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@deadlysusu.bsky.social
· Nov 6
6. i learned that my bsf was in my town and she didnt tell me anything and didnt meet with me and we didnt see each other for a year
events that happened this year that made me the way i am:
1. my childhood dog died
2. i had a lot of stress about my final exams at school
3. i didnt pass my final exam(did at second time but still felt like a failure)
4. got rejected by my crush
5. lost my best friend
1. my childhood dog died
2. i had a lot of stress about my final exams at school
3. i didnt pass my final exam(did at second time but still felt like a failure)
4. got rejected by my crush
5. lost my best friend
December 12, 2025 at 12:18 PM
6. i learned that my bsf was in my town and she didnt tell me anything and didnt meet with me and we didnt see each other for a year
i wake up tired whats the point of sleeping
December 12, 2025 at 8:47 AM
i wake up tired whats the point of sleeping
events that happened this year that made me the way i am:
1. my childhood dog died
2. i had a lot of stress about my final exams at school
3. i didnt pass my final exam(did at second time but still felt like a failure)
4. got rejected by my crush
5. lost my best friend
1. my childhood dog died
2. i had a lot of stress about my final exams at school
3. i didnt pass my final exam(did at second time but still felt like a failure)
4. got rejected by my crush
5. lost my best friend
December 11, 2025 at 10:07 PM
events that happened this year that made me the way i am:
1. my childhood dog died
2. i had a lot of stress about my final exams at school
3. i didnt pass my final exam(did at second time but still felt like a failure)
4. got rejected by my crush
5. lost my best friend
1. my childhood dog died
2. i had a lot of stress about my final exams at school
3. i didnt pass my final exam(did at second time but still felt like a failure)
4. got rejected by my crush
5. lost my best friend
my mood changed 180° i really want to move out
December 11, 2025 at 8:44 PM
my mood changed 180° i really want to move out
i remebered my childhood dog who passed away in January and i cried so bad and ugly
December 11, 2025 at 7:49 PM
i remebered my childhood dog who passed away in January and i cried so bad and ugly
my fav color is purple btw
December 11, 2025 at 7:13 PM
my fav color is purple btw
i applied for a job to kfc pray from i get it cause its so hard to find a job
December 11, 2025 at 12:13 PM
i applied for a job to kfc pray from i get it cause its so hard to find a job
and suddenly my urges and all the guilt disappeared for a little
December 10, 2025 at 9:10 PM
and suddenly my urges and all the guilt disappeared for a little
i didnt cry like that for a month finally bottle exploded
December 10, 2025 at 8:55 PM
i didnt cry like that for a month finally bottle exploded
i called myself a disgusting pig in front of my bsf for the first time i feel awful
December 10, 2025 at 6:20 PM
i called myself a disgusting pig in front of my bsf for the first time i feel awful
i am a disgusting pig why i eat so much and always want food and cant control myself
December 10, 2025 at 5:30 PM
i am a disgusting pig why i eat so much and always want food and cant control myself
i didnt?!??!?!?!? ugh
i watched so much fresh cuts i will be surprised if i dont dream about it today(i hope i will)
December 10, 2025 at 6:57 AM
i didnt?!??!?!?!? ugh
me and my dino against the world
December 9, 2025 at 11:28 PM
me and my dino against the world
what if i am just doing it all for attention and everyone hate me and they will leave me sooner or later
December 9, 2025 at 10:50 PM
what if i am just doing it all for attention and everyone hate me and they will leave me sooner or later
I'm a disgusting bitch
December 9, 2025 at 10:46 PM
I'm a disgusting bitch
pls pls pls give me attention pls pls pls
December 9, 2025 at 10:21 PM
pls pls pls give me attention pls pls pls
i watched so much fresh cuts i will be surprised if i dont dream about it today(i hope i will)
December 9, 2025 at 10:16 PM
i watched so much fresh cuts i will be surprised if i dont dream about it today(i hope i will)
i have really strong urges but then when i decide to do it i cant ironic
December 9, 2025 at 10:08 PM
i have really strong urges but then when i decide to do it i cant ironic
what is stopping me from cutting why cant i do it like i did a year ago am i more sane am i not sick anymore maybe i was never sick its only in my head i am going insane i tried to trigger more but i just cant what is going on with me
December 9, 2025 at 10:03 PM
what is stopping me from cutting why cant i do it like i did a year ago am i more sane am i not sick anymore maybe i was never sick its only in my head i am going insane i tried to trigger more but i just cant what is going on with me