Started a new job today….So much you need to learn whenever you transition….don’t be afraid to step out your comfort zone.

You know I don’t have a political side, I’m USA all the way, but what USA am I about to look at? See I was raised by judge a person by what they show, how they treat you…man wouldn’t be nice to look across and just see a brother..no matter the color.

So there I was, just standing in my room…and for the life of me I didn’t know why? My mind was searching and I still don’t know! Things have been looking up though! I was having a hard time, but I got through it!

When I was a kid my grandfather had shower curtains with old newspapers and old bicycles, he had some burnt orange butterflies clipped to them. I used to be afraid to walk downstairs at night..and the dog was in a room and always barked when you walked by…

Here I am again, nothing has changed…I’m slipping deeper into this dark hole. The why? Is what I want to know…but I guess that’s not for me to know..meanwhile slowly I lose touch of my reality!

No matter what…never use children as pawns….

Im usually in survival mode, but I just can’t find it in me. It’s not like me..some wounds take longer to heal, some are just meant to stay open. Venting out to folks I don’t even know..at least it’s something!

So this is the new spot…well let’s get started!