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𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞. ーーー prev. acct archive; @crt-hater.bsky.social ask; https://crthater.straw.page/ writer; https://kiku!

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【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 26d

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【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 2d

… that would be really cute…
I would.. I would really like that. I would like that so much.

I think I want t hat.

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 2d

That sounds fun. I can imagine how that was a better life…

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

Your old job?

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

That means so much to me…

「* He's tearing up a little, nuzzling them close.」

I love you so much.

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

(i wanna write with more people here but also i'm shy)

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【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

do you think of me as… an equal?
???

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

FOR HOW LONG

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

SEDICI KEEP AWAY FROM TH AT CAT! !PLEASE!!!

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【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

SEDIOJCDSJOKAFHJKDAS

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

(I'M GOING TO EAT YOU PANE.
make sure you ask niel first)

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 3d

(pane i swear to fuck if you shadowcrystal spamton's girlfriend)

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∹【Tenna!】 @cathode-raytube.bsky.social · 3d

(idk if anyone's gonna really help but m, but my closest friend kishi has been feeling super sad about their portrayals and like people don't want to / are scared to interact.

here's the accounts, please consider following / interacting:
bsky.app/profile/greenpip… )

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【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

《 dream than anything.」

I just… Mghh..

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

….
Sedici, you're…

you're so, so sweet to me.
I… I don't know how to handle it sometimes. I guess? I still get this feeling that I don't actually deserve it.

I mean, I know what you say but I just….

「* Trying to smooth his own feathers. His past self dying felt more like pain and a bad 》

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Hide, hide! @fatecalls.bsky.social · 4d

NOW, DO YOU HATE ME?
ARE YOU AFRAID OF ME?
ARE YOU ABLE TO FEEL CULPABILITY?

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【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

「* He hugs to him, almost desperately. He's trembling.」

I'm sorry. I-I'm sorry, Iー
I don't want deserve this, do i?

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

(ow my emotions)

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

I think i'm gonna really die too.

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

I don't know either. I really don't.
Somehow he… existed, and then he was EATEN by some other fucked up version of the conept of 'spamton' or something. B-but you see the problem with that is…

「* A nervous laugh.」

… P-paradox shit, y'know.
If my younger self is dead, um, Iー

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

No… it's, it's not that, it's…

「* Holding himself tight.」

…
my younger self was here,
something… killed him, sedici.

he can't come back like i do.

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

Just for a little bit.
I wish they'd…

No. nevermind.

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

「* . . . He looks awful actually, if one could be honest. Entirely dissheveled, almost like parts of him were… falling apart? That's um. Not good?」

… Oh, Sedici…
Something… um, h-happened, I think.

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 4d

「* Yeah anyways, he's still… doing too well.」

【Big Shot!】 @crthater.bsky.social · 5d

「* Just sort of, collapsed there. Holding head in hands. God, everything is still so PAINFUL」