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Miruku
@dumbanml.bsky.social
| 22 | AuDHD | Chronically ill | 🔞+ MDNI | Non-Verbal (I’m mute) |
April Fools literally scares me so much

I hate being lied to in any way due to ~trauma~ and so it's absolutely terrifying that people might be lying to me all day as April Fools "pranks" "tricks" or "jokes"

I'm dreading it coming..
March 28, 2024 at 9:22 PM
That moment when your autism gets genuinely happy just for getting to stim with a necklace made out of wooden beads, also the cliccy claccy noises they make just makes me wanna stim EVEN MORE, god sometimes autism can be truly so easily entertained. 😂😂
March 27, 2024 at 12:35 PM
That’s it, from this day on I’m going sober, alcohol just cause hell on my life. So I just emptied any remaining bottles I had and threw the bottles away, from today I’m officially going sober, permanently…
March 26, 2024 at 7:41 PM
Am I a weirdo for getting myself birthday gifts months in advance only to wrap them up as I said, months in advance cuz I know my ADHD ass will totally forget what I got so it’ll be a genuine surprise when I DO open it on my birthday like as if someone else gave me the present?
March 15, 2024 at 5:42 PM
Me when I eat sour candy:
February 29, 2024 at 1:15 PM
I AM SO EFFIN SICK OF BEING SICK!!!

Getting snot out makes my ears constantly pop, I can’t breathe, I have a annoying cough, can’t swallow my own spit even cuz my throat be haha no fuck you, can barely do anything I just want to die 😭😭😭
February 13, 2024 at 11:09 AM
My sore throat won’t let me sleep so I’m having a cup of tea as I watch tv, cuddling my cute trans icon BLÅHAJ.
February 12, 2024 at 9:58 PM
Well I’m starting to realise I don’t have the metabolism of a child anymore, I admit I’ve had quite a bit of candy today but now I’m laying in bed, feeling like crap and every burp is daring me not to throw up, ughhhh I hate being a adult, this is hell 😭😭😭
December 23, 2023 at 9:37 PM
Check out my new drip
December 23, 2023 at 11:22 AM
I just prepared 3 big chicken drumsticks for dinner for 3 days, 2 of them are in the freezer, of course marinating while the 3rd one I put in the fridge, for tonight’s dinner, so I have dinner set and prepared for 3 whole days, and it’s just 8 am! 😎
November 13, 2023 at 7:16 AM
can we all agree that this is definitely the best position for sleeping?
October 24, 2023 at 12:59 PM
I now I am a proud owner of a blue betta fish named Elvis!
October 19, 2023 at 5:09 PM
Holy shit I just sneezed and farted at the same time!

Did…

Did my body just take a screenshot?
October 4, 2023 at 2:47 AM
I made homemade bread! I even added Müsli into the dough to add something extra into it! So exited to try it soon! I have never made bread before!
October 2, 2023 at 7:06 PM
Bruh I just found out that the actor who played dumbledore in the Harry Potter movies died today 😭😭😭
September 28, 2023 at 8:11 PM
Anyways I’m going to bed, don’t feel so good, maybe I should watch more movies tomorrow so I can rest, dumb fever…
September 25, 2023 at 10:00 PM
Welp I have a new diagnosis now, I now have POTS. So yeah, I finally have a answer to why my heart acts up to any minute exercise I did my whole life, so many lessons at schools that I had to miss out if they were exercise related… I finally have a answer, I finally know why.
September 25, 2023 at 6:33 PM
My autistic ass when someone touches me out of the fucking blue/without consent.
September 25, 2023 at 1:10 PM
That moment when your fibromyalgia back pain makes you wanna cry, yeah totally not me rn
September 23, 2023 at 11:29 AM
Here's some wholesome encouragement.

You're perfect the way you are, our imperfections is what makes all of us perfect to someone. Thank you for being you. Please have a wonderful day, remember you're loved no matter what.
September 22, 2023 at 12:32 PM
I finally finished cleaning my depression room… should I be proud of myself?
September 21, 2023 at 6:54 AM
So I’ve officially seen the new Barbie movie now, I finally understand all the hype for it.
September 13, 2023 at 12:33 AM
I hate standing up for myself because I feel sickening levels of anxiety for literal days afterwards 🥴
August 27, 2023 at 8:20 PM
Does any Autistic person feel like they have two halves of themselves that they can’t satisfy, like one wants to be social and the other is so uncomfortable with sociality they prefer to dwell in hermit mode?
August 19, 2023 at 4:42 PM
Undertale is almost 8 years old
FNaF is 9 years old
Geometry Dash is 10 years old
Minecraft is 14 years old

This is making me feel old ;-;
August 13, 2023 at 10:35 PM