Peach
@dudechar.bsky.social
I hate this. I hate feeling like nothing but a burden, a loose weight in people life. All I do is take up space
January 8, 2026 at 8:37 PM
I hate this. I hate feeling like nothing but a burden, a loose weight in people life. All I do is take up space
Why am I the one that shows people so much love, but never gets to be THE one for them. I’m starting to really believe I was put in the earth just to give love, and never receive it. All I ever wanted was a honest, true, and beautiful love. I always finish last. Why can’t I finally have that..
January 6, 2026 at 9:59 PM
Why am I the one that shows people so much love, but never gets to be THE one for them. I’m starting to really believe I was put in the earth just to give love, and never receive it. All I ever wanted was a honest, true, and beautiful love. I always finish last. Why can’t I finally have that..
I felt so safe and seen last night, my heart felt a little more okay.. I wish I could hold on to THAT and focus on THAT instead of everything else that causes my heart to hurt.
January 6, 2026 at 3:16 AM
I felt so safe and seen last night, my heart felt a little more okay.. I wish I could hold on to THAT and focus on THAT instead of everything else that causes my heart to hurt.
It hurts so god damn bad. So bad. I can’t do this..I can’t. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I hate this so much. I hate this. All I feel like was a waste of time, and a disappointment and a failure. I tried so fucking hard..why can’t I just be loved. Why couldn’t it be me
January 6, 2026 at 2:43 AM
It hurts so god damn bad. So bad. I can’t do this..I can’t. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I hate this so much. I hate this. All I feel like was a waste of time, and a disappointment and a failure. I tried so fucking hard..why can’t I just be loved. Why couldn’t it be me
I love too much, too big. I care too much. Trying to pour that back into myself right now. Someone will see my worth and heart one day. Someone won’t give up on me again
January 5, 2026 at 2:34 AM
I love too much, too big. I care too much. Trying to pour that back into myself right now. Someone will see my worth and heart one day. Someone won’t give up on me again
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Even tho I told my self this was possible all year long..the reality of it still hurts so so much worse than i imagined. It doesn’t make it easier at all, just easier to say out loud and hear the words.
January 3, 2026 at 1:36 PM
Even tho I told my self this was possible all year long..the reality of it still hurts so so much worse than i imagined. It doesn’t make it easier at all, just easier to say out loud and hear the words.
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Having to remind myself why not to crash out is fucking sad
December 29, 2025 at 10:44 PM
Having to remind myself why not to crash out is fucking sad
God, I hope I don’t get hurt anymore..
December 29, 2025 at 6:32 AM
God, I hope I don’t get hurt anymore..
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It truly breaks my heart knowing you think that..
December 14, 2025 at 8:20 AM
It truly breaks my heart knowing you think that..
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Me holding back my comments because I want to be a good person
December 12, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Me holding back my comments because I want to be a good person
Every night this week I’ve been struggling with this deep loneliness I feel when it’s quiet and I’m in my room alone late at night. I haven’t had this feeling in so long. I’ve came so far since..I know I have to continue to be strong and sit in my silence but it’s been so so hard some nights.
December 11, 2025 at 8:02 AM
Every night this week I’ve been struggling with this deep loneliness I feel when it’s quiet and I’m in my room alone late at night. I haven’t had this feeling in so long. I’ve came so far since..I know I have to continue to be strong and sit in my silence but it’s been so so hard some nights.
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i have not purchased one christmas gift but i do have 3 packages otw for me tho
December 4, 2025 at 2:30 AM
i have not purchased one christmas gift but i do have 3 packages otw for me tho
Never sees mine, but so quick to see theirs.
October 24, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Never sees mine, but so quick to see theirs.
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October 18, 2025 at 10:42 PM
*stares off into the distance, trying to numb myself from everything while also trying to decide if I wanna feel it all today or not*
October 16, 2025 at 7:37 PM
*stares off into the distance, trying to numb myself from everything while also trying to decide if I wanna feel it all today or not*
Actions speak louder than words. Always.
October 15, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Actions speak louder than words. Always.
I need a heavy journal session tonight.
September 19, 2025 at 4:32 AM
I need a heavy journal session tonight.