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Thank you so much! 💜

Awww, that's a lovely story. Mine was simply seeing more and more posts from trans femmes on bluesky from trans femmes that spoke to me until I couldn't deny it anymore.

Yeah, I distinctly remember sitting in youth group as like a 16yo *knowing* I was queer, but being confused because I wasn't attracted to men. Then at 18 "joking" to my girlfriend that I was a lesbian trapped in a man's body. etc etc.

But I think you're right about it being partly generational too.

You're right, of course. I recognise I wasn't ready, and try to have compassion for myself, and things worked out well timing-wise for a couple of reasons, but STILL. It took me until *40*?

Oh yeah, I doubled my progesterone dose yesterday. Could be why today I feel utterly fragile. What a day for it.

Eyy, look at us go! 💜

Yeah, exactly, agender wasn't enough, but I wasn't ready for more. And I explicitly went with agender rather than non-binary because NB still seemed like too much of a trans identity. Sometimes (basically all the time, honestly) I wish I'd let myself accept transness earlier. But, oh well.

Thank you 💜

Before that it was more like "I say I'm agender but I'm not doing anything with it and I want that to change."

I didn't immediately tell anyone via text or post about it because I wanted to tell my gfs in person first. But looking now, I can see evidence of some cracks appearing around the 12th of October, but the actual 'revelation' was probably the 20-somethingth.

Thank you! 💜

Thank you! Me too 💜

Thank you! 💜

Thanks!

Yeah, I worked out that masculinity wasn't for me in 2020, but spent 3 years in the agender mines, telling myself I couldn't actually be trans 😞

The actual cracking was probably a period of 2 or 3 months, but there was definitely one day where it became undeniable.

*It wasn't actually 10/10 - my partner doesn't remember me telling her because she on heavy pain meds recovering from surgery, and that was later in the month. But I'm claiming the date.

I wish I could say something more positive, but I feel like I'm in a rut transition-wise.

Today* is the 2-year anniversary of my egg cracking. Been a weird and wild two years.

Oh, I know exactly what you mean. It's awful. 💜

Ooh, I love that tiny horse!

I need more tattoos too. Gonna black out my calf first though.

Might read this so I can get cuter faster.

Ooh, thank you, will have a look at mongrels.

I know the Solovairs will be worth the cost 'cause they're meant to be the quality docs were decades ago, but that pricetag hurts.

Aus trans girlies (or cis girlies with larger than average feet) recommend me some boot brands. My Palladiums are almost dead, and I'd love to get a pair of their heeled ones, but they don't do them in my size. No platforms (ie demonias) because my ankles aren't cunty enough to survive those 😞

DAMAG3 dropping that good shit again:
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