geto suguru (redemption arc)
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"And my girls. I need them safe. I need your help to keep them safe Satoru."
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mattered to him.

"Except your word. It's the one thing I don't want to lose sight of again.. when I die."

A shuddering breath in before he floundered, discomfort clear on his face. Fear, for the first time, replaced that deep almost soulless nonchalance of his. +
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had lost his respect in the process.

Suguru met his gaze once more. His own plain brown eyes, his black hair and tanned skin was in stark contrast with his white. But it had never meant anything to him. The Gojo clan's most important asset, their heir, the strongest man alive. None of that +
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that is urgent or pressing enough to drive me to work."

Suguru took a swift hissing breath through his teeth as the images flashed through his mind's eye, of the atrocities he had committed in the name of his own law. And really, after all that had passed, his only real regret was that he +
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Looking into those eyes made his heart stammer. Both his hands cup Satoru's face as he stares into them.

He nodded at him finally, looking down to his chin. He'd grown just a little taller than him over the years.

"I.. don't have any truth any more Satoru. Nothing I believe in, nothing +
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making mental notes of what changed, as well as what had remained the same. he was still just as perfect as he had always been in satoru’s eyes.

“ .. i hope you know you’re stuck with me, suguru. i’ll stay by your side, no matter what happens. ”

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he whispered into his mouth, chestnut eyes glazed over looked to the blindfold and the eyes that could see him even if he could not see them.
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him. All of his fantasies could not come close to how he claimed him now, with his lips, with his tongue, his fingers clasped to the back of his neck. When his mouth parted from his it was only to release the heat in his breath, his body just short of squirming in his grasp.

"Satoru. . ." +
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when they'd parted, even when he looked so disappointed and confused and hurt..

Suguru's hands press up over his shoulders, his arms finally locking around his neck. He tugs softly with his lips, every new kiss languid and indulgent-- for once, he wanted to believe it, that he deserved +
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free violence was his path to absolution.

He'd lost his mind somewhere along the way, and forgotten his heart.

Tears streamed down his face, his hands losing their frantic grasp on him while they kiss. The most handsome, when he laughed, when he raged. He'd looked so handsome that day +
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It was true, he was a monster, created by his own hatred and nihilism. His inability to see past his own personal disgust, immature and unjustified as it was. How was he to explain it to him-- that he'd just snapped? Decided that the laws he abided by were meaningless anyway, that carnage and +
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The way he held him and spoke those words now, it made Suguru's heart ache. How had he ever doubted him, how had he fooled himself into thinking he could never have his love or his support ever again. The voices telling him he was a monster had led him astray, stolen him from Satoru.

+
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doubts plagued his mind.

nobody else had ever come close to making him feel the way suguru did. but all he could feel in this moment was how his entire heart remained devoted to 𝓱im. to each and every moment they spent together.

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They also completely assimilate into the female's body till they're but a parasitic lump, I do believe it's a form of sexual parasitism
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I'm well informed.. you are also infamous
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it hasn’t left, it lingers . .

simmering.

until i’ve had enough.

wait— how do you know my name?
cursednihilism.bsky.social
mmm how nice for you then, that your rage has left you

it was nice chatting Miss Nico Robin
cursednihilism.bsky.social
mmm how nice for you then, that your rage has left you

it was nice chatting Miss Nico Robin
demonhistorian.bsky.social
oh no, i do believe one’s rage and one’s will to live can coexist.
cursednihilism.bsky.social
do you think rage cannot exist aside one's will to live, I imagine you need both to make any headway
cursednihilism.bsky.social
do you think rage cannot exist aside one's will to live, I imagine you need both to make any headway
demonhistorian.bsky.social
it’s somewhere at the bottom of the ocean, replaced by my will to live— which was there not too long ago.
cursednihilism.bsky.social
where has all your rage gone.. it doesn't really leave me
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where has all your rage gone.. it doesn't really leave me
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perhaps it’s because i’m not exactly a ‘dramatic’ person and one just becomes numb to it after a certain point.
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yes? then.. you seem rather relaxed in comparison to my 'dramatics'
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if he did visit his parents and native village, it was to see them shrink in fear instead of how it used to be when he was younger and weak.

though there was little love for his biological parents by the end of it, he does regret having murdered them.
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they were not the sentimental kind, preferring it if he did not visit.

suguru's self esteem was extremely low when he came to the school grounds.

when he trained and learnt to use his abilities, his confidence grew. +
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parents to a hysterical degree leading to verbal or physical abuse

when he was 10 or 11, they sought out jujutsu high and sent him away there, in one part to keep him safe and protected amongst people who understood him, but also to be rid of their responsibility towards him as their child +
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yes? then.. you seem rather relaxed in comparison to my 'dramatics'
demonhistorian.bsky.social
that’s rather unfortunate.

though i must say, you and i are in the same boat when it comes to being crucified for being different, so i can understand where you’re coming from.
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perhaps I'm a little numb from seeing my friends drop like flies.. haha! you're right, the earth is not going to cave in, it's more likely we'll get hanged by the monkeys for being different
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truly, our primate cousins were morally superior
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perhaps I'm a little numb from seeing my friends drop like flies.. haha! you're right, the earth is not going to cave in, it's more likely we'll get hanged by the monkeys for being different
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aren’t you being a little . . dramatic . . ?

it’s not like the earth is going to cave in at any given moment.
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where I come from, we live from hour to hour, day to day.. the worry of contracting an std is really on the bottom of the list
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where I come from, we live from hour to hour, day to day.. the worry of contracting an std is really on the bottom of the list
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h u h ⁉️

what do you mean ‘he might die any minute today’?
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also what is the point of safe sex when he might die any minute today