like do stuff like take a second to myself to process my emotions or stuff i just dont want to come off as manipulating people into comforting me
January 21, 2026 at 9:02 PM
idk i just want people to know that im trying. i hate that i break down so easily or that people feel like they cant talk to me about shit. im trying to like do stuff like take a second to myself to process my emotions or stuff i just dont want to come off as manipulating people into comforting me
im trying hard to be a better friend im just so used to not getting any chances at all and now i get so scared so easily
January 21, 2026 at 8:56 PM
im trying hard to be a better friend im just so used to not getting any chances at all and now i get so scared so easily
i dont have a lot of nostalgia for the 2000s, the 2000s are a bunch of grey classrooms and meeting rooms and hallways forever to me
January 21, 2026 at 11:18 AM
i dont have a lot of nostalgia for the 2000s, the 2000s are a bunch of grey classrooms and meeting rooms and hallways forever to me
i hope everyone can see the effort ive been putting in .w.
January 21, 2026 at 2:56 AM
i hope everyone can see the effort ive been putting in .w.
I need to get looser and sketchier,,
January 21, 2026 at 2:14 AM
I need to get looser and sketchier,,
i think im gonna just draw my sona in a bitch suit and maybe i"ll feel better
January 21, 2026 at 1:23 AM
i think im gonna just draw my sona in a bitch suit and maybe i"ll feel better
ive been rly rly struggling with furry head shapes, im trying to practice them but i just get frustrated at myself rly easily over it
January 21, 2026 at 1:13 AM
ive been rly rly struggling with furry head shapes, im trying to practice them but i just get frustrated at myself rly easily over it
im so stressed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 21, 2026 at 1:10 AM
im so stressed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
augh i just cant draw 2day
January 21, 2026 at 12:55 AM
augh i just cant draw 2day
continuing to feel like i dont know how to draw anything., !!!!!! really frustrating but im trying 2 persist
January 21, 2026 at 12:30 AM
continuing to feel like i dont know how to draw anything., !!!!!! really frustrating but im trying 2 persist
im gonna try to apply 2 furswap tomorrow omg im so fucking nervous,, if i dont get in this time im gonna at least get stuff prepared for next time,,, WAH im so nervous
January 20, 2026 at 1:27 PM
im gonna try to apply 2 furswap tomorrow omg im so fucking nervous,, if i dont get in this time im gonna at least get stuff prepared for next time,,, WAH im so nervous
Easy listening version of attention took out the bass so theres no longer any reason for the song to exist
January 20, 2026 at 5:03 AM
Easy listening version of attention took out the bass so theres no longer any reason for the song to exist
Really humiliating day
January 20, 2026 at 4:03 AM
Really humiliating day
sometimes emotional regulation is going 2 another room or finding ways to talk thru stuff or being able to calm urself down and sometimes emotional regulation is being horny with urself
January 19, 2026 at 8:31 PM
sometimes emotional regulation is going 2 another room or finding ways to talk thru stuff or being able to calm urself down and sometimes emotional regulation is being horny with urself
being alive and trying things and trying to be happy and create what i want to is so scary im gonna throw up !!!!!
January 19, 2026 at 5:20 AM
being alive and trying things and trying to be happy and create what i want to is so scary im gonna throw up !!!!!
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Being alive is such a painful experience even when i happy
January 18, 2026 at 11:59 AM
Being alive is such a painful experience even when i happy
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Having a rly good time i wrote an emo song amd sang for it
January 18, 2026 at 11:10 AM
Having a rly good time i wrote an emo song amd sang for it
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January 18, 2026 at 3:12 AM