Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌
@deenialvt.bsky.social
Space-Squid Vtuber
He/Him
Twitch Partner
Variety Content Creator
https://www.twitch.tv/deenial
📧: [email protected]
ママ: @EiEruga + @justNovaj
🎨: #DeeArtLife | 🔞: #DeenialNSFW
He/Him
Twitch Partner
Variety Content Creator
https://www.twitch.tv/deenial
📧: [email protected]
ママ: @EiEruga + @justNovaj
🎨: #DeeArtLife | 🔞: #DeenialNSFW
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Hey Starfarers! 🌌
It's nice to meet you! I'm Deenial, a Space-Squid Vtuber 🦑ready to explore the expanse, I hope you'll join me ~
All things MMO, JRPG, Story and Variety!
Fanart: #DeeArtLife
NSFW: #DeenialNSFW
Live: www.twitch.tv/deenial
It's nice to meet you! I'm Deenial, a Space-Squid Vtuber 🦑ready to explore the expanse, I hope you'll join me ~
All things MMO, JRPG, Story and Variety!
Fanart: #DeeArtLife
NSFW: #DeenialNSFW
Live: www.twitch.tv/deenial
Reposted by Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌
Winnie said move over I wanna watch @deenialvt.bsky.social
November 9, 2025 at 6:15 PM
Winnie said move over I wanna watch @deenialvt.bsky.social
My parents asked me to take a step away from the family so they could have time to process, and reconnect with relatives they "had to cut off" when I came out.
They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay.
I’ll see you in November 🥲
They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay.
I’ll see you in November 🥲
October 22, 2025 at 5:37 PM
My parents asked me to take a step away from the family so they could have time to process, and reconnect with relatives they "had to cut off" when I came out.
They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay.
I’ll see you in November 🥲
They asked me to come to my sisters wedding to meet my new in-laws and just pretend like everythings okay.
I’ll see you in November 🥲
"What's a good name that still has my original name in it? I'm tired of the "Deez Nuts" jokes from DeeNugLife...?"
Well-
Well-
October 19, 2025 at 1:34 PM
"What's a good name that still has my original name in it? I'm tired of the "Deez Nuts" jokes from DeeNugLife...?"
Well-
Well-
This industry is tough, so we have to be tougher.
The video flopped? We try again next week.
No growth in months? We change something.
It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy.
Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.
The video flopped? We try again next week.
No growth in months? We change something.
It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy.
Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.
October 16, 2025 at 12:05 PM
This industry is tough, so we have to be tougher.
The video flopped? We try again next week.
No growth in months? We change something.
It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy.
Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.
The video flopped? We try again next week.
No growth in months? We change something.
It worked for them, why not me? Comparison is the thief of joy.
Also, please be kinder to yourself. Dreams take longer than deadlines.
You won't be liked by everyone.
I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to.
The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.
I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to.
The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.
October 14, 2025 at 12:02 PM
You won't be liked by everyone.
I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to.
The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.
I lost so much of my 20's desperately trying to get the validation of people, who now, I don't even talk to.
The second you place your sense of peace or happiness in someone else's hands, you'll spend your entire life chasing that high.
IMMERSION BREAK
I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner.
Please don't give up.
Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.
I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner.
Please don't give up.
Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.
October 9, 2025 at 11:07 AM
IMMERSION BREAK
I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner.
Please don't give up.
Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.
I streamed to ~5 people for years and would never have believed you if you told me that one day I would be celebrating 2 years of being Twitch Partner.
Please don't give up.
Also whoever didn't stop the snapchat filters or bear face, you're a fake friend.
I've enjoyed living in my drama-free bubble but in an attempt to make new friendships I've tried to engage into "VTuber content" and the ageism in this space is truly daunting.
"Pushing 30 btw"
God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.
"Pushing 30 btw"
God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.
October 8, 2025 at 1:52 PM
I've enjoyed living in my drama-free bubble but in an attempt to make new friendships I've tried to engage into "VTuber content" and the ageism in this space is truly daunting.
"Pushing 30 btw"
God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.
"Pushing 30 btw"
God forbid you have any interests after you leave your 20's.
How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS?
I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow?
❤️ and ♻️ appreciated
I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow?
❤️ and ♻️ appreciated
October 7, 2025 at 7:28 PM
How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS?
I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow?
❤️ and ♻️ appreciated
I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow?
❤️ and ♻️ appreciated
Hi... I'm back 👀
I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!
I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!
September 2, 2025 at 2:58 PM
Hi... I'm back 👀
I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!
I may be online in a few minutes if anyone's free for a short life update and catch up!
Shoutout to the people who stayed friends with me and didn’t give up on me when I grew quiet and distant.
You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel.
See you soon 🥹✌️
You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel.
See you soon 🥹✌️
August 29, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Shoutout to the people who stayed friends with me and didn’t give up on me when I grew quiet and distant.
You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel.
See you soon 🥹✌️
You didn’t owe me anything and you had your own peace to preserve. But you never shut that door, and on my worst days it was my light at the end of the tunnel.
See you soon 🥹✌️
It's such a weird feeling ringing the bell and going home.
Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months.
I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up!
📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT
(Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)
Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months.
I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up!
📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT
(Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)
August 15, 2025 at 12:59 PM
It's such a weird feeling ringing the bell and going home.
Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months.
I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up!
📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT
(Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)
Chemo done. Follow-Up in 3 months.
I've been away for a bitand the worlds kept spinning, so I hope to see you all soon for a good catch up!
📅02Sep2025 - 4pm GMT
(Actual image of me whenever I see any of your posts)
Sorry didn't post here,
I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer.
Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass.
I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X.
I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message
See you all soon, don't forget about me💜
I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer.
Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass.
I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X.
I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message
See you all soon, don't forget about me💜
July 4, 2025 at 12:41 PM
Sorry didn't post here,
I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer.
Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass.
I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X.
I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message
See you all soon, don't forget about me💜
I was diagnosed with Renal Cancer.
Surgeries are finished. Chemo is kicking my ass.
I've been reading everyone's messages, be it discord or X.
I don't always have the energy to respond but I genuinely appreciate every message
See you all soon, don't forget about me💜
Will never escape this
May 16, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Will never escape this
PSA:- Please peek in to the stream before you raid👀
The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream...
I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅
The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream...
I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅
a woman says please just give me one more chance while holding her face
ALT: a woman says please just give me one more chance while holding her face
media.tenor.com
May 16, 2025 at 6:21 PM
PSA:- Please peek in to the stream before you raid👀
The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream...
I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅
The amount of times a raid has happened when someone is at an emotional cutscene or just ended stream...
I'm guilty of just ignoring everything when I'm in a CS but I hate that it will be someones first impression of me.😅
"What? Oh- I'll be out in a minute"
🎨 - xtheRoseQuartzx on X
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#Vtuber | #DeeArtLife | #MaleVtuber
🎨 - xtheRoseQuartzx on X
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#Vtuber | #DeeArtLife | #MaleVtuber
May 14, 2025 at 5:52 PM
"What? Oh- I'll be out in a minute"
🎨 - xtheRoseQuartzx on X
───────♦︎♢🦑♢♦︎───────
#Vtuber | #DeeArtLife | #MaleVtuber
🎨 - xtheRoseQuartzx on X
───────♦︎♢🦑♢♦︎───────
#Vtuber | #DeeArtLife | #MaleVtuber
Hi, small victories.
I'm learning to diversify my skill set and have been teaching myself using different software and I did a thing and am really proud of it.
Props to people who edit for things to appear on the screen for SECONDS but it taking hours to compose!
#Pokemon #PocketTCG
I'm learning to diversify my skill set and have been teaching myself using different software and I did a thing and am really proud of it.
Props to people who edit for things to appear on the screen for SECONDS but it taking hours to compose!
#Pokemon #PocketTCG
May 4, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Hi, small victories.
I'm learning to diversify my skill set and have been teaching myself using different software and I did a thing and am really proud of it.
Props to people who edit for things to appear on the screen for SECONDS but it taking hours to compose!
#Pokemon #PocketTCG
I'm learning to diversify my skill set and have been teaching myself using different software and I did a thing and am really proud of it.
Props to people who edit for things to appear on the screen for SECONDS but it taking hours to compose!
#Pokemon #PocketTCG
Reposted by Deenial | 【Space-Squid ENVtuber 】 🦑🌌
【🔴LIVE NOW - FFXIV -> BG3】
So I was mid-meltdown the last few months to realise that I got an e-mail last weekend telling me I'm going to be on the Front Page today...
So come say hi please, i'm nervy ;_;
So I was mid-meltdown the last few months to realise that I got an e-mail last weekend telling me I'm going to be on the Front Page today...
So come say hi please, i'm nervy ;_;
May 3, 2025 at 7:08 AM
【🔴LIVE NOW - FFXIV -> BG3】
So I was mid-meltdown the last few months to realise that I got an e-mail last weekend telling me I'm going to be on the Front Page today...
So come say hi please, i'm nervy ;_;
So I was mid-meltdown the last few months to realise that I got an e-mail last weekend telling me I'm going to be on the Front Page today...
So come say hi please, i'm nervy ;_;
Life update
💼- I'm being made redundant this year
👨👩👧👧- After years of sacrificing for my family, I was asked to go no contact after my sisters wedding
🏠- Have to give up my apartment
I've cried my tears. I'm fighting for me now.
Sorry I've been absent of late.
We're back😌
💼- I'm being made redundant this year
👨👩👧👧- After years of sacrificing for my family, I was asked to go no contact after my sisters wedding
🏠- Have to give up my apartment
I've cried my tears. I'm fighting for me now.
Sorry I've been absent of late.
We're back😌
May 1, 2025 at 10:33 AM
Life update
💼- I'm being made redundant this year
👨👩👧👧- After years of sacrificing for my family, I was asked to go no contact after my sisters wedding
🏠- Have to give up my apartment
I've cried my tears. I'm fighting for me now.
Sorry I've been absent of late.
We're back😌
💼- I'm being made redundant this year
👨👩👧👧- After years of sacrificing for my family, I was asked to go no contact after my sisters wedding
🏠- Have to give up my apartment
I've cried my tears. I'm fighting for me now.
Sorry I've been absent of late.
We're back😌
Mum :- "You've had a rough day today, what's had you smiling at the screen for the last 15 minutes?"
Me :-
Me :-
April 26, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Mum :- "You've had a rough day today, what's had you smiling at the screen for the last 15 minutes?"
Me :-
Me :-
I mean this, in the most literal sense.
I'm about to have a breakdown. I'll see you all tomorrow.
🥹✌️
I'm about to have a breakdown. I'll see you all tomorrow.
🥹✌️
April 26, 2025 at 5:26 PM
I mean this, in the most literal sense.
I'm about to have a breakdown. I'll see you all tomorrow.
🥹✌️
I'm about to have a breakdown. I'll see you all tomorrow.
🥹✌️
"I was told I lurk too much"
"I was banned for using my emotes"
"I was blocked for not shouting out"
It's sad that people know sad/rage-bait posts garners a lot of engagement on this app and terrifying how many people are becoming experts in this form of emotional manipulation.
"I was banned for using my emotes"
"I was blocked for not shouting out"
It's sad that people know sad/rage-bait posts garners a lot of engagement on this app and terrifying how many people are becoming experts in this form of emotional manipulation.
April 22, 2025 at 10:26 PM
"I was told I lurk too much"
"I was banned for using my emotes"
"I was blocked for not shouting out"
It's sad that people know sad/rage-bait posts garners a lot of engagement on this app and terrifying how many people are becoming experts in this form of emotional manipulation.
"I was banned for using my emotes"
"I was blocked for not shouting out"
It's sad that people know sad/rage-bait posts garners a lot of engagement on this app and terrifying how many people are becoming experts in this form of emotional manipulation.
Day 4 and we're 5 milestones down already!
Thank you again to everyone who's supportng in whatever way you can, be it vibing, tipping, coming by to say hi! It really does mean a lot to me ♥
We're playing some Split Fiction today with @thegayhomie.bsky.social ! Watch us NOT co-operate!
Thank you again to everyone who's supportng in whatever way you can, be it vibing, tipping, coming by to say hi! It really does mean a lot to me ♥
We're playing some Split Fiction today with @thegayhomie.bsky.social ! Watch us NOT co-operate!
April 21, 2025 at 3:13 PM
Day 4 and we're 5 milestones down already!
Thank you again to everyone who's supportng in whatever way you can, be it vibing, tipping, coming by to say hi! It really does mean a lot to me ♥
We're playing some Split Fiction today with @thegayhomie.bsky.social ! Watch us NOT co-operate!
Thank you again to everyone who's supportng in whatever way you can, be it vibing, tipping, coming by to say hi! It really does mean a lot to me ♥
We're playing some Split Fiction today with @thegayhomie.bsky.social ! Watch us NOT co-operate!
Thank you so much to the love I got on this post🥹
I was overwhelmed but in the best way.
We're going to be streaming everyday until the timer runs out but keeping the goal up all year round!
I was handed my redundancy notice on Wednesday (yay NHS) so we're making this happen!
I was overwhelmed but in the best way.
We're going to be streaming everyday until the timer runs out but keeping the goal up all year round!
I was handed my redundancy notice on Wednesday (yay NHS) so we're making this happen!
April 19, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Thank you so much to the love I got on this post🥹
I was overwhelmed but in the best way.
We're going to be streaming everyday until the timer runs out but keeping the goal up all year round!
I was handed my redundancy notice on Wednesday (yay NHS) so we're making this happen!
I was overwhelmed but in the best way.
We're going to be streaming everyday until the timer runs out but keeping the goal up all year round!
I was handed my redundancy notice on Wednesday (yay NHS) so we're making this happen!
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🗓️Friday 18th April
🕔16:00 BST | 11:00am ET
───・⬪・🪐・⬪・───
Uncapped "DREAM-ATHON"
I've had no time to promote this so I hope this video is able to help explain my DREAM-ATHON event starting today!
Any ❤️'s + ♻️'s appreciated!
(YT Link cos Bsky limits)
youtube.com/shorts/6xHcm...
🗓️Friday 18th April
🕔16:00 BST | 11:00am ET
───・⬪・🪐・⬪・───
Uncapped "DREAM-ATHON"
I've had no time to promote this so I hope this video is able to help explain my DREAM-ATHON event starting today!
Any ❤️'s + ♻️'s appreciated!
(YT Link cos Bsky limits)
youtube.com/shorts/6xHcm...
DeenialVT Dreamathon
YouTube video by Sars
youtube.com
April 18, 2025 at 12:47 PM
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🗓️Friday 18th April
🕔16:00 BST | 11:00am ET
───・⬪・🪐・⬪・───
Uncapped "DREAM-ATHON"
I've had no time to promote this so I hope this video is able to help explain my DREAM-ATHON event starting today!
Any ❤️'s + ♻️'s appreciated!
(YT Link cos Bsky limits)
youtube.com/shorts/6xHcm...
🗓️Friday 18th April
🕔16:00 BST | 11:00am ET
───・⬪・🪐・⬪・───
Uncapped "DREAM-ATHON"
I've had no time to promote this so I hope this video is able to help explain my DREAM-ATHON event starting today!
Any ❤️'s + ♻️'s appreciated!
(YT Link cos Bsky limits)
youtube.com/shorts/6xHcm...