and hurry cause i need it quick
a never thought i'd be this sick
or that you were the cure for me
and hurry cause i need it quick
a never thought i'd be this sick
or that you were the cure for me
and you could take my body
and you could take my body
skin hanging off your fingertips
brand new day but the same old shit
so let's just get this over with
skin hanging off your fingertips
brand new day but the same old shit
so let's just get this over with
i guess that's why you didn't stay
i guess that's why you didn't stay
all of the words i want to say from my heart
all of the words i want to say from my heart
i wish that i could shut them out
i'm sorry that i let you down
i wish that i could shut them out
i'm sorry that i let you down
so open about my flaws but it's all part of my plan
so open about my flaws but it's all part of my plan
but it's still there chasing me down
i'll never win the battle
but it's still there chasing me down
i'll never win the battle
i couldn't think of anything worthwhile to say
i don't know just yet who you take me to be
and i don't wanna spoil your impression of me
i couldn't think of anything worthwhile to say
i don't know just yet who you take me to be
and i don't wanna spoil your impression of me
fighting back, i'm fighting back the truth
eyes like yours can look away
but you can't stop dna
fighting back, i'm fighting back the truth
eyes like yours can look away
but you can't stop dna
but mine's still black and bruised
and yours is perfectly fine now
but mine's still black and bruised
and yours is perfectly fine now
every time that i go home
that's why i came up here instead
every time that i go home
that's why i came up here instead
what the hell i'm supposed to do
and then i can tell myself
not to ride along with you
what the hell i'm supposed to do
and then i can tell myself
not to ride along with you
where i'm all alone and i feel the cold, dark earth caressing me
where i'm all alone and i feel the cold, dark earth caressing me
i'm just afraid of being ignored
i'm just afraid of being ignored
i am a freak, i am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
i am a freak, i am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone to hold your misery
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone to hold your misery
real love for the first time
real love for the first time