He is still kind. He is still smart. He is still the best. I still care. How long before he finds out?
He is still kind. He is still smart. He is still the best. I still care. How long before he finds out?
He has gotten upset over something. I want to help, but I can't let him know I care. I need to distract him with something frivolous, so then at least he won't be sad.
He has gotten upset over something. I want to help, but I can't let him know I care. I need to distract him with something frivolous, so then at least he won't be sad.
What would others think if they found out that I wasn't apathetic? I try to remain detached, so they won't find out that I care about him. What if he finds out? He had already tried to leave once. Would he leave for real?
What would others think if they found out that I wasn't apathetic? I try to remain detached, so they won't find out that I care about him. What if he finds out? He had already tried to leave once. Would he leave for real?
He is still learning about himself. His thought process is unique and varied. Small movements bring him comfort. He notices the smallest of details. I wish others would understand him, however unlikely. After all, don't other pokemon think that caring is terrible?
He is still learning about himself. His thought process is unique and varied. Small movements bring him comfort. He notices the smallest of details. I wish others would understand him, however unlikely. After all, don't other pokemon think that caring is terrible?
But I still remember all the voices that have told me that caring about others is a mistake, a sin, a thoughtless instinct, a tragedy, a selfish desire. But, I still want to care about him. I suppose that makes me a monster.
But I still remember all the voices that have told me that caring about others is a mistake, a sin, a thoughtless instinct, a tragedy, a selfish desire. But, I still want to care about him. I suppose that makes me a monster.
He is swift, smart, brave, and kind. He was the first to listen to me. I've met others since, yet I can't help but to think of him.
He is swift, smart, brave, and kind. He was the first to listen to me. I've met others since, yet I can't help but to think of him.
He still helps. He still cares. He is still amazing. I'm still lucky. Why can't he see I'm not worth this?
He still helps. He still cares. He is still amazing. I'm still lucky. Why can't he see I'm not worth this?
He is so close. But I can't get attached. I can't let him get attached. The thought of eventually having to leave is too much to bear, so I dive down to hide my tears.
He is so close. But I can't get attached. I can't let him get attached. The thought of eventually having to leave is too much to bear, so I dive down to hide my tears.
I tried to leave, so someone else could give him the friendship he needs. But he was not ready. I just hurt him. I am still by his side now. Acting as a placeholder for anyone else.
I tried to leave, so someone else could give him the friendship he needs. But he was not ready. I just hurt him. I am still by his side now. Acting as a placeholder for anyone else.
He is still learning to connect. He used to be surprised when someone even remembered his name. Now he's slowly making friends and learning others will listen to him. Although he has started to trust them, he still hasn't learned how great they can be. And how worthless I am.
He is still learning to connect. He used to be surprised when someone even remembered his name. Now he's slowly making friends and learning others will listen to him. Although he has started to trust them, he still hasn't learned how great they can be. And how worthless I am.
But I'm not worth any of this. He shouldn't even think about me. I'm just a nobody, a nuisance, a moron, a coward, a burden. I was just lucky enough to meet him first. The luckiest day of my life.
But I'm not worth any of this. He shouldn't even think about me. I'm just a nobody, a nuisance, a moron, a coward, a burden. I was just lucky enough to meet him first. The luckiest day of my life.
He clearly cares about me. He constantly helps whenever I feel down. His vists are long and often, sometimes even leaving a treat.
He clearly cares about me. He constantly helps whenever I feel down. His vists are long and often, sometimes even leaving a treat.