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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

That's pretty funny, I wonder what he thinks about it...

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

I'm sorry, WHAT??

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

I had to retire my colourful spirals because all the girlies started licking them like lollipops after I age regressed them :((

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

Boobs

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

Yeah, okay, I'll lean more into hypnokink. Sure, my first few posts might be kinda weak and misses, and not every one of them is gonna be a banger, but the more I do this the better I'll be at it

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

I'm all doozy because I took a hit of dope, you're all doozy because I forced spirals on your face. We are not the same.

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

Asking her what's wrong, knowing full well she's unable to mumble more than a few unintelligible syllables as she drops deeper and deeper into a trance...

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esoteric cyberdoll @dyadicsapphic.meangirls.online · 14h

giving her permission from the get-go to ignore boundaries pretense and social mores & approach me however she wants so i end up waking to a visor spitting spirals and noise cancelling headphones halfway through an induction loop while a [REDACTED] relentlessly [REDACTED] on my [REDACTED] in her bed

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 13h

Sweetly and calmly asking girls to crawl on my big, fluffy fox tails... I can hold 9 beautiful girls on my tails... petting their heads gently while they sleep all cosy

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 16h

Unironically gonna try this lol

Jane Parker 🏳️‍⚧️ ★ @playingps2.xyz · 1d

When a girl says "Here's today's login bonus!" That means she wants you to keep logging in. Follow me for more dating advice

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Jane Parker 🏳️‍⚧️ ★ @playingps2.xyz · 1d

When a girl says "Here's today's login bonus!" That means she wants you to keep logging in. Follow me for more dating advice

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🌈 ANCHEY 🍁 @anchey.bsky.social · 1d

コラボモンちゃん🐱🎳
ボールの投げ方知らなそうでかあいい💕
#アークナイツ #Arknights #明日方舟
#ロスモンティス #Rosmontis #迷迭香

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 16h

Somehow, we naturally gravitated toward hypnokink again without actively searching for it

I wonder what that says about us

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 19h

I shall indulge you with a bow :P

*bow*

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 19h

if the thing you value most gets taken away from you, you are rightfully entitled to being upset and sad about it

but if you can't find anything in yourself with that thing gone, there's probably something you need to work on

... all i miss is their kindness. but i don't know what I want from them

foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 19h

it's funny, all I ever wanted was to be someone's obedient nobody for the rest of my life

and I did become that

and they stopped liking me

and now all I want to be is somebody (that people like), or, that likes herself

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 19h

it's funny, all I ever wanted was to be someone's obedient nobody for the rest of my life

and I did become that

and they stopped liking me

and now all I want to be is somebody (that people like), or, that likes herself

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 19h

i am my own person.. ..... in and out of whatever fantasies i have..
...it's just ...

...i never realised that. i never learned that

so i wasn't ever really anyone, and this was just a rug to hide that hole

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 19h

psychologically it prevented me from maturing

i don't know what's worse,

i mean I know what is objectively worse, but from a separation point of view, what if they had died instead? would I be as lost as I am? was there some extra pain in being rejected after molding myself in their image? idk

foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 20h

trust issues? idk

i just had underlying issues that those kink things were covering up

maybe i just need to heal

........

that's as much effort as I will spend on it for now, I don't wanna think about it so much

part of me yearns for that a bit, part of me recognises the harm it caused me

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 20h

trust issues? idk

i just had underlying issues that those kink things were covering up

maybe i just need to heal

........

that's as much effort as I will spend on it for now, I don't wanna think about it so much

part of me yearns for that a bit, part of me recognises the harm it caused me

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 20h

so even if it sounds easy to obey others and be guided through life. I can't. not anymore. because I am nothing without those orders.

i hate it so much

i hate that i can't enjoy those fun kink things anymore

why did i ever choose to let them define a big part of me?

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 20h

and like, I get it, it's a roleplay thing or whatever, it's not real.

but I used to believe it a lot, it felt real to me

and now I realise that it's completely ruined my independence and ability to work as my own person

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 20h

idk if it's now a trauma response but I'm getting uncomfortable being told what I am...

.....it's a comfort from the past that I cannot look at or enjoy the same way anymore

"you're my little puppy" "you're going to obey me and I'm going to impose my will on you"

sorry. but no. I...
....

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Body Pillow Drakonovna @artificialangel13.bsky.social · 1d

Relevant

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 23h

that might genuinely be the hardest pattern to break

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foodie @foodiesys.bsky.social · 23h

maybe... maybe I can spend time doing those things I wanna do

...idk why I keep waiting for people.. waiting for others all the time means doing nothing...
..........

and now I'm realising that to keep growing and being good to myself, I have to break out of that pattern

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