Dvst
@dvststar.bsky.social
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Former vent user, this place seems cool enough to spam my thoughts for the needed 0-2 likes to get em out my head
I am mostly whiny and occasionally slightly funny and if ur bar is that low, ty for the follow
Former vent user, this place seems cool enough to spam my thoughts for the needed 0-2 likes to get em out my head
I am mostly whiny and occasionally slightly funny and if ur bar is that low, ty for the follow
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@dvststar.bsky.social
· Jan 11
"les-bien? what is that, some kinda french thing?"
Got into the habit of talking to myself again which does feel healthier than getting surprised by my own voice when I make a phone call. But. Hm. It's weird during the day when i hum and then ask out loud "why am I singing happy birthday?" Like. Dude ppl can maybe hear u
February 12, 2026 at 2:44 PM
Got into the habit of talking to myself again which does feel healthier than getting surprised by my own voice when I make a phone call. But. Hm. It's weird during the day when i hum and then ask out loud "why am I singing happy birthday?" Like. Dude ppl can maybe hear u
I bought a different version of a meal I like and. it smells unpleasant. hm. but. a few bites is better than not eating... maybe I'll like it.. that'd be cool? this looks pretty healthy?
February 12, 2026 at 1:59 PM
I bought a different version of a meal I like and. it smells unpleasant. hm. but. a few bites is better than not eating... maybe I'll like it.. that'd be cool? this looks pretty healthy?
SELF IMPROVEMENT PAYING OFF HELLLLL YEAAAAA
I was a mindful little introspective self therapist all day and it immediately eased potential friction in a social environment THATS SO COOL HELL YEAAAAAAAA 💃🕺
I was a mindful little introspective self therapist all day and it immediately eased potential friction in a social environment THATS SO COOL HELL YEAAAAAAAA 💃🕺
February 12, 2026 at 9:38 AM
SELF IMPROVEMENT PAYING OFF HELLLLL YEAAAAA
I was a mindful little introspective self therapist all day and it immediately eased potential friction in a social environment THATS SO COOL HELL YEAAAAAAAA 💃🕺
I was a mindful little introspective self therapist all day and it immediately eased potential friction in a social environment THATS SO COOL HELL YEAAAAAAAA 💃🕺
Guys I think the algorithm is getting too personal with me? Woa there guy? I don't know you like that? Wth 😭
February 12, 2026 at 8:59 AM
Guys I think the algorithm is getting too personal with me? Woa there guy? I don't know you like that? Wth 😭
To put my bin out I had to move a gross mattress someone dumped on the street and then pull mouldy trash ppl had dumped in my bin out (so it will get collected). But. I DID IT. me? Germaphobe?? bare handed? I just, gritted my teeth n did it?? Hell yea???
February 12, 2026 at 7:01 AM
To put my bin out I had to move a gross mattress someone dumped on the street and then pull mouldy trash ppl had dumped in my bin out (so it will get collected). But. I DID IT. me? Germaphobe?? bare handed? I just, gritted my teeth n did it?? Hell yea???
This headspace is so weird cos I'll just be like changing clothes and I'll see a little loading screen message in my head like "forgiveness can just be given, you don't always need to earn it" and like?? Yea true? I do think I need to do smth to make it up to the person? That isn't always true?
February 12, 2026 at 6:50 AM
This headspace is so weird cos I'll just be like changing clothes and I'll see a little loading screen message in my head like "forgiveness can just be given, you don't always need to earn it" and like?? Yea true? I do think I need to do smth to make it up to the person? That isn't always true?
during the breakup w my ex, around the like "I still love you and I don't expect that to change, I just can't date rn, also don't wait around for me" part I said "guess I'll use that time to try n improve myself so I can be even better for you if you come back"
February 12, 2026 at 6:39 AM
during the breakup w my ex, around the like "I still love you and I don't expect that to change, I just can't date rn, also don't wait around for me" part I said "guess I'll use that time to try n improve myself so I can be even better for you if you come back"
Yk global warming is awful and terrifying but ngl it's kinda interesting to be living in constant "record breaking" weather, like if you ignore the existential dread, it's pretty cool to be watching such an interesting point In the earths history?
February 12, 2026 at 6:09 AM
Yk global warming is awful and terrifying but ngl it's kinda interesting to be living in constant "record breaking" weather, like if you ignore the existential dread, it's pretty cool to be watching such an interesting point In the earths history?
But we need to use paper straws and reuse plastic bottles or we're destroying the environment
February 12, 2026 at 5:58 AM
But we need to use paper straws and reuse plastic bottles or we're destroying the environment
This uncanny positivity is prob mania but at the same time why not? Like. This isn't a jail sentence, I can be sensible and aware and have others help guide and support me
February 12, 2026 at 5:06 AM
This uncanny positivity is prob mania but at the same time why not? Like. This isn't a jail sentence, I can be sensible and aware and have others help guide and support me
Wait I feel like I'm not seeing black n white today? I'm seeing greys? Cosy greys? Hm
February 12, 2026 at 5:04 AM
Wait I feel like I'm not seeing black n white today? I'm seeing greys? Cosy greys? Hm
"im so dysphoric about my voice but now you're talking to yourself, listen to how high pitched that is, remember the fact that 50% of the time phone ppl assume you're a woman. You're enby, that's like, the perfect ratio?" MF BEEN DRINKING POSITIVITY JUICE HUHHHHHH???????
February 12, 2026 at 5:03 AM
"im so dysphoric about my voice but now you're talking to yourself, listen to how high pitched that is, remember the fact that 50% of the time phone ppl assume you're a woman. You're enby, that's like, the perfect ratio?" MF BEEN DRINKING POSITIVITY JUICE HUHHHHHH???????
"i feel like an imposter in my skin, I'm not sad and whiny enough!" Bestie I think that's called healing and you have been trying very hard for it recently
February 12, 2026 at 4:55 AM
"i feel like an imposter in my skin, I'm not sad and whiny enough!" Bestie I think that's called healing and you have been trying very hard for it recently
"just cos you don't speak to them doesn't mean they aren't your friends, all your friends as the most insanely understanding ppl and never hold it against you, it can be years and they still think you are when you speak" brain you're thinking so healthy rn that's so cool
February 12, 2026 at 4:37 AM
"just cos you don't speak to them doesn't mean they aren't your friends, all your friends as the most insanely understanding ppl and never hold it against you, it can be years and they still think you are when you speak" brain you're thinking so healthy rn that's so cool
thinking about the number of ppl in high school who told me "you have blackheads in your ears" like??
a) why are you studying my inner ear?
b) why are you reporting your findings to me?
c) do you expect me to do skincare on my inner ear?
a) why are you studying my inner ear?
b) why are you reporting your findings to me?
c) do you expect me to do skincare on my inner ear?
February 12, 2026 at 1:54 AM
thinking about the number of ppl in high school who told me "you have blackheads in your ears" like??
a) why are you studying my inner ear?
b) why are you reporting your findings to me?
c) do you expect me to do skincare on my inner ear?
a) why are you studying my inner ear?
b) why are you reporting your findings to me?
c) do you expect me to do skincare on my inner ear?
You could ask me "what's your favourite colour?/who's your favourite artist?" Once a month and I think you'd get dif answers every time
February 11, 2026 at 11:39 PM
You could ask me "what's your favourite colour?/who's your favourite artist?" Once a month and I think you'd get dif answers every time
The government: we will put gross pictures on the cigarette boxes to make people want to smoke less
Me: o hey my new pack has a less gross pic on it, I should smoke my current one faster so I can throw that gross foot pic away
Me: o hey my new pack has a less gross pic on it, I should smoke my current one faster so I can throw that gross foot pic away
February 11, 2026 at 9:52 PM
The government: we will put gross pictures on the cigarette boxes to make people want to smoke less
Me: o hey my new pack has a less gross pic on it, I should smoke my current one faster so I can throw that gross foot pic away
Me: o hey my new pack has a less gross pic on it, I should smoke my current one faster so I can throw that gross foot pic away
mistyped cigs on my shopping list as cogs and felt like a whimsical little steampunk tinkerer on a supply run
February 11, 2026 at 9:19 PM
mistyped cigs on my shopping list as cogs and felt like a whimsical little steampunk tinkerer on a supply run
I think I've reached that point where I haven't eaten enough to have energy so I don't have the energy to eat? Would he fine if i wasn't dumb n nocturnal rn but I can't order delivery food? >://
February 11, 2026 at 9:45 AM
I think I've reached that point where I haven't eaten enough to have energy so I don't have the energy to eat? Would he fine if i wasn't dumb n nocturnal rn but I can't order delivery food? >://
Daydreaming about how good today could have been if id taken migraine med one more day and not been a crazy bitch
February 11, 2026 at 9:27 AM
Daydreaming about how good today could have been if id taken migraine med one more day and not been a crazy bitch
"I'm poly with 0 current partners" "that sounds like single with extra steps"
February 11, 2026 at 9:26 AM
"I'm poly with 0 current partners" "that sounds like single with extra steps"
Chat is it fucked up or sweet to send my ex a message on the day like "incase no one else tells you, happy valentine's day"? Like. I don't expect to talk but that feels sweet? We ended on good terms but he couldn't handle a relationship?
February 11, 2026 at 8:55 AM
Chat is it fucked up or sweet to send my ex a message on the day like "incase no one else tells you, happy valentine's day"? Like. I don't expect to talk but that feels sweet? We ended on good terms but he couldn't handle a relationship?
Just realised I don't rly get the "I'm going say smth small that they find rly offensive and they'll leave me immediately" fear anymore? That used to crush me? I still fear the feeling of ppl pulling away but that's like? More grounded I think?
February 11, 2026 at 8:33 AM
Just realised I don't rly get the "I'm going say smth small that they find rly offensive and they'll leave me immediately" fear anymore? That used to crush me? I still fear the feeling of ppl pulling away but that's like? More grounded I think?
Things I know:
- kinda manic lately
- hell migraine
- sleeping bad
- eating minimally
Things I don't know:
- which is the chicken and which is the egg
- kinda manic lately
- hell migraine
- sleeping bad
- eating minimally
Things I don't know:
- which is the chicken and which is the egg
February 11, 2026 at 8:02 AM
Things I know:
- kinda manic lately
- hell migraine
- sleeping bad
- eating minimally
Things I don't know:
- which is the chicken and which is the egg
- kinda manic lately
- hell migraine
- sleeping bad
- eating minimally
Things I don't know:
- which is the chicken and which is the egg
Reading this back after having a breakdown at minor perceived rejection so yk this is a work in progress
But also smth not that deep had me sobbing and crumbling to the floor in the fetal position so I think there's more to me today, idk what tho cos I'm soooo deep in it fdkfjxjfjcc
But also smth not that deep had me sobbing and crumbling to the floor in the fetal position so I think there's more to me today, idk what tho cos I'm soooo deep in it fdkfjxjfjcc
I think it's just learning to ignore the black and white view a lot of the time? While also appreciating that emotional responses are valid even if they're silly and it's important to feel them and then stop before dwelling? Communicate my feelings but don't beg for validation? I found the balance
February 11, 2026 at 7:51 AM
Reading this back after having a breakdown at minor perceived rejection so yk this is a work in progress
But also smth not that deep had me sobbing and crumbling to the floor in the fetal position so I think there's more to me today, idk what tho cos I'm soooo deep in it fdkfjxjfjcc
But also smth not that deep had me sobbing and crumbling to the floor in the fetal position so I think there's more to me today, idk what tho cos I'm soooo deep in it fdkfjxjfjcc