fuhtuld
@ftld.bsky.social
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perpetually lurking "writer" and "adult". mediocrity at its finest. pfp by biankatdraws 💛
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ftld.bsky.social
y'all we are at 99 works and 25 fandoms, i am SCREAMING 💛💛💛💛💛
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something deep and ancient is healed in me every time someone adds a work to my aspec collection on ao3 🥹
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i started them ageeeeees ago
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valleyofwater.bsky.social
Tribute to the strongest sorcerer available 🍭

#SFWKusafest #jjk #atsuyakusakabe #kusakabe #fanart #digitalart #jujutsukaisen
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🥹 i’m so happy you liked it!!
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goooseifer.bsky.social
Day 7 — after work drinks
(Bonus: spot the 🌻s!)
#kusafest #kusafestday #kusakabe
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coralthecorsola.bsky.social
Kusa Fest Day Five: Samurai/Edo Period
🌸🍭🌸
#kusafest #kusafestday
ftld.bsky.social
Posted a fic for day 7 of @kusakabefest.bsky.social - After Work Drinks

archiveofourown.org/works/72064046

#kusafest #kusafestday
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jjk-eugie.bsky.social
Kusakabe Fest Day 5 - New Fashion Style

#kusafestday #kusafest

A different type of sorcerer with his familiar cat Higu
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coralthecorsola.bsky.social
Kusa Fest Day Four: Fishing Trip
Looks like 🍭 found the perfect spot for later...
#kusafest #kusafestday
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😌

coming this week (i've been sitting on this fic for-ev-er lmao)
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blackwallmancer.bsky.social
Found this on the AO3 subreddit, and I'm about to let it change my whole life (or at least work really hard to internalize it wrt my writing).
Someone's screenshot of a two-post twitter thread, from user blue (@bluewmist):

the fastest way to kill motivation is to make your identity depend on the outcome. it's called ego involvement. when failing becomes failing as a person, your brain starts avoiding the whole thing. not because you don't care, but because you care too much.

you don't need lower standards. you need less self-worth tangled up in your goals. the work gets easier when it's not about proving who you are.
ftld.bsky.social
ahaha this is amazing
ftld.bsky.social
nonsexual kink 👏👏👏 put more of it in the world
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jjk-eugie.bsky.social
Kusa Fest day 3 - Praise Kink.

Hope this fill is okay since it’s sfw for an adult prompt 😭

Implied kusahigu/higukusa 🍭🌻🍭

#kusafest #kusafestnight

My friend Coral suggested to give Kusa heart eyes, thank you!
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goooseifer.bsky.social
Day 2 — curse user
#kusafest #kusafestday
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goooseifer.bsky.social
Day 3 — quality time ( past & present )
#kusafest #kusafestday
ftld.bsky.social
three would be solving the crime (because i am obsessed with three). murderbot just constantly giving unsolicted advice about that time it solved a murder mystery. obv should be 856% chaos
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i just think a murderbot whodunnit would be really fun
ftld.bsky.social
chill has a restraining order against me tbh /lh
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i'm keeping the next 132k to myself
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added it up out of morbid curiosity and i've posted 132k words for nanago. and just. wow. i should not have done that math.
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anyway, i'm rambling and it's complicated. i hope you find your joy in writing again--it's not something that should make us feel so tired. 🫂
ftld.bsky.social
been in a fandom as unappreciative as this one. it's... kind of baffling to me. like i've never contributed so much to a fandom and never really gotten anywhere. and it's not like i feel like i need or deserve to get somewhere, but also it feels like running hard just to slowly slide backwards