𝜗𝜚 ┈ dollie 。
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/ "okay idk if i should still hit it or not after that. bullying everyone else is one thing but you're not even like a pretend wife guy? what the fuck is your problem"
// “oh damn uh…. Yeah thats not as sexy”
// hannah thinks its all fun and games til swapton starts abusing his wife/secretary on the timeline
/ SHE'S GONNA THINK HE'S SO COOL Bro Is The Building THAT'S FUCKIN DOPE. SHE WILL NOT LEARN EVEN AFTER EVERYONE TELLS HER HE SUCKS
[ she’s been a little quieter lately . work’s kept her busy; that’s what she tells people, anyway . truth is, she’s been stuck on something . obsessed, almost .

she’s been sleeping less, eating less, running herself ragged on hope alone . but it’s fine . it has to be . ]
Reposted by 𝜗𝜚 ┈ dollie 。
I don’t think I even still have the date on me, I think boss chipped it off awhile ago .
Manufacturing date 196X but it’s whatever .
Reposted by 𝜗𝜚 ┈ dollie 。
all i wanted was to be wanted , to be loved , for someone to see me , and not just see the person they wanted . all i wanted was to be me , was that so bad ?

MUSE ; ̵𝙳̵𝚘̵𝚕̵𝚕̵𝚒̵𝚎̵ ̵𝙳̵𝚒̵𝚊̵𝚕̵ ̵
⠀ 𝑫͟𝑶͟𝑳͟𝑳͟𝑰͟𝑬 .

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that if she were better, things wouldn’t be like this . years of manipulation have made her dependent and delusional . she clings tightly to the idea that the version of spamton she once loved and partnered with still exists somewhere deep inside . she’ll do anything to prove that it’s not gone .
she has been trained into silence, submission, and people-pleasing to survive . conflict terrifies her . she rarely expresses what she wants, partly because she doesn’t know anymore, and partly because it feels selfish to even consider it .

she believes that her suffering is her own fault—
but she won’t change it . not because she loves it, but because spamton wanted it, and that makes it sacred in her mind . to alter it would be to betray him, and worse, admit something is wrong .

compared to her main counterpart, this dollie is significantly more muted and timid .
speech, and behavior is molded by his expectations . even her clothes and mannerisms are curated to reflect his vision of her, leaving little room for her to exist as her own person . she secretly resents these changes. deep down, she despises the modernized look forced onto her,
and has stayed, for years . silently grieving tenna’s absence while convincing herself that spamton still loves her . that she can bring things back to the way they were .

dollie’s identity has been stripped down and reconstructed to serve spamton’s image—every detail of her appearance,
that’s when spamton started planting the idea that tenna left because she didn’t love them anymore . because she didn’t care . because dollie wasn’t worth staying for . and dollie believed him . she was already terrified of being irrelevant, of being unloved . so she stayed .
while spamton did nothing to support her . dollie tried to support her, but her efforts were in vain, nowhere near enough to stop tenna’s spiral or convince her to stay . when tenna finally left—without fanfare, without goodbye—dollie was devastated .
their partnership was built on passion and trust—or so it seemed . things began to fracture when spamton started getting strange phone calls, which he forwarded to tenna . the effect was slow and corrosive . tenna changed, became erratic . strange . unstable,
an alternate version of @dolliedial.bsky.social, where she lives under the influence of spamton @/nowsyourchance.bsky.social, who serves as both her boss and her abuser . in this timeline dollie, spamton, and tenna (@/channel-97.bsky.social) were once a successful creative trio .

MUSE ; ̵𝙳̵𝚘̵𝚕̵𝚕̵𝚒̵𝚎̵ ̵𝙳̵𝚒̵𝚊̵𝚕̵ ̵
⠀ 𝑫͟𝑶͟𝑳͟𝑳͟𝑰͟𝑬 .

warning that mun is ND & disabled .

i have a lot of anxiety & deal with pretty bad mood instability . be patient with me, please .
MASSIVE trigger warning for abuse, manipulation, gaslighting, toxic relationship dynamics, codependency, dehumanization/objectification, misogny, suicidal ideation, self harm, body horror (mild/mechanical), self destructive behaviors such as drug and alcohol abuse… so much more. a lot. spamton sucks