elwynn
@dwellontheaether.bsky.social
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incredibly personal acc purely for spam-posting when i have things to say out loud i cant elsewhere (that might've been better off in my head) dont look at my thoughts, no seriously, what are you doing here, go away please im begging you
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feel myself on the brink of focusing and then suddenly its gone poof and im reaching for another distraction to cover this failure
is it harmful behaviour if the dopamine makes it feel better
be funny stay unmedicated
im at my funniest when i feel like shit so obviously i should continue this harmful behaviour so more people can tell me im funny
doing so shit mentally but im funny so
never ever gonna get anything done and wow its gonna kill me
so i am fucked in the major sense
except its not multiple choice this time
too much to read ill just guess
what do you think i am? responsible??
and of course i havent even started studying
biggest migraine right now and cant do anything about it
masters this phd that i dont fucking know what to do and im going to die before i find out
rinse and fucking repeat
get no work done, pretend not to be panicking
but i wont and then i wake up exhausted
constantly taking deep breaths so i dont fucking die
its not late enough to wax poetic yet