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౨ৎ ┆ @ β€” vent alt of @kitkat.and.cat (if idk you please dni) ! ✩
β˜† 14 ⸝⸝⸝ I WILL TALK ABOUT SELF-HARM dni if you don't like it!! . :

𓏡 ── `` Mentally (UN)stable
I haven't talked to him all day
And- I feel bad
But
I just
I don't want to talk to anyone
At all
I just
I can't keep pretending I'm happy when I'm not
December 23, 2025 at 3:36 AM
I don't want to be here anymore
Please just let me out of here
December 22, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I cut myself again
I did it
I ruined everything
I keep thinking of killing myself
Of just making a noose out of my scarf and hanging myself
Or overdosing on all the pills
December 22, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I can't stand it anymore
Each day my depression and struggles get worse
I'm tempted to end it more and more
December 20, 2025 at 11:43 PM
I'm not okay
December 20, 2025 at 8:47 PM
I'll just do it the easiest way for me
December 19, 2025 at 9:56 PM
I'm going to kill myself
December 19, 2025 at 9:56 PM
He's playing Roblox but he can't even message me a simple hi? Anything? Nothing? I feel hurt.
December 4, 2025 at 4:57 AM
Idk if they got worse or better... I think they're slowly healing

TW (TRIGGER WARNING): Self harm, sh
December 3, 2025 at 2:47 AM
He's been playing a game on Roblox with his joins off, so I can't see what he's playing, and it's making me very paranoid.
Plus, he's not responding to my messages
December 1, 2025 at 12:12 AM
These fuckass yuri bots
Stop interacting with me
November 30, 2025 at 3:34 AM
I also kinda made a post about him on here, so.... yeah.
November 30, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Boyfie asked for my vent alt but I kinda don't want him to have it... But I don't wanna make him untrustworthy of me
November 30, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Is it normal and okay to be jealous when your boyfriend talks about his relationship with another girl?
November 30, 2025 at 2:50 AM
I rinsed my cuts
They feel a bit better now and don't sting as much
November 26, 2025 at 1:47 AM
My cuts sting a bit now
But it'll go away sooner or later
November 26, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I ended up caving in and telling him
I'm probably not gonna tell him I did it again
I don't wanna be scolded
Or worried so much about
November 26, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I'm probably not gonna tell him I did it again
I don't wanna be scolded
Or worried so much about
November 25, 2025 at 10:24 PM
I did it again this morning
November 25, 2025 at 10:24 PM
I got the scissors ^-^
November 25, 2025 at 4:59 AM
When bleeding it stung, but it also felt tingly
And I liked the sensation
I wanted to hurt myself more
But
I don't know why I stopped
I just
Did
November 24, 2025 at 4:27 PM
And it hurt but
It felt so good at the same time
It made me so happy for some reason
And I don't know why
November 24, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I purposely hurt myself for the first time ever last night.
I don't know what happened, I-
I just felt the urge to, and I did
I had some scissors in my room and they weren't sharp enough to make me bleed but I did leave a mark
And because it didn't make me bleed
I got a razor instead
November 24, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I just love myself!
Not.
Why am I like this
I hate it so much
I don't even know what to say
November 23, 2025 at 5:09 AM
I'm just getting myself worked up at this point
I'm the cause of all my problems
I overreact
And then I stress too much over it
And then it just gets so overwhelming
November 23, 2025 at 4:47 AM