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@deepinhole.bsky.social

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main: @yxxzoid.bsky.social stinky hole enjoyer 29y he/him nsfw lewds, rts and thoughts

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Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 7h

practice

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 9h

When I get back into the habit of reading, I can talk to people normally again, like, think about what to say and know what to say. I'm realizing that there really is something wrong with my brain.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 11h

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 11h

tw: fake blood i guess

I'm actually thinking about redesigning my OCs, especially the outfits, based on nu/alternative metal bands. The enemies would have a energy similar to Mudvayne (image on the right) or Slipknot.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 13h

I refunded a client last month (a large commission) and just realized their Twitter account is gone. I hope they're okay and I am relieved that I was able to refund them before this became unfeasible.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 16h

This might have something to do with the fact that text-only posts can't be marked as sensitive or NSFW here. It must have something to do with search engines.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 16h

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 18h

woke up at 6pm. it is impossible to wake up at night and not feel disoriented

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

Reading is one of the most challenging things to do. It requires a lot of concentration. On the other hand, it rebuilds my brain, which has been destroyed by overwork, anxiety, and depression.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

i didn't like the drawing i did of my new Yordle OC. It was very rushed. It's horrible to draw knowing that you have to finish other drawings. Even though I don't have deadlines to finish these drawings, it's still a horrible feeling.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

sketches? 1000-1500

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

i think i did 200 drawings this year. i counted 70 drawings on r34. most of them have alts (some have more than 2 alts) so it would be +60. I drew many comms. For each drawing I had to stop my activities to draw a commission or two. it's something between 200 and 250

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

i think i did 200 drawings this year. i counted 70 drawings on r34. most of them have alts (some have more than 2 alts) so it would be +60. I drew many comms. For each drawing I had to stop my activities to draw a commission or two. it's something between 200 and 250

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

funny that most of the female ones looks like Lulu. The one I'm doing is a mix of the 4 (Lulu, Tristana, Vex, Poppy), but with more inspiration from Vex and Poppy

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

I did some research and found several OCs. It's strange that I've never seen nsfw art of them lol. Or I've never had the opportunity to draw a commission with this kind of oc

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

It's so weird that I don't see any Yordle OCs. I don't think I've ever seen one. It sometimes makes me wonder if someone tried but got DMCA'd (idk my brain always thinks the worst)

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

It's so weird that I don't see any Yordle OCs. I don't think I've ever seen one. It sometimes makes me wonder if someone tried but got DMCA'd (idk my brain always thinks the worst)

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

none of those penis i use as reference for painting are mine

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

lyrics be like:

I just wanted a chance to speak
to break the silence
truths that you never wanted to hear
but that I keep in my heart

drawing be like:

girl with a sweaty smelly hairy cock in full orgasm

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

listening to emo pop punk and drawing the nasty porn feels so dissonant

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

I did this in 5 minutes, It was enough to understand that colors are incredibly deceiving. When I first started painting I saw a discrepancy between colors that almost made me give up. After persisting and mixing the colors several times I was finally able to see the more precise variations of color

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

peanits practice

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 1d

practice (failed attempt)

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 2d

I think that was the problem I encountered when I was sketching and line drawing. I was too attached to the rules you usually see in tutorials. Once you let go of them and practice in the most direct way possible, you improve.

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 2d

I was very dependent on special layers (like multiplication, addition, etc.) and was creating many mini rules to paint and this was limiting me. Now I'm going back to painting using colors in a raw way and avoiding creating these rules and just following my intuition

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 2d

i knew i was painting wrong. I feel like I've leveled up

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 2d

practice

Z 🔞 @deepinhole.bsky.social · 2d

practice