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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 7d

The first two chapters of Hunter Without a Nest are finally up! Featuring a mech fight I'm quite proud of, a call with a mysterious corporate girl, and Bailey living it up in a cheap bar.

Read here:

archiveofourown.org/works/717982...

readonlymind.com/@R_O_Sulliva...

#mechsploitation

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 2d

Jingle one right now and I will appear to pet one

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 2d

I can handle them!!! I can curl up at the end of a bed with the hot dog kitty caterpillar.

Pwomise

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 2d

free the hot dog....

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 2d

Additionally I love so many of them eeee? I think if you arranged the bed in a perfect Squishable arrangement I would simply appear and become legal property of your home.

I trust any great they/them with a cool capybara 🫡

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 2d

For one. My moth son also says hi !!!!!

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 2d

Show me the plushies and I will be permanently indebted to you!!!!!

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 3d

Hi litwick I love you

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 3d

Can she fix her? No

Can she entirely remake her in her image and be content with that? You bet

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 3d

Insanely happy with how ???'s arc is coming along though. I wanted to really put my own spin one the genre's fallen hero trappings

All in good time

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 3d

Best thing I can say about Singing Strix as a longer project while I work out the finest points is that you are witnessing am exhibitionist write mechsplo. That is going to get real obvious lol

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

It's kind of funny how in her element she is at Corvis Base before Singing Strix gets going proper. Having her inner voice hype up the place as a sub buffet really isn't going to play as arrogant as I thought

Those rebels are horny BEFORE the big horrors

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

Bailey, tbh though?????? For an alarming number of future women???????

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

Always tough. Feel like a weird asshole for trying to get involved and bond here.

Thank you for the kind words though friend 🧡

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

People can just sense the panicked abuse victim in how I talk and that really sucks too. That I just come off boring and dry and unworthy of talking to. I'll never fit in with anyone

I didn't need this feeling before my trip.

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

Truly I think I was abused bad enough to be unable to be me and fit anywhere. I'm kind of broken and it means that, even if my writing was exceptional, people wouldn't really, truly want me here.

I'm just naturally off putting because of it and I wish I wasn't. I wish I was enough for cool people

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

I just can't seem to belong anywhere no matter how much I feel like the people in a community

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

That's true enough, sure. But it's frustrating that personally, I'm too off putting to make connections with people here. No matter where I go and who I talk to, I never seem to fit anywhere.

I'm always the weird, uncomfortable, distressing one

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

It's this horrifically melancholic feeling that your permanent absence anywhere would never truly be noticed. I wish I was enough for this space. I love writing here but I'm too messy and too off putting.

I wish I was like everyone else. I'll focus on the trip now

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

It just doesn't feel nice to know I'm not quite good enough. This community is really nice but I know I'd need to be more than what I am

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🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

I'll try and enjoy my trip and pretend I'm okay

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

I really shouldn't be crying over this I'm sorry. It just always hurts when the hammer hits me and I realize I just don't belong in another community. That I'm too weird and off putting for where I like being.

I really like writing mechsplo but I'm not good enough for this community. I'm sorry.

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

I try to keep in mind that my role in life is mostly as a background character for others. It's miserable but I know when I go out there and try to yammer with people it never works for me. I'm off putting I think

Regardless, I'll try and enjoy the trip and leave people here be. Apologies

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

I might silent drop chapter releases too if I keep them up. Thing is kind of bombing and I think that's because it's just not good enough. I can do better and people deserve much better.

My apologies. I'll try to keep to myself better and focus on my trip

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

Apologies that I've been overly chatty the last few days. Going to try and enjoy my trip and be quieter here beyond posting chapters.

Sorry for being a little invasive and too talkative in people's replies here. I know this isn't really my community beyond writing the same stuff as it. Apologies

🔞 Chonk's Den 🏳️‍⚧️ ᯓ ✈︎ Anime USA @chonkden.bsky.social · 4d

Proud of you, ya nebulous family entity. Damn talented one too 🧡