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@floralflesh.bsky.social
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@harmfulplant 's personal. Can be NSFW sometimes but this is primarily for personal use, just be aware if you’re only following for the nsfw that venting and stuff will show up. 33. Any pronouns. Please no minors! 🔞
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I need to pin this because it keeps happening. PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY PERSONAL POSTS. I don't even know why you would want to in the first place, but people keep doing it. You can repost my art as much as you want. If you're unsure if you can repost something, please ask.
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They will be a fountain of autistic positivity until someone who clearly isn’t a good communicator is a little too interested in a specific character or a crossover they came up with. Then they’ll be so incredibly mean spirited and brutal towards this person
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I’ve been in more kid centric all ages spaces before because of my interests, and it blows my mind how kids these days will trip over themselves to use tone tags and rightly demand respect when they themselves are autistic, but this kindness is not extended to other autistic people
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Literally like it’s 2016 tumblr kin drama no doubles type of stuff. I think these things are allowed to upset you but I don’t think you have any right to be a horrible person about it
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I think being jealous is totally normal and if seeing a character you like with someone else upsets you then you’re allowed to distance yourself from that person. You’re allowed to distance yourself from someone for any reason. But the hate and vitriol I see come from non sharers is fucking wild
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I meant to specify, people who ship themselves with characters I ship myself with keep following me. And they’re non sharing. ???? Hello??? Leave???
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Why do people with “NON SHARING SELF SHIPPER!!!” in their bios keep following me. Like, go away. I’m non sharing with non sharers.
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I’m trying really hard. I’m not doing very well but I promise I’m trying as best as I can.
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I used to be so full of ideas and motivation to create and do stuff. Idk what happened. I can’t even draw a simple figure anymore because I can’t even think of a pose or situation to put them in
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I made a few posts recently talking about how I wish people would engage me in my interests more and several people used it as a jumping off point to talk about themselves. Okay then, message received, no one wants to talk about my shit
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I’m looking at old art and I think I’ve actually gotten worse over time idk what happened
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Gender is complicated
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Sometimes I think I might be genderfluid or bigender because in my head I will sometimes refer to myself with girl connotations but the second someone irl does that to me I feel physically ill so idk maybe not
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Every day it becomes harder and harder to try and keep existing in this world. I never say anything about it idk why maybe I’m trying to forget about it. But that gets harder to do with each passing day. I fear for the future
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Anyway…. I got OCs if anyone…. Wants to know more…..
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This is probably karma. I went through so much of my life not engaging with other people enough and being too autistic to realize it. I course corrected eventually but it’s probably too late now
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I’ve had people offer to listen to me when I talk about stuff and that really nice of them but the problem is I don’t want someone to just listen, I want someone who will engage and hype me up
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I wish I had someone who would just come up to me and start asking me questions about my OCs or stories or whatever idk
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I wish I could be obsessed with something again. I feel like maybe if I had people to talk to about my interests I could get obsessed again but I don’t want to force people to have to engage with my stupid ideas and thoughts. I need to find people who have genuine interest but I don’t think I can
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"MAN! Don't you miss the days where paint was full of lead and houses were full of asbestos and there were less regulations on food safety and other things that were just objectively worse?"
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to be clear, i think an interest in history is fine. there's a definite difference from blind nostalgia vs fascination with old tech. but i also think people are too weird about CRTs.
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Maybe I’m too woke but I feel like leaning too far into nostalgia is a bad thing
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this thing i made when i was getting into Gazoo is still funny