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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 31

— working towards getting that help so that I may someday return as a better person… one that may be called a friend…

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 31

Pengu

I need to make this official…

I will be leaving the writing scene as a whole so that I may work towards getting the help that I need. I am sorry for any bonds that I broke, as well as for doing such things in the first place. I understand that I am in dire need of help, and will be —

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

-- that are being set. I am not trying to use my mental disorder as an excuse for why I should be unblocked, but rather as a way to explain that it is just a part of who I am.

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

pengu

I shall only retort with this... It might be clear for most people... However, that is not the case with me. I happen to suffer from ADHD, Aspergers, and Major Depressive Disorder. I have always been known for not really being able to understand or properly noticing those boundaries --

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

-- least ask that you understand that since that point, I have made work to move away from that path, as even I know what I first decided was wrong. You are welcome to keep my accounts blocked, but I shall not bother you anymore. I just want to let it be known that I am not that person I used to be.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

-- in any position to ask for forgiveness in regards to such a thing...

However, I do know that what I had done was not right, and if you wish to berate me for a poor past decision that honestly I even regret doing from the very beginning, then go ahead. I have no power to stop you. I will at --

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

pengu

Yes, I did do that. Yes, I am not going to hide the fact that I did this.

All I have to say that what I did that time was wrong of me to do at all, and that I honestly shouldn't have done it to start with. I still regret the fact that I did such a thing, and that I know that I am not --

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

-- anywhere on your account to start with, my dude.

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 30

pengu

I am just going to say this since this is, in fact, related to me...

I wish I knew this since I didn't know why you were blocking me! If I had known this, I would have left you alone from the start! Like next time, should probably say so somewhere, since you don't have any mention of that --

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 27

@smithofrose.bsky.social would be able to find the currently mind broken Tsukuyomi exactly where she had left her, as the Artificial Spirit couldn't really do much of anything but sit there. She hadn't moved at all, hadn't done really anything thanks to the current state she was in.

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 26

Tsukuyomi could still be found basically mind broken in @smithofrose.bsky.social's Blacksmithy. There were still no changes to her current situation.

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

The good news was that for now, Tsukuyomi was safe and sound, as well as out of the way of any potential harm that may come…

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

Right, she'll figure it out... eventually.

Hopefully something will trigger to help her figure things out. Otherwise it's gonna be like this forever!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Not to mention that with Tsukuyomi like this, Liz can actually take some time to figure out just what exactly happened to Tsukuyomi as well as what she seems to be mentally missing, if anything at all.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Not to mention that with Tsukuyomi like this, Liz can actually take some time to figure out just what exactly happened to Tsukuyomi as well as what she seems to be mentally missing, if anything at all.

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

Right! Thankfully, she's safe and sound here in her blacksmith shop/home.

She can keep on the higher level in her room for Liz to spoil and adore!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

That… might end up happing if Liz managed to figure it out. For now, she should be more focused on making sure the basically lifeless Artificial Spirit safe until she manages to recover from whatever had happened to her.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

That… might end up happing if Liz managed to figure it out. For now, she should be more focused on making sure the basically lifeless Artificial Spirit safe until she manages to recover from whatever had happened to her.

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

Well whatever it was, Liz was a bit tempted to replace...

At this rate she might think of a way to make the doll hers and hers alone!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

As things were now, it was like Tsukuyomi was honestly MISSING something in her mind. What that thing she was missing? Who knows.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

As things were now, it was like Tsukuyomi was honestly MISSING something in her mind. What that thing she was missing? Who knows.

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

Of course it did!

Granted, Liz sure was acting like a bit of a perv...good thing the dolls mind couldn't be altered, right?

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

“. . .”

Still no reaction, her body moving however the Pinkette guided it. Did it make sense that since she was an artificial being, she’d have doll like qualities?

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

“. . .”

Still no reaction, her body moving however the Pinkette guided it. Did it make sense that since she was an artificial being, she’d have doll like qualities?

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

"Oooo...you really do feel perfect Tsukiyomi, really! Like a perfect doll..."

Right behind the thighs, on the tip of her feet...even the knee!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

As Liz felt and kissed around the legs of the Artificial Spirit, she’d be able to feel just how soft her skin was! It was almost like touching a cloud in a way! She must really take good care of her own body.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

As Liz felt and kissed around the legs of the Artificial Spirit, she’d be able to feel just how soft her skin was! It was almost like touching a cloud in a way! She must really take good care of her own body.

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

"Hehe...so cute and perfect!"

Annnnnd right back to the grabbing and kissing, even among her legs this time.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Seeing as Tsukuyomi wasn’t doing much, it was as simple as just moving her body to fit into the swim suit, almost like playing dress up with an actual doll!

Not to mention, but the swim suit honestly made Tsukuyomi look quite adorable, too.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Seeing as Tsukuyomi wasn’t doing much, it was as simple as just moving her body to fit into the swim suit, almost like playing dress up with an actual doll!

Not to mention, but the swim suit honestly made Tsukuyomi look quite adorable, too.

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

"Gasp! I know!"

She was gonna quickly grab something out of her closet..and... put the girl in a swimsuit!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And still no reactions out of the Artificial Spirit. She remained completely silent, half opened eyes just gazing foward.

“. . .”

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And still no reactions out of the Artificial Spirit. She remained completely silent, half opened eyes just gazing foward.

“. . .”

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

Indeed she wasn't! Liz was still a good friend... hopefully.

Even if her hands were on the girl's rear, her worries about her condition fading away for now.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And since they were all alone and Liz had gone and locked the doors, she had Tsukuyomi to herself in this doll-like state.

". . ."

If Tsukuyomi was aware of what was happening, she would most certainly end up mind broken... but luckily she wasn't really there mentally at the moment!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And since they were all alone and Liz had gone and locked the doors, she had Tsukuyomi to herself in this doll-like state.

". . ."

If Tsukuyomi was aware of what was happening, she would most certainly end up mind broken... but luckily she wasn't really there mentally at the moment!

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

"Tsukiyomi...~"

Liz really was getting carried away, placing her hands all over, more and more kisses..good thing they were alone...

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And luckily for Liz, Tsukuyomi wasn't aware of anything that was even happening to her. At this current point in time, she was basically just a big doll for Liz to enjoy until the Artificial Spirit managed to properly recover.

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And luckily for Liz, Tsukuyomi wasn't aware of anything that was even happening to her. At this current point in time, she was basically just a big doll for Liz to enjoy until the Artificial Spirit managed to properly recover.

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

Liz was well aware. It was just making her kiss her more. Tsukiyomi always did look like a doll bought to life.

And now Liz was gonna get to hug this doll all she wanted, even moving her kiss to her lips...

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And to all of these kisses from the Pinkette, no response was given to any of them!

". . ."

She was just softly breathing, seriously just looking like some sort of actual doll with how she normally dressed. She honestly could be seen as a live sized doll!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

And to all of these kisses from the Pinkette, no response was given to any of them!

". . ."

She was just softly breathing, seriously just looking like some sort of actual doll with how she normally dressed. She honestly could be seen as a live sized doll!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

The good news was that it just seemed to have slumped to the side slightly, and she wasn't hurt in any way. It was just a result from the gentle push she had gotten from the kiss.

". . ."

Tsukuyomi really almost did look like a doll, considering what she always wore...

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

"Gah! Oh no oh no!'

She did feel a bit guilty about this...she should, right?

Yet..it was nice.

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Still no response from the Artificial Spirit... The most likely outcome is that Tsukuyomi won't remember any of what happened while she was like this.

". . ."

Annnd her head had slumped slightly to the side from the kiss!

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Still no response from the Artificial Spirit... The most likely outcome is that Tsukuyomi won't remember any of what happened while she was like this.

". . ."

Annnd her head had slumped slightly to the side from the kiss!

Lisbeth @smithofrose.bsky.social · Jul 25

".... Tsukiyomi, listen. I don't know if you can hear me, or if you'll remember this, but..."

...And a kiss to her cheek.

"Mwah..I've been meaning to do that for a bit."

𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

She just stayed completely silent, letting Liz feel her hair… which was honestly quite well kept!

“. . .”

Even if the Artificial Spirit was fully there, she would at least be safe with the Pinkette… even if she does indulge in some fantasies of her own…

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𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢 & 𝑌𝑜𝑚𝑖 | 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑢𝑦𝑜𝑚𝑖 @cresentillusion.bsky.social · Jul 25

Pengu

We gotta love it when the platform is having issues. No offense to the Bluesky team, you guys keep up the amazing work!