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bandit chr is /|^;-;^/|

@chrissybby4eva.bsky.social

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my name is chico and im 4 years old today is my first day of high school ✩ ♡ ✩ (he/they)

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bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 3m

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 5d

if they all turn, will you run?

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 5d

though i cannot see i can hear

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 6d

graveyard in my dreams

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 8d

today i am grateful that my dick does not curve to one side

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 9d

im feeling and thinking and thinking and feeling

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 9d

through ghosts of you all neon green

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

how to proceed against a history that is mine, but not recognisable. the threads are all cut and tied off. dead ends ahead.

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

removal upon removal upon removal. a finger brushes my forearm and i step out of my skin. i felt it. i did not feel it.

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

i wake. i perform. i resent. i sleep. i try to engage. i flex my knuckles in a bid to merge my brain and body. i think about who might have severed me. i realise it was always me. or you. because that me is so far away; an interplanetary distance. it cannot be me. i am you /or/ i was you.

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

sometimes your presence fills me with terror and disgust. the moon arcs through the black and the silence becomes threatening.

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

sometimes you find a way to reach out to me and i cherish it by holding the idea if you close. i cannot reply. you cannot hear me. the sun arcs through the blue and i try to forget that i was once capable of flourishing.

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bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

i miss you and i am sorry for failing you. in another world i built you into a monolith. in this one i forgot to water you.

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

im not really in the business of hope or optimism. its long gone and now i wave to the shadowself as it waves back, shrinking and disappearing over the horizon

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

one day i will collect it all up and burn it down into something

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 12d

sometimes i think about the past and it causes me a great deal of pain

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 13d

into my eyes whilst you grab it

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 13d

grindr is fun because i like sucking dick and playing solitaire

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 17d

once again i am thinking about dan and phil

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 17d

too late to swim for the surface

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 17d

the way i’m on ur mind

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 17d

my cute genes

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 26d

i’d rather be yours than mine

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 26d

rush out of the atmosphere

bandit chr is /|^;-;^/| @chrissybby4eva.bsky.social · 28d

my brain is not doing good