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9.18 - artist/composer - chamomile
nothing will change the fact that everything sucks, and that nothing will get better

nothing will change, and i'll be even more disregarded by people
December 25, 2025 at 9:27 PM
and for anyone that wanna say otherwise can stop kidding themselves

we both know that it isn't true
December 25, 2025 at 9:25 PM
i don't think anything will change regardless if i'm here or not

i'm already disregarded by everyone as is
December 25, 2025 at 9:22 PM
i don't know i bother anymore
there's nothing to look forward to at all
December 25, 2025 at 9:16 PM
i should just die instead actually
December 25, 2025 at 9:12 PM
December 25, 2025 at 4:48 PM
being around other people that aren't my close friends/mutuals makes me so dead inside ngl

it's a way to drain most of my energy for how little (or none at all) i value to anyone else now
December 20, 2025 at 2:19 AM
it's the her ever
December 19, 2025 at 6:20 PM
The Epic Ness !!
December 17, 2025 at 8:55 PM
rest in piss
Amino has shut down (2012–2025).

The app has been removed from the App Store, users can no longer access its servers, and its website has been taken offline.
December 13, 2025 at 5:43 PM
so what's even the point anymore

nothing changed, and it never will be
thing will just get progressively worse for me
and nobody will care at all
December 11, 2025 at 4:15 PM
i've been through the worst over the span of 3 years man
2023 was the only good year i had in fucking ages because AT LEAST i actually get to hang out with people + i wasn't constantly being lied to

(only exception being that HE still won't stop breathing down my neck secretly)
December 11, 2025 at 4:11 PM
if i were to tell anyone about that, then i'd either be ignored like always, or be considered a burden like everything else i do

there's nobody to trust/look up to anymore, and it's making me go insane
December 11, 2025 at 4:08 PM
the "friends" who had my back for years? abandoned me
me being harassed for months + was nearly doxxed? forgotten about
the "mutuals" who i use to greatly respect? rarely acknowledge/avoided me
the "mutuals" that keep saying that care about you? lying through their damn teeth
December 11, 2025 at 4:02 PM
i fucking can't

i'm about to lose my mind dude
everything that I built up for was all for fucking nothing, the more I think about it
December 11, 2025 at 3:58 PM
and it's not like anyone will see this either! i'll just be overlooked, like a majority of the stuff i do!

i'm so happy for being mistreated still!! things really haven't changed, have they??

: D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D : D
December 11, 2025 at 5:47 AM
i'm so happy knowing so unimportant! like everything i built up for meant absolutely nothing!

being taken for granted, being constantly avoided, lied to, etc on a daily basis with only a few at least doing the bare minimum!

i'm in so much joy!
December 11, 2025 at 5:43 AM
i can hardly trust anyone anymore when most of them are nothing but liars!

they really just love adding salt to my ever-worsening wound! it's so much fun!
December 11, 2025 at 5:39 AM
i love this year so much!

i love when people don't actually care about me at all!

i love being so unimportant!

oh how i just enjoy it a whole bunch indeed! :D
December 11, 2025 at 5:36 AM
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December 3, 2025 at 11:52 PM
November 28, 2025 at 3:26 PM
returning for a bit

see if anything changed
November 26, 2025 at 1:37 AM
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October 31, 2025 at 5:12 AM
[ #art ] on a hunt
October 25, 2025 at 5:24 PM
where will i be in 4 years
October 24, 2025 at 11:15 PM