ambassador of mental eelness
@eloquentalias.bsky.social
elo, she/her, a person with eclectic taste that cannot be stopped by mortal hands (currently struck by the illness called "ensemble stars")
mom asked about my twst nendos "who are those guys with fedoras in the front there"
December 8, 2025 at 2:11 AM
mom asked about my twst nendos "who are those guys with fedoras in the front there"
[negative self-talk cw] society/brain will have you there like. i will be ostracized from society if anyone understands how much i like my anime boy music. no i won’t??? everyone already knows??? not a crime to enjoy fictional boy bands???
December 2, 2025 at 11:59 PM
[negative self-talk cw] society/brain will have you there like. i will be ostracized from society if anyone understands how much i like my anime boy music. no i won’t??? everyone already knows??? not a crime to enjoy fictional boy bands???
been thinking “i should probably put myself on a book-buying pause, even the cheap ebooks”. but i was listening to a history podcast and a book they recommended was only three canadian dollars and i did buy it with no hesitation
December 2, 2025 at 9:10 PM
been thinking “i should probably put myself on a book-buying pause, even the cheap ebooks”. but i was listening to a history podcast and a book they recommended was only three canadian dollars and i did buy it with no hesitation
check out these stores in the bg of enstars
December 2, 2025 at 6:43 PM
check out these stores in the bg of enstars
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Perhaps the best spam text I've ever received
December 1, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Perhaps the best spam text I've ever received
mentioned bonus episodes of a pod i’m listening to and my mom went “oh you actually subscribe to someone’s patreon? good for you”
December 1, 2025 at 6:05 PM
mentioned bonus episodes of a pod i’m listening to and my mom went “oh you actually subscribe to someone’s patreon? good for you”
[mashing my interests together for no reason voice] kanata’s kind of a jrpg chosen priestess if you think about it
December 1, 2025 at 3:21 AM
[mashing my interests together for no reason voice] kanata’s kind of a jrpg chosen priestess if you think about it
been dipping back into twst due to anime hype and i gotta say. twst really does have the juice in its non-plot events. sometimes the plot gets a bit long in the tooth but evry event is “here’s guys being jerks, and too much explanation about mundane aspects of this world” and i cheer every time
December 1, 2025 at 12:48 AM
been dipping back into twst due to anime hype and i gotta say. twst really does have the juice in its non-plot events. sometimes the plot gets a bit long in the tooth but evry event is “here’s guys being jerks, and too much explanation about mundane aspects of this world” and i cheer every time
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there is never enough
November 30, 2025 at 6:14 PM
there is never enough
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Repost this Reimu to also be a winner at life
November 30, 2025 at 4:25 AM
Repost this Reimu to also be a winner at life
if there’s one thing american comedians love to joke about that missed me entirely it’s “the general” insurance mascot? or maybe it’s an age thing. regardless, i do not know that man but i hear about him on podcasts all the time
November 29, 2025 at 5:53 AM
if there’s one thing american comedians love to joke about that missed me entirely it’s “the general” insurance mascot? or maybe it’s an age thing. regardless, i do not know that man but i hear about him on podcasts all the time
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[reading about history] wow. this is just like caves of qud
November 27, 2025 at 10:23 PM
[reading about history] wow. this is just like caves of qud
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people pirate most stuff when they're broke as shit and buy all they can when they're not, except for all the shit you can't see without piracy 'cause no one sells it. people pay when they have the cash and, increasingly, they have no cash. blame The End Of Mass Prosperity In The Imperial Core.
piracy discourse is so exhausting and passe, but i will observe that every truly great collector of physical media I know has a big harddrive of pirated books and movies. you literally cannot have one without the other
November 26, 2025 at 11:30 PM
people pirate most stuff when they're broke as shit and buy all they can when they're not, except for all the shit you can't see without piracy 'cause no one sells it. people pay when they have the cash and, increasingly, they have no cash. blame The End Of Mass Prosperity In The Imperial Core.
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I dont care about scaring the hoes. The hoes are wrong
November 24, 2025 at 9:00 PM
I dont care about scaring the hoes. The hoes are wrong
losing my mind at this choice of reference in enstars
November 22, 2025 at 8:47 PM
losing my mind at this choice of reference in enstars
not a bumper sticker sighting but a vanity plate. it said “RUBE”
November 22, 2025 at 8:40 PM
not a bumper sticker sighting but a vanity plate. it said “RUBE”
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splash
November 17, 2025 at 9:22 PM
splash
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as per recent posts, Everything Happens So Much, my moving out has been delayed optimistically to january and so still on the grind for food. anything helps but ~60USD should be enough for 1 month of managing my heat intolerance in this humid ass summer at least
ko-fi.com/baradhiblue
ko-fi.com/baradhiblue
November 16, 2025 at 8:52 PM
as per recent posts, Everything Happens So Much, my moving out has been delayed optimistically to january and so still on the grind for food. anything helps but ~60USD should be enough for 1 month of managing my heat intolerance in this humid ass summer at least
ko-fi.com/baradhiblue
ko-fi.com/baradhiblue
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Ana decided to call out payment processors and their unilateral response was attempting to fuck up her life and that should be bigger news than it is as of now
The full count as of today:
YouTube suspended
Twitch banned 3x
Patreon suspended (temporary)
Patreon 3x audio flags (one false posi)
Ko-fi suspended (indefinite?)
Buy Me a Coffee suspended
Vice reporting censored
Pornhub censored 3x times
Fansly censored 1x
YouTube suspended
Twitch banned 3x
Patreon suspended (temporary)
Patreon 3x audio flags (one false posi)
Ko-fi suspended (indefinite?)
Buy Me a Coffee suspended
Vice reporting censored
Pornhub censored 3x times
Fansly censored 1x
Is it really a conspiracy to say Ana is being explicitly flagged by finance bros when she's now been banned (or censored) from Twitch, Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, Ko-Fi, and *PornHub*??
November 17, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Ana decided to call out payment processors and their unilateral response was attempting to fuck up her life and that should be bigger news than it is as of now
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this is how we save malls in america
November 15, 2025 at 6:46 PM
this is how we save malls in america
the new ryuseitai mv is so cute 😭😭 those are my guys…
November 15, 2025 at 3:15 PM
the new ryuseitai mv is so cute 😭😭 those are my guys…
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whether games are action or turn based; developed in america, japan or china; whether they're on steam or console or gacha games you play on your phone; have an audience of millions or an audience of double digits; what's important is that games are about choosing one from a list of three things
November 12, 2025 at 2:48 AM
whether games are action or turn based; developed in america, japan or china; whether they're on steam or console or gacha games you play on your phone; have an audience of millions or an audience of double digits; what's important is that games are about choosing one from a list of three things
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technology that makes people more productive is inherently used to perpetuate capitalism, that’s why I make videogames, technology that makes people less productive
November 11, 2025 at 6:20 PM
technology that makes people more productive is inherently used to perpetuate capitalism, that’s why I make videogames, technology that makes people less productive