the fool
@foolbugs.bsky.social
tw mental illness ahead also dni if i havent given you permission >:(
i want to eat something but i just. cant. whenever i think about eating i feel sick when i think about how i cant afford to even eat and i can only eat so much in a day so that i can make it through the month and just mentally. i just dont even see the point anymore
February 11, 2026 at 4:35 AM
i want to eat something but i just. cant. whenever i think about eating i feel sick when i think about how i cant afford to even eat and i can only eat so much in a day so that i can make it through the month and just mentally. i just dont even see the point anymore
i cant do this anymore
February 11, 2026 at 3:53 AM
i cant do this anymore
i know its like really dangerous for me to drink because im on 6 different medications and serotonin syndrome and also seizures but also i dont really care ive already had serotonin syndrome its like chicken pox i cant get it again
February 11, 2026 at 2:56 AM
i know its like really dangerous for me to drink because im on 6 different medications and serotonin syndrome and also seizures but also i dont really care ive already had serotonin syndrome its like chicken pox i cant get it again
lying drunk on the floor listening to music and lamenting my life and who i am as a person
February 11, 2026 at 2:34 AM
lying drunk on the floor listening to music and lamenting my life and who i am as a person
not even drunk yet but already feel it with how dissociated i am right now
February 11, 2026 at 1:51 AM
not even drunk yet but already feel it with how dissociated i am right now
you wanna hear my exit, ma?
February 11, 2026 at 1:48 AM
you wanna hear my exit, ma?
nearer, my god, to thee
oh, nearer to thee
e'en though it be a cross
that raiseth me
oh, nearer to thee
e'en though it be a cross
that raiseth me
February 11, 2026 at 1:47 AM
nearer, my god, to thee
oh, nearer to thee
e'en though it be a cross
that raiseth me
oh, nearer to thee
e'en though it be a cross
that raiseth me
i think i'm gonna die in this house
February 11, 2026 at 1:46 AM
i think i'm gonna die in this house
house ft john cale byh charlie xcx thank yuou
February 11, 2026 at 1:45 AM
house ft john cale byh charlie xcx thank yuou
what should i do that isnt crying and wanting to kms
February 11, 2026 at 1:43 AM
what should i do that isnt crying and wanting to kms
how did i used to just drink straight up soju i used to be able to down like 3 bottles of this shit no problem
February 11, 2026 at 1:34 AM
how did i used to just drink straight up soju i used to be able to down like 3 bottles of this shit no problem
listening to my very specific playlist tonight i cant explain the vibe of it but its something along the lines of i'm disgusting and the world is even more so
February 11, 2026 at 1:25 AM
listening to my very specific playlist tonight i cant explain the vibe of it but its something along the lines of i'm disgusting and the world is even more so
tonight we binge drink and write and bottle up all our problems and turn our best face out
February 11, 2026 at 1:19 AM
tonight we binge drink and write and bottle up all our problems and turn our best face out
forgot i was wearing my waist trainer and was wondering why i was getting so nauseous drinking my protein shake
February 10, 2026 at 9:41 PM
forgot i was wearing my waist trainer and was wondering why i was getting so nauseous drinking my protein shake
im gonna do something drastic.
February 10, 2026 at 8:38 PM
im gonna do something drastic.
if she wants to ghost me then i'll ghost back im not talking to her at all today fuck her
February 10, 2026 at 8:29 PM
if she wants to ghost me then i'll ghost back im not talking to her at all today fuck her
like im gonna kms im so pissed off this shit is so annoying fuck you
February 10, 2026 at 8:28 PM
like im gonna kms im so pissed off this shit is so annoying fuck you
shes literally so immature and dramatic like fuck off everything upsets her or makes me freak out or panic bro shut UP be a big girl and consider that the world doesnt revolve around you
February 10, 2026 at 8:27 PM
shes literally so immature and dramatic like fuck off everything upsets her or makes me freak out or panic bro shut UP be a big girl and consider that the world doesnt revolve around you
i think my friend is ghosting me
February 10, 2026 at 8:17 PM
i think my friend is ghosting me
thinking about the one woman who i felt safe with in the church when i was a kid. she killed herself and it still hurts to think about cuz she felt like the only one in the whole church who felt safe
February 10, 2026 at 5:26 PM
thinking about the one woman who i felt safe with in the church when i was a kid. she killed herself and it still hurts to think about cuz she felt like the only one in the whole church who felt safe
my head feels on backwards my head feels bad
February 10, 2026 at 5:10 AM
my head feels on backwards my head feels bad
Not a good night at all it seems
February 10, 2026 at 4:06 AM
Not a good night at all it seems