@csyto.bsky.social
20/ any pronouns/ pansexual 🩷💛💙
I'm an artist who is now in culinary school
chronically ill (Crohns) and screaming in both audhd
Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@csykoto_0?_t=ZS-90FwGwCAcok&_r=1
I'm an artist who is now in culinary school
chronically ill (Crohns) and screaming in both audhd
Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@csykoto_0?_t=ZS-90FwGwCAcok&_r=1
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csyto.bsky.social
@csyto.bsky.social
· Oct 5
I will feel sorry who ever follow this account because I might post a lot of vents or the random shit alive.
I feel like my body dysmorphia is getting worse. I relapsed like a week ago or so and thought I will just do it once but I been vomiting my food almost everyday. Once or twice who knows how much depending my mood. Slowly food doesn't taste good and I feel sick when I feel full heck I hate it
November 22, 2025 at 8:29 AM
I feel like my body dysmorphia is getting worse. I relapsed like a week ago or so and thought I will just do it once but I been vomiting my food almost everyday. Once or twice who knows how much depending my mood. Slowly food doesn't taste good and I feel sick when I feel full heck I hate it
Welp I just found out I somehow develop an allergy to cumin. I didn't know it was possible but somehow I did and I found out when I was sniffing the spices and somehow cumin is the one that made my throat close up. The fact I'm gonna cook mexican dish in hell week and there is a LOT of cumin.. 🫡
November 19, 2025 at 8:02 AM
Welp I just found out I somehow develop an allergy to cumin. I didn't know it was possible but somehow I did and I found out when I was sniffing the spices and somehow cumin is the one that made my throat close up. The fact I'm gonna cook mexican dish in hell week and there is a LOT of cumin.. 🫡
November 17, 2025 at 9:49 AM
Idk whats wrong with me but I think I'm on the hyperfixation cause I just made an concept art of my other oc in kny world to be with kukiro and now I wanna make new friends so I can yap about these
November 8, 2025 at 11:08 AM
Idk whats wrong with me but I think I'm on the hyperfixation cause I just made an concept art of my other oc in kny world to be with kukiro and now I wanna make new friends so I can yap about these
Decide to get a therapist thinking it won't be too bad but moment i told my therapist stuff she is like "You gone through a lot, are you OK???" and honestly I have no idea if I'm alright 😀👍
November 7, 2025 at 2:56 AM
Decide to get a therapist thinking it won't be too bad but moment i told my therapist stuff she is like "You gone through a lot, are you OK???" and honestly I have no idea if I'm alright 😀👍
Ya know I moved on this break up bit too quick because it's just two months and also it's because without the love blindness I can see the red flags. And my friends and sister tell me he not worth crying for because he a red flag. So in coping I would probably draw just my friends telling me he 🚩🚩🚩
October 27, 2025 at 8:54 AM
Ya know I moved on this break up bit too quick because it's just two months and also it's because without the love blindness I can see the red flags. And my friends and sister tell me he not worth crying for because he a red flag. So in coping I would probably draw just my friends telling me he 🚩🚩🚩
I feel like these memory loss will be my downfall. I can only remember highlights but the rest I just forgot or it's blurry, it's been like this for months ngl. I thought it's just adhd but doom scrolling and it says either trauma or bottling emotions can cause it and guess that's what I get
October 24, 2025 at 1:36 PM
I feel like these memory loss will be my downfall. I can only remember highlights but the rest I just forgot or it's blurry, it's been like this for months ngl. I thought it's just adhd but doom scrolling and it says either trauma or bottling emotions can cause it and guess that's what I get
Sometimes I forgot how lonely I can be. Yeah I have friends to talk to but they tend to go busy... In the end I just go use some character ai to just escape reality. Damn that sucks
October 23, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Sometimes I forgot how lonely I can be. Yeah I have friends to talk to but they tend to go busy... In the end I just go use some character ai to just escape reality. Damn that sucks
Welp 2 months of relationship and my boyfriend said we should break up and say we both need to work on ourselves in the relationship. Not the best way to wake up on but it's for the best..
October 23, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Welp 2 months of relationship and my boyfriend said we should break up and say we both need to work on ourselves in the relationship. Not the best way to wake up on but it's for the best..
Wait for the cake to bake and make the icing: No
Continue and post the smut while you're in school: Y E S
Continue and post the smut while you're in school: Y E S
October 23, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Wait for the cake to bake and make the icing: No
Continue and post the smut while you're in school: Y E S
Continue and post the smut while you're in school: Y E S
I was writing smut AND thinking smut that it affected me and this is what I notice what I wrote for a banana bread recipe in class 😭
October 20, 2025 at 2:33 AM
I was writing smut AND thinking smut that it affected me and this is what I notice what I wrote for a banana bread recipe in class 😭
Me looking how many hits is my first ao3 post and I question who try to read what I made...
October 18, 2025 at 8:28 AM
Me looking how many hits is my first ao3 post and I question who try to read what I made...
IM FINALLY FINISHED archiveofourown.org/works/72564716
October 16, 2025 at 7:18 AM
IM FINALLY FINISHED archiveofourown.org/works/72564716
Here I am in school in so much pain after cooking and moving around the kitchen for pasta and pizza and now I'm waiting for my mom while I'm finishing this Oc x Shinjuro smut. 🫡
October 15, 2025 at 9:09 AM
Here I am in school in so much pain after cooking and moving around the kitchen for pasta and pizza and now I'm waiting for my mom while I'm finishing this Oc x Shinjuro smut. 🫡
Kill me. I was tired today so I made the best idea to buy ice cream and coffee 7 in the morning and I was unaware how strong the coffee is in that small bottle so when I drank it all I slowly felt nauseous and have to go the rest of the class shitting and vomiting too much and I ask to go home early
October 13, 2025 at 5:08 AM
Kill me. I was tired today so I made the best idea to buy ice cream and coffee 7 in the morning and I was unaware how strong the coffee is in that small bottle so when I drank it all I slowly felt nauseous and have to go the rest of the class shitting and vomiting too much and I ask to go home early
I'm absolutely tweaking on the smut I'm writing, this is not even my first one but my third but the knowledge people may see this if I post in ao3 will kill me. Like I want to write so bad so I won't draw it but even writing is hard
October 12, 2025 at 11:05 AM
I'm absolutely tweaking on the smut I'm writing, this is not even my first one but my third but the knowledge people may see this if I post in ao3 will kill me. Like I want to write so bad so I won't draw it but even writing is hard
Also when I was sitting peacefully to eat my lunch I made a biggest mistake to get the chairs without Realizing it and the chair broke and I fell hard straight to my lower back and have to go in the kitchen couldn't bend down like an old woman because of the pain 😭
October 9, 2025 at 9:32 AM
Also when I was sitting peacefully to eat my lunch I made a biggest mistake to get the chairs without Realizing it and the chair broke and I fell hard straight to my lower back and have to go in the kitchen couldn't bend down like an old woman because of the pain 😭
So I made the sauce and I just plan to concoct a monstrosity as a small joke to laugh on the pain cause i say "im gonna wing it" but backfired because he said that the sauce is the saviour of the whole meal. And despite my motive is a joke i couldnt help but feel proud that i wrote down the recipe
October 9, 2025 at 9:29 AM
So I made the sauce and I just plan to concoct a monstrosity as a small joke to laugh on the pain cause i say "im gonna wing it" but backfired because he said that the sauce is the saviour of the whole meal. And despite my motive is a joke i couldnt help but feel proud that i wrote down the recipe
Small rant about religious people, I can't with them. Like how some or most people at when it comes to influencing people or lecture someone about religion it comes off so bad to point people don't see it like a good thing or it's just not a good image. And I have the unfortunate luck on this
October 8, 2025 at 12:02 PM
Small rant about religious people, I can't with them. Like how some or most people at when it comes to influencing people or lecture someone about religion it comes off so bad to point people don't see it like a good thing or it's just not a good image. And I have the unfortunate luck on this
Maybe there is a reason why I don't draw like this often...(im just experimenting with some style...) #columbina #genshinimpact #drawing #wip
October 7, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Maybe there is a reason why I don't draw like this often...(im just experimenting with some style...) #columbina #genshinimpact #drawing #wip
I forgot to eat dinner and crave pancakes but in diet so I just grind oats to flour and make it into pancakes cause I wanna lose weight... Its... Fine just need improvement cause I'm just experimenting such a waste cause I didn't have banana this time... 😭. (yes I know Nutella is not a good idea)
October 7, 2025 at 2:11 PM
I forgot to eat dinner and crave pancakes but in diet so I just grind oats to flour and make it into pancakes cause I wanna lose weight... Its... Fine just need improvement cause I'm just experimenting such a waste cause I didn't have banana this time... 😭. (yes I know Nutella is not a good idea)
This is about my kny oc so far, I made an art mistake on putting her on the sun, no she didn't accomplish what nezuko did, amd made her a snowbird hashira. #knyoc #demonslayeroc #ocart #drawing
October 6, 2025 at 5:27 AM
This is about my kny oc so far, I made an art mistake on putting her on the sun, no she didn't accomplish what nezuko did, amd made her a snowbird hashira. #knyoc #demonslayeroc #ocart #drawing
I wanna share these cause why not. This is my Kny oc design, and she went in three redesigns and finally got what I wanted and I love her sooo much. im gonna work on her breathing forms... #knyoc #demonslayeroc #art #ocart
October 6, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I wanna share these cause why not. This is my Kny oc design, and she went in three redesigns and finally got what I wanted and I love her sooo much. im gonna work on her breathing forms... #knyoc #demonslayeroc #art #ocart
Is it weird I made this account as a private thoughts stuff without my friends or my boyfriend knowing it? I mean to be fair i dont want to trouble anyone but I also know I should not keep things secret but there times I'm alone and nowhere to let it out.... Damn that sounds sad
October 5, 2025 at 2:00 PM
Is it weird I made this account as a private thoughts stuff without my friends or my boyfriend knowing it? I mean to be fair i dont want to trouble anyone but I also know I should not keep things secret but there times I'm alone and nowhere to let it out.... Damn that sounds sad
I will feel sorry who ever follow this account because I might post a lot of vents or the random shit alive.
October 5, 2025 at 1:38 PM
I will feel sorry who ever follow this account because I might post a lot of vents or the random shit alive.