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roman 🍎 nonED DNI

@cravenroad.bsky.social

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"breaking waves of silence;" 🌃 male 19yrs - 5'9 . cw 46.7kg . cbmi 15.2 ☕️ PRO RECOV 🌲 no fatphobia i block all non-shED accounts always. 🐦‍⬛ backup @marazion.bsky.social

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 22d

... 🫀 roman's new intro ...

̟🌑 05 he him , ana/ortho ‧₊🦇

🪽 ꩜ gbmi 14 - pro recov ! !

— ★ tw : ed , sh , trauma vents .

..` ¤ EDskys biggest apple enthusiast 🍎🍏

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 19h

it just sucks that keeping herself away from our parents for her safety and wellbeing also means having to keep herself away from me. she was the only person who ever cared enough to keep me safe and stable, and now shes just gone and i cant even be mad at her for it

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 19h

not her fault at all really, if i had the chance to get out of here and choose parties and a boyfriend over our fuck ass parents then i would make them spend every holiday alone too. shes only coming around these days bc she feels guilty tbh and that makes it worse.

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 19h

i was excited to give out candy and do halloween with my sister but she's not coming to stay until the day after :/ im happy to see her at all but it really kills me that shes never around on any real holiday, its not the same

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 1d

trying to get my dinner and suddenly getting trauma dumped on by my mother about her horrible childhood as if that should make up for the fact that she abused me throughout all of mine

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 2d

my best (and worst, he was an asshole) relationship was also a qpr, i definitely went through that whole phase where i threw myself into regualr relationships bc i thought i was supposed to to be "normal" +and if they're not willing to have you sick then they're not good enough for you when healed 🫂

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 2d

also, if you like micro lables then Quoiromantic or Cupioromantic could also help you understand and find community for your feelings a bit better

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 2d

–You can still be someones special person without it being a traditional relationship, you can still have a special connection that feels comfy for you and your desires, you can still be cared for and appreciated and share those things with someone else in a way that other people wouldn't understand

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 2d

ive read through all this and just wanted to say as an aromantic person: you don't have to give up that hopeless loving yearning side to be aro!! attraction, love, and relationships are a total spectrum, and maybe some type of a QPR could be right for you.—

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

—at least he eventually felt comfortable enough to open up about it now, and hopefully that means he can be better about it in the future since the reaction was productive 🤍 i'll bet the both of you will feel better abt the situation as time goes on and things will get more comfortable

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

i totally relate to not feeling approachable and the "ugh you're too intimidating" thing because of my autism, but i imagine it's worse with the layered misogyny on top of it 😕 im glad that you guys were able to have a good conversation about it, just keep in mind that even if it came out late,—

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

–again, obv i dont know any of the context here but i can definitely relate to feeling like im not welcome to be open with my bad feelings, not because of the person im trying to open up to or how they would react, but exclusively because ive been taught it's not socially okay to be vulnerable 🫂

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

–that isn't good and happy or straight up mean and angry, then we're "just being a sensitive little bitch, its not that deep" and to "just let it roll of ur back", there could be tons of reasons why he didn't open up about this earlier, it likely wasn't some sort of attack on you or ur behavior 🫂🫂–

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

i totally sympathize w/ where you're coming from and obviously i dont know any of the context behind his behavior from just one post, but he likely didn't mean to imply anything like that!! we tend to be socialized to believe that if we express the way we're feeling about anyone or any relationship—

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

aawwweeeee lovely vinnie 🤍🤍

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

reigns are soooooo good but they're a totally different beast, ive never gotten through a whole one without feeling ABSURD, four cups of coffee and a monster energy is practically equal to half a reign to my system

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

they love to do personality stuff for job interviews as if you won't end up with like two pleasant coworkers maximum and every single other one is a piece of shit and an absolute nightmare to work with 🫩 just lie to them fr they dont care

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

throwing back energy drinks like it's water and then wondering why my stomach hurts

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 3d

i loved having little fanciful tea parties with my sister and stuffed animals and plastic soldier men when i was a little boy, tea parties are for everyone!!!!

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

also- if you would have told me last year that i would get so tall within a few short months of a growth spurt that i could be low-bmi 15 while my weight was in the triple digits, i would have laughed in ur damn face THIS IS CRAZY

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

satisfied w the weigh in today ,, thinking it might be possible to be 100lbs by samhain if i fast most of this week

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

omggg when i was at my lw i threw up every single morning like a damn pregnant lady because of the hunger nausea it SUCKED 🤢 i totally get u

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

best of luck my friend stay safe

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

LOLL im gonna be a whole ass adult handing out candy dressed as Elmo, hope you enjoy trick or treating and ur smoke!!

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

ty dollyyy 🫂🫂🤍

roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

TYY LMFAO every other cis guy in my family is either ~5'8 or was a super late bloomer w that stuff so im holding out hope that I'll get up to my dad's height 😛 and im gonna be doing some cooking and altar work in the morning, and then my sister is coming to celebrate later, how abt you? any plans?

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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 4d

miraculously ive hit a STUPID CRAZY growth spurt despite still restricting and i think it might be the best thing thats happened to me 🤭🤭 still only average height for a male,, but im still having growing pains so i don't think it's done yet 😛