||Aspen||
@delusionalteeth.bsky.social
Edsky | 29 | Agender | They/Them | Disabled | Mentally ill | Chronic Pain |Schizoaffective | BPD | EDNOS | High Sw
Love animals, reading, video games, and Greek Mythology!
Pro Recovery, Not Fatphobic.
Dni if you are under 18 or are not apart of edsky
Love animals, reading, video games, and Greek Mythology!
Pro Recovery, Not Fatphobic.
Dni if you are under 18 or are not apart of edsky
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||Aspen||
@delusionalteeth.bsky.social
· Dec 23
Redoing intro again
Name: Aspen
Age: 29 yrs old
Pronouns: they/them(agender)
Ed: diagnosed OSFED and BED
Height: 5’
Starting BMI: too high
Likes: anime, animals, reading, video games, Greek Mythology (the original stories and retellings/reimaginings.
Dni: nonedky, under 18 yrs old, fatphobic
Name: Aspen
Age: 29 yrs old
Pronouns: they/them(agender)
Ed: diagnosed OSFED and BED
Height: 5’
Starting BMI: too high
Likes: anime, animals, reading, video games, Greek Mythology (the original stories and retellings/reimaginings.
Dni: nonedky, under 18 yrs old, fatphobic
Noooo the the sleepies are hitting me 😭😭 I’m watching gma rn but my eyes are heavy and STRUGGLING to stay open 😭😭😭😭
January 26, 2026 at 7:04 PM
Noooo the the sleepies are hitting me 😭😭 I’m watching gma rn but my eyes are heavy and STRUGGLING to stay open 😭😭😭😭
I cant tell if its the bright snow effecting my vision or if im genuinely seeing swimmers/floaters and bright spots in my vision :/ I’m gonna wait til the snow melts and see if its still there. If it is, I’ll call eye doc cuz I’ve never had them before.
January 26, 2026 at 6:51 PM
I cant tell if its the bright snow effecting my vision or if im genuinely seeing swimmers/floaters and bright spots in my vision :/ I’m gonna wait til the snow melts and see if its still there. If it is, I’ll call eye doc cuz I’ve never had them before.
My books arrived! Look at them and their pages! I love them sm!
January 26, 2026 at 6:09 PM
My books arrived! Look at them and their pages! I love them sm!
At some point while I was in the basement using my phone for a flashlight, I somehow cracked my screen protecter 😭 it was just a tiny crack, but it spidered and now i have cracks all over it rip. Its not effecting anything thankfully but man. I was doing so good with it!
January 26, 2026 at 6:03 PM
At some point while I was in the basement using my phone for a flashlight, I somehow cracked my screen protecter 😭 it was just a tiny crack, but it spidered and now i have cracks all over it rip. Its not effecting anything thankfully but man. I was doing so good with it!
Took my meds way too late last night and fell asleep even later 😬 but its not even 9:30 yet so I woke up at a good time!
January 26, 2026 at 3:20 PM
Took my meds way too late last night and fell asleep even later 😬 but its not even 9:30 yet so I woke up at a good time!
Btw, I slept in until like 10:30 this morning without waking up through the night!!! Thats honestly so good for me!! No nightmares, no hallucination of a man screaming in my ears jolting me awake, no waking up in a panic! I think the Risperidone is working!!
January 25, 2026 at 8:14 PM
Btw, I slept in until like 10:30 this morning without waking up through the night!!! Thats honestly so good for me!! No nightmares, no hallucination of a man screaming in my ears jolting me awake, no waking up in a panic! I think the Risperidone is working!!
Also furnace stopped again so i just got back upstairs from trying to fix it…again. I reset the whole thing.
Screaming crying throwing up, we might get up to 20 in of snow
January 25, 2026 at 6:06 PM
Also furnace stopped again so i just got back upstairs from trying to fix it…again. I reset the whole thing.
Screaming crying throwing up, we might get up to 20 in of snow
January 25, 2026 at 5:31 PM
Screaming crying throwing up, we might get up to 20 in of snow
May have gotten it fixed? Im not cold anymore when sitting in my room. But idk if its cuz i fixed the furnace or because the small space heater my friends dad gave me is actually working lol. Also i was brushing out the end of my yarn braid and the brush bristles fucked up my finger 😭😭
My heat hasn’t been working since last night, my friend gave me a different space heater. My hands are so cold i can barely feel them cuz ive been in the basement trying to get it to work on and off all day. Idk if I fixed it but Im taking a break for now im so cold
January 25, 2026 at 2:03 AM
May have gotten it fixed? Im not cold anymore when sitting in my room. But idk if its cuz i fixed the furnace or because the small space heater my friends dad gave me is actually working lol. Also i was brushing out the end of my yarn braid and the brush bristles fucked up my finger 😭😭
My heat hasn’t been working since last night, my friend gave me a different space heater. My hands are so cold i can barely feel them cuz ive been in the basement trying to get it to work on and off all day. Idk if I fixed it but Im taking a break for now im so cold
January 24, 2026 at 11:09 PM
My heat hasn’t been working since last night, my friend gave me a different space heater. My hands are so cold i can barely feel them cuz ive been in the basement trying to get it to work on and off all day. Idk if I fixed it but Im taking a break for now im so cold
Worried im getting a sinus infection or something. When i blow my nose, it stinks. Like the stuff that comes out stinks and also the inside of my nose stinks. And i get a bad taste in my throat :(
January 24, 2026 at 4:28 PM
Worried im getting a sinus infection or something. When i blow my nose, it stinks. Like the stuff that comes out stinks and also the inside of my nose stinks. And i get a bad taste in my throat :(
Friends surprise party postponed cuz its -11 and gonna snow bad soon 😔
January 24, 2026 at 3:25 PM
Friends surprise party postponed cuz its -11 and gonna snow bad soon 😔
Is it perfect? No. Its pretty messy if you look close enough lol. But it’s my first time doing it and it took way too long and im proud of how it turned out 😭
I braided black yarn onto a short piece of my hair as close to scalp as possible, and then kept braiding the yarn so now i have this longish(longer than my hair) braided rat tail on one side(friend called it a padawan braid lol) 🙂 i also tied green crochet thread i had on top of the braid.
January 24, 2026 at 4:29 AM
Is it perfect? No. Its pretty messy if you look close enough lol. But it’s my first time doing it and it took way too long and im proud of how it turned out 😭
I braided black yarn onto a short piece of my hair as close to scalp as possible, and then kept braiding the yarn so now i have this longish(longer than my hair) braided rat tail on one side(friend called it a padawan braid lol) 🙂 i also tied green crochet thread i had on top of the braid.
January 24, 2026 at 4:13 AM
I braided black yarn onto a short piece of my hair as close to scalp as possible, and then kept braiding the yarn so now i have this longish(longer than my hair) braided rat tail on one side(friend called it a padawan braid lol) 🙂 i also tied green crochet thread i had on top of the braid.
Oh also a little heater i plugged in caught fire but its okay i got it turned off, unplugged and put out 😭
January 24, 2026 at 1:27 AM
Oh also a little heater i plugged in caught fire but its okay i got it turned off, unplugged and put out 😭
Finally dyed my hair lol. Got Distracted for a while there. I used gloves to apply but when i took the gloves off my fingers were still?? Dyed?? Never had that happen before lmao
January 24, 2026 at 1:26 AM
Finally dyed my hair lol. Got Distracted for a while there. I used gloves to apply but when i took the gloves off my fingers were still?? Dyed?? Never had that happen before lmao
Gotta get up and throw clothes in dryer but i am trapped by a dog in a blanket and a dog ON the blanket rip
January 23, 2026 at 9:20 PM
Gotta get up and throw clothes in dryer but i am trapped by a dog in a blanket and a dog ON the blanket rip
Doing laundry, towels and clothes, so I can dye my hair. Dyeing it jet black :)
January 23, 2026 at 8:27 PM
Doing laundry, towels and clothes, so I can dye my hair. Dyeing it jet black :)
Reading my therapists notes from out session and get to the part describing like how i look/behave and its:
Behavior: guarded
Mood: anxious
Affect: blunted
I never really noticed/realized I was guarded, but makes sense tbh. Am use to affect being blunted. Am horrible monotone and have trouble 1/2
Behavior: guarded
Mood: anxious
Affect: blunted
I never really noticed/realized I was guarded, but makes sense tbh. Am use to affect being blunted. Am horrible monotone and have trouble 1/2
January 23, 2026 at 6:59 PM
Reading my therapists notes from out session and get to the part describing like how i look/behave and its:
Behavior: guarded
Mood: anxious
Affect: blunted
I never really noticed/realized I was guarded, but makes sense tbh. Am use to affect being blunted. Am horrible monotone and have trouble 1/2
Behavior: guarded
Mood: anxious
Affect: blunted
I never really noticed/realized I was guarded, but makes sense tbh. Am use to affect being blunted. Am horrible monotone and have trouble 1/2
Had a dream I was out of the 200’s and at 180. Is this a sign? 👀
January 23, 2026 at 1:32 PM
Had a dream I was out of the 200’s and at 180. Is this a sign? 👀
Anyway took my night meds much earlier than usual cuz its my first night taking Risperidone and theres a chance it could make me tired and I DESPERATELY need sleep 😭😭 I have slept maybe 12 hours total in the past week
I didn’t expect my Risperidone to be so. Tiny?? I think this is the smallest med I’ve ever taken. Also like the meat(??) of my thumb is so sore and swollen cuz the cold lately :,)
January 23, 2026 at 4:01 AM
Anyway took my night meds much earlier than usual cuz its my first night taking Risperidone and theres a chance it could make me tired and I DESPERATELY need sleep 😭😭 I have slept maybe 12 hours total in the past week
I didn’t expect my Risperidone to be so. Tiny?? I think this is the smallest med I’ve ever taken. Also like the meat(??) of my thumb is so sore and swollen cuz the cold lately :,)
January 23, 2026 at 3:20 AM
I didn’t expect my Risperidone to be so. Tiny?? I think this is the smallest med I’ve ever taken. Also like the meat(??) of my thumb is so sore and swollen cuz the cold lately :,)
I have a mullet now :)
January 23, 2026 at 12:16 AM
I have a mullet now :)
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January 22, 2026 at 10:37 AM
I saw new therapist for first time today and told her how addiction runs deep in my family, both parents and my uncles, and she asked about me and i was like “oh no, i dont even smoke or drink” as i look like im fucking tweaking cuz my anxiety is making me twitchy/jerky and i keep glancing around 😭
January 22, 2026 at 9:03 PM
I saw new therapist for first time today and told her how addiction runs deep in my family, both parents and my uncles, and she asked about me and i was like “oh no, i dont even smoke or drink” as i look like im fucking tweaking cuz my anxiety is making me twitchy/jerky and i keep glancing around 😭