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π‘ͺ. 𝑫𝒂𝒂𝒆́
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γƒΌπ­π‘πž 𝐠𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐑𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐑𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 ❦ ζ—₯η±³γƒŸγƒƒγ‚―γ‚Ή ✩ mixed Japanese American β€’ modern gothic heroine songbird β™ͺ β€’ η€δ»˜γ‘εΈ«η―„βœ© kimono stylist/teacher β€’ ε·«ε₯³γ•γ‚“βœ© shrine maiden β€’ always has her head in the clouds, I’m afraid

https://ko-fi.com/christine_daae
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Hello there, everyone! I’m Kristina Rin. 🀍

I’m a passionate (silly) dreamer whose soul is dedicated to art, who believes fiercely that a broken piano can still be played, and thinks even a haunted house makes a lovely home.

Oh, you want to know more about my strange little world? Read on!
I mean, I probably have actual PTSD from it all. I really need a therapist
November 25, 2025 at 5:38 AM
The official reason is in an email, which was directly related to me β€œbeing on medical leave too long” and saying my heart attack + leave was too stressful for the children

All this other stuff is just… β€œcrap we need to come up with SOMETHING”
November 25, 2025 at 5:38 AM
I misread this as β€œLately I’ve been reincarnated as a sword”
November 25, 2025 at 5:37 AM
I’m trying 😭
November 25, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I have been trying to refrain from crowdfunding yet again out of shame (having to do so last year for my heart attack was awful, and it really just makes me hate myself, even though I would judge anyone else the same way if they needed to!

Is it obvious I was raised by a Catholic?)
November 25, 2025 at 3:37 AM
However, my cardiologist has insisted I take it easy for December too. Having my Achilles tendon injured is another form of stress, and I’m not 100% mobile yet. I regret jumping back in to work right away after my heart attack leave, but I didn’t have much of a choice financially
November 25, 2025 at 3:35 AM
I’m just… terrified of what will happen going forward.

Will my insurance company FINALLY pay me for LAST YEAR’S medical leave?

When the next court date happens for my heart attack dismissal case, will the judge force Former Toxic Job to *finally* settle?
November 25, 2025 at 3:33 AM
But it’s not the same as working full-time, of course

I go back to my Eng Dept Head job tomorrow for three days and then it’s done. Today it’s back to the hospital and my orthopedic doctor will fill out the paperwork for 労災 (I was injured commuting, so it counts)
November 25, 2025 at 3:31 AM
I am not entirely without sources of income, thankfully. I have a few days of tours (thank you to everyone who loves my work as a guide! 🀍), a camp I’m teaching for three days, and then some writing income (thank you to everyone who has supported me on Substack and Ko-Fi!)
November 25, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Trying not to panic at the fact that I did not get a paycheck this month due to getting injured on October 23rd

I’m about to be unemployed as of December 1st too, so this is just

I had originally resigned from this job because my heart rate was spiking again
November 25, 2025 at 3:28 AM
I wonder if my lawyer figured out I was wearing a nightgown on our Zoom call earlier
November 25, 2025 at 2:33 AM
As pathetic as their β€œcase” against me is, it’s honestly stressful and triggering to read their statement and refute each point. I feel like I can’t breathe looking at all of thisοΏΌ
November 25, 2025 at 1:49 AM
I honestly hate that this even needs to happen. Why do I need to refute such nonsense? I have my heart attack documented. I have their original dismissal letter in writing. Everything else is just… BS
November 25, 2025 at 1:48 AM
The bread is not the only reason, but it’s one of many (another was that I wore slippers indoors instead of proper shoes; I was waiting for some that were in my size to arrive as my feet are too big for women’s shoes in Japan, so I had to wear slippers until they arrived)
November 25, 2025 at 1:48 AM
They’re claiming the β€œreal reason” for dismissal was because… I bought bread from the vendor who came to the school too much

W h a t
November 25, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I need to reply to my lawyer today re: my lawsuit and the points Former Toxic Job brought up in the hearing, but I honestly just feel insulted doing so

I feel like they’re grasping at straws badly; I had a literal heart attack from being mistreated and they illegally dismissed me
November 25, 2025 at 1:48 AM
And finally, I hope whatever happened at GSP wasn’t intentionally maliciousοΏΌ
November 25, 2025 at 1:24 AM
I pray that for authors, your manuscripts find a better home, and that you have success in the future. I wish you nothing but the best in getting published

For editors and others who were working with them, I also hope you have work incoming, get hired elsewhere, etc.
November 25, 2025 at 1:23 AM
I know it is very difficult for smaller or indie publishing houses to maintain business, and at the time very little has been publicly said about what happened at GSP.

But this is what happened to me. I was offered a contract and they had finished reading my manuscriptοΏΌ
November 25, 2025 at 1:23 AM
My heart goes out to everyone who is leaving Graveside Press that was offered a contract, had a job, etc

While I have never contacted them, I was once given an offer by another publishing company, only for it to be taken away very quickly after.
November 25, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Reposted by π‘ͺ. 𝑫𝒂𝒂𝒆́
The 'gari' (η‹©γ‚Š) in 'momijigari' (η΄…θ‘‰η‹©γ‚Š) originally referred to the capturing of wild animals and birds, but over time also came to mean 'harvesting', 'gathering' or 'picking' plants.
Another example of this is 'kudamono-gari' (ζžœη‰©η‹©γ‚Š), which means to gather fruit.
#紅葉
November 21, 2025 at 8:02 AM
I am beyond grateful that places like UnseenJapan that have me writing for them still

And if you have decided to subscribe to my Substack as a paid subscriber, I can’t tell you how much that means to me, especially when my health has suffered so much since my heart attack
November 25, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I will always mourn what has happened regarding things like the copywriting industry and AI. I have ghostwritten and published my own pieces, but now that AI has taken over, that no longer seems viable as a source of income
November 25, 2025 at 12:38 AM
is where my true strength lies

(And I don’t want to be judged by my appearance, but the merit of my writing, research, etc. I feel like to make it as a video essayist you need to have extremely good makeup and hair stills as a woman)
November 25, 2025 at 12:38 AM
I am *extremely* flattered to get such compliments regarding my writing, whether it’s for journalistic/Op-Ed pieces or my fiction, I can’t state enough how touched I am

I have not transitioned to videos despite that being where the money is (Reels, TikTok, etc) because I feel my written voice
With a good editorβ€”and I think you know that is not a criticismβ€”you could go far. You certainly have hammered out a lot of pay copy in a short period of time. I believe you've had some free time, but there's real discipline there, and a real fount of words. It's good to have that in your pocket.
November 25, 2025 at 12:37 AM