zeph
@fantomablent.bsky.social
21+ | fanacc + rant acc | the holy trinity in a flesh: kpop fan, weeb, and reader (also gamer atp) | current obsession: jungwon
i do not want to interact with minor at all if possible
i do not want to interact with minor at all if possible
i cried. i thought i will be fine but apparently breaking up still hurts no matter how much time has passed.
February 8, 2026 at 12:59 PM
i cried. i thought i will be fine but apparently breaking up still hurts no matter how much time has passed.
i couldnt even crash out for real bc i keep holding myself back since i need to finish all of my tasks before i could focus on my personal feelings
February 8, 2026 at 2:37 AM
i couldnt even crash out for real bc i keep holding myself back since i need to finish all of my tasks before i could focus on my personal feelings
honestly the older i get, the more reserve ive become and it makes it hard for me to maintain an actual connection with human being
February 8, 2026 at 2:35 AM
honestly the older i get, the more reserve ive become and it makes it hard for me to maintain an actual connection with human being
or maybe this is just me missing human's interactions in general bc i am SWAMPED with works for 2 months now
February 8, 2026 at 2:34 AM
or maybe this is just me missing human's interactions in general bc i am SWAMPED with works for 2 months now
honestly idk if it is just them being nice of actually want to, they do invite me to hang around and keep me in their dc server but we barely have similar topics to talk about and i dont want to be a ghost listener too they might feel uncomfortable about that
February 8, 2026 at 2:33 AM
honestly idk if it is just them being nice of actually want to, they do invite me to hang around and keep me in their dc server but we barely have similar topics to talk about and i dont want to be a ghost listener too they might feel uncomfortable about that
honestly i think i am more jealous of my bf that have such friend group compare than me finding out my bf is flirting with other people while we are still dating
February 8, 2026 at 2:31 AM
honestly i think i am more jealous of my bf that have such friend group compare than me finding out my bf is flirting with other people while we are still dating
its been awhile i feel so much fun in a friend group but damn its a one time thing. i cant join them whenever i want bc they are my soon-to-be-ex's friend group
February 8, 2026 at 2:29 AM
its been awhile i feel so much fun in a friend group but damn its a one time thing. i cant join them whenever i want bc they are my soon-to-be-ex's friend group
i feel so mixed over my relationship with them in general
February 8, 2026 at 2:28 AM
i feel so mixed over my relationship with them in general
honestly it bugs me a lot ever since last night so i am going to rant here a bit
February 8, 2026 at 2:27 AM
honestly it bugs me a lot ever since last night so i am going to rant here a bit
its so scary how accurate my hunch is
February 8, 2026 at 1:22 AM
its so scary how accurate my hunch is
u dont understand how insane i am... i watched school trip after story at least 4 times per 24hrs I CANT GET THEM OUT OF MY HAND AND I HAVE EXAM TODAY
January 3, 2026 at 10:34 PM
u dont understand how insane i am... i watched school trip after story at least 4 times per 24hrs I CANT GET THEM OUT OF MY HAND AND I HAVE EXAM TODAY
crashing out so bad i feel like quitting everything
December 21, 2025 at 12:12 PM
crashing out so bad i feel like quitting everything
imagine having a mid semester break for a week just to receive a message in the middle of it "you have an examination tomorrow" my reaction is literally that one meme dog
December 16, 2025 at 1:54 PM
imagine having a mid semester break for a week just to receive a message in the middle of it "you have an examination tomorrow" my reaction is literally that one meme dog
anyway i finished reading greatest estate developer's main story and cried in public at the hospital over it
December 16, 2025 at 1:50 PM
anyway i finished reading greatest estate developer's main story and cried in public at the hospital over it
i felt sleepy at 7pm and decided to take a nap until 9pm, wondering why i feel so sleepy the whole day. i forgot i stayed awake until 2am to complete my assignment and proceed to stay awake until 4am writing fics bc i got caffeine in me
December 16, 2025 at 1:49 PM
i felt sleepy at 7pm and decided to take a nap until 9pm, wondering why i feel so sleepy the whole day. i forgot i stayed awake until 2am to complete my assignment and proceed to stay awake until 4am writing fics bc i got caffeine in me
tried genshin cloud and it is convenient!! too bad its paid 💔
December 8, 2025 at 1:15 AM
tried genshin cloud and it is convenient!! too bad its paid 💔
the urge to dump aside all of my tasks and play archon quest right now!! but i have a task due tmr and a presentation (maybe) FUCCKKKKKK
December 7, 2025 at 2:44 PM
the urge to dump aside all of my tasks and play archon quest right now!! but i have a task due tmr and a presentation (maybe) FUCCKKKKKK
i can listen to alice (jpn va ver) all day
December 7, 2025 at 2:36 PM
i can listen to alice (jpn va ver) all day
i also play genshin again bc of durin and alice
December 7, 2025 at 2:36 PM
i also play genshin again bc of durin and alice
i am having burnout so i spent my weekend barely touching my assignments and locked myself in the room catching up with all the manga i missed
December 7, 2025 at 2:35 PM
i am having burnout so i spent my weekend barely touching my assignments and locked myself in the room catching up with all the manga i missed
adulting so hard i think i lost my social anxiety
December 5, 2025 at 3:45 AM
adulting so hard i think i lost my social anxiety
i feel so empty rn. i hv one day off and not being able to do anything except for rotting in my house. i dont feel like playing games, reading, or even watching anything. i dont like this feeling
November 13, 2025 at 7:18 AM
i feel so empty rn. i hv one day off and not being able to do anything except for rotting in my house. i dont feel like playing games, reading, or even watching anything. i dont like this feeling
another update: i somehow become the class president🧍♀️
November 11, 2025 at 2:20 PM
another update: i somehow become the class president🧍♀️
no one asked but my ear is fine now thank god or my offer letter would get revoked /hj
her funeral. got back home. got ear infection. being half deaf atp. i passed the interview. i succeed pursuing my study. and now i have to prepare all the stuffs for registration while working and also still in the middle of painful ear infection with cold come and go as they wish. fuck my life 😇
November 11, 2025 at 2:20 PM
no one asked but my ear is fine now thank god or my offer letter would get revoked /hj