𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. ❞
【 #PSO2RP / #MVRP / OC / NSFW18+ACC】Mun is 30+
𝐀 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫, 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐄𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬𝐞.
[ ♡ & ↺ ]
But first. If you'd allow me to be selfish again.
[A sudden pull towards himself
His face coming down and closer to hers, before planting a sudden kiss on her lips, and holding it there for quite a while. A minute or so, although it probably felt longer for both.]
+
ㅤ During his pause, Alastor remains silent. Once upon a time in her life, holding up her arm like this would have put an ache in her bicep and give her grief - it isn't lost on her that this familiar pain is absent after all this time. She'd grown stronger now, thanks to Razyel and Ashley.
➕
[Razyel stands there, not knowning how to respond immediately.
The gazes around him, however, soften, and close their eyes, a sign that even the entities inside of him, want to give Alastor and Razyel their privacy.]
...
I shoul-
...
[Razyel falls silent for a moment again, this time +
But first. If you'd allow me to be selfish again.
[A sudden pull towards himself
His face coming down and closer to hers, before planting a sudden kiss on her lips, and holding it there for quite a while. A minute or so, although it probably felt longer for both.]
+
[Razyel stands there, not knowning how to respond immediately.
The gazes around him, however, soften, and close their eyes, a sign that even the entities inside of him, want to give Alastor and Razyel their privacy.]
...
I shoul-
...
[Razyel falls silent for a moment again, this time +
"The loop is over. The Records can't tell you what happens next because not even they know. There are no more absolutes - you being dressed in black & white doesn't make the world the same. So what do you want?"
[Razyel stands there, not knowning how to respond immediately.
The gazes around him, however, soften, and close their eyes, a sign that even the entities inside of him, want to give Alastor and Razyel their privacy.]
...
I shoul-
...
[Razyel falls silent for a moment again, this time +
...
[Razyel remained silent as she spoke, his gaze, piercing, with a lack of light.
And even though they weren't physically present, multiple gazes could be felt staring at Alastor, as if the Falz themselves had taken Razyel's feelings, and extended unto them.
As he stood there and listened+
...
[Razyel remained silent as she spoke, his gaze, piercing, with a lack of light.
And even though they weren't physically present, multiple gazes could be felt staring at Alastor, as if the Falz themselves had taken Razyel's feelings, and extended unto them.
As he stood there and listened+
But instead of sending a response...
He would suddenly show up in person]
Hey.
[He didn't say much else however, he just stood there.]
But instead of sending a response...
He would suddenly show up in person]
Hey.
[He didn't say much else however, he just stood there.]
1.- They literally made him and threw him at Eldritch Beings and was told to "handle it" essentially.
2.- Spent all his life following and completing orders for everyone's sake, but the one time he wanted to do something for himself the world said "no"
1.- They literally made him and threw him at Eldritch Beings and was told to "handle it" essentially.
2.- Spent all his life following and completing orders for everyone's sake, but the one time he wanted to do something for himself the world said "no"
Yeah.
this would not have happened if raz just vocalized his desires
Yeah.
Razyel it's just the name I was given.
In reality, I'm the "Vessel of the World."
That's what I truly am.
Sitting here, pretending that I'm actually...
[Razyel stops himself, before letting out a sigh.]
I feel like I would just go in circles if I keep talking about this. +
But you're still you, Raz. Right? Your thoughts are still yours. Your actions are still yours. Those feelings, they're still yours.
The 'entities' within you don't define you. You're not 'pretending'.
I don't know if I really consider my presence valued right now... Nor much at all.
I know what you are trying to do and all but...
Maybe I should stick to what I'm good at.
[Razyel pauses for a moment, looking down onto one of his hands.]
I'm nothing more than a vessel +
Razyel it's just the name I was given.
In reality, I'm the "Vessel of the World."
That's what I truly am.
Sitting here, pretending that I'm actually...
[Razyel stops himself, before letting out a sigh.]
I feel like I would just go in circles if I keep talking about this. +
Although he does take notice of his phone vibrating.]
Although he does take notice of his phone vibrating.]
He doesn't seem intending to come out however.]
He doesn't seem intending to come out however.]
I think you might be missing some context here but it's not important at this point.
Besides, what would switching places entail?
Well... you'd have to learn a bunch of what I'm doing, but I can have my assistant explain that for you, and you wouldn't have to do all that much.
Me, I can test out some of the ARKS weaponry.
Win win?
When you lived for like...
1000 years or so, not including me knows how many cycles of repetitions of doing nothing but fighting for others.
I just ...
Wanted a break for once, instead I'm having my feelings played with again.
[He's serious for once]
I think you might be missing some context here but it's not important at this point.
Besides, what would switching places entail?
I don't know if I really consider my presence valued right now... Nor much at all.
I know what you are trying to do and all but...
Maybe I should stick to what I'm good at.
[Razyel pauses for a moment, looking down onto one of his hands.]
I'm nothing more than a vessel +
But think about it, alright?
If you ever need to clear your head, to talk about anything. Reach out to me, okay? I'll offer an ear, no matter what.
I don't know if I really consider my presence valued right now... Nor much at all.
I know what you are trying to do and all but...
Maybe I should stick to what I'm good at.
[Razyel pauses for a moment, looking down onto one of his hands.]
I'm nothing more than a vessel +
Long story short.
Alastor got involved against me, she fought me, but I didn't have to heart to fight back for real.
She ended up killing me, and inherited my powers, however, she inadvertently started the process for me to become the true representation of +
I don't think so.
Tell me though, I'm here to offer an ear to listen and provide my own opinion and perspective.
I don't personally believe both of them would be better without you. I don't believe that at all.
Besides, if I do, I think both of them would probably be better if I'm not around to screw things up.
...
Did Alastor ever tell you the story?
Long story short.
Alastor got involved against me, she fought me, but I didn't have to heart to fight back for real.
She ended up killing me, and inherited my powers, however, she inadvertently started the process for me to become the true representation of +
Besides, if I do, I think both of them would probably be better if I'm not around to screw things up.
...
Did Alastor ever tell you the story?
But. . That's just how i feel, you know?
It's ultimately your decision at the end of the day, but. .
I am hoping things work out between all three of you [ yes, including Ashley ].
. . .
If you ever need to talk, reach out.
Alright?
I'm not sure I want to talk about this anymore.
And considering things, I don't know if that's true.
Maybe I'm frankly not made for this and I should just hop into the records and not come out.
Probably better that way.
Besides, if I do, I think both of them would probably be better if I'm not around to screw things up.
...
Did Alastor ever tell you the story?
I'm not sure I want to talk about this anymore.
And considering things, I don't know if that's true.
Maybe I'm frankly not made for this and I should just hop into the records and not come out.
Probably better that way.
Want to get some tea and coffee? Since it sounds like we're going to talk for a second, but.
Mm. .
I don't know how to say this. .
. . .
It sounds like you need to be reminded of how much Alastor loves you.
And frankly , from my perspective.
When you lived for like...
1000 years or so, not including me knows how many cycles of repetitions of doing nothing but fighting for others.
I just ...
Wanted a break for once, instead I'm having my feelings played with again.
[He's serious for once]
I'm not sure I want to talk about this anymore.
And considering things, I don't know if that's true.
Maybe I'm frankly not made for this and I should just hop into the records and not come out.
Probably better that way.
More at midnight.
When you lived for like...
1000 years or so, not including me knows how many cycles of repetitions of doing nothing but fighting for others.
I just ...
Wanted a break for once, instead I'm having my feelings played with again.
[He's serious for once]
When you lived for like...
1000 years or so, not including me knows how many cycles of repetitions of doing nothing but fighting for others.
I just ...
Wanted a break for once, instead I'm having my feelings played with again.
[He's serious for once]
You understood that?
You understood that?
I'm okay.
I'm okay.