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Gab is not here

@gabisnothere.bsky.social

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He/They. 26. Earth native. Scruffy red panda cub. They also call me Percy. Among the last frontiers where mental jökulhlaups are written.

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Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 7h

I like his intense enthusiasm of wanting to defend me from those who are hurting/have hurt me.

Yep, I could definitely use his brute strength to annihilate my enemies for me. JK.

But fr, appreciate this guy so much.

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miawerz @miawerz.bsky.social · 10h

i tried to be good, am i no good?

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Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 17h

Saturday photo-dumping because why the hell not.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 1d

Anyway, it's yet another night when I have to choose sadness over wrath. I know better to turn this circumstance into something that hurts me rather than hurt someone else. For their own good.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 1d

'Wag n'yo ipaalam sa aking sinisiraan n'yo ako, because no one doesn't know me deep enough to actually realize the destruction I can bring to one's life once I get hurt so bad.

I can and I will, so don't dare and be thankful enough na kilala n'yo lang ako as the clumsy, gullible, naïve Gabriel.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 1d

It all feels like traumatic flashbacks of my first ex and his friends who talked behind my back, but did it in public, with strangers listening in…

I mean, kung sisiraan n'yo ako, at least do it somewhere somehow I won't see. 🫠

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 1d

'Di ko alam if worth it pa ba kausapin. Hahaha. Really did feel like the world turned against me when it happened.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 2d

The cosmos is in a boustrophedal turning.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 2d

Ah, okay. Kwento mo 'yan eh.

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Rei 🇵🇭 @purpledragonrei.bsky.social · 3d

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Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 3d

And should the universe once more conspire against me, I need to know if you will remain in me or join the rest of the world who has forsaken me.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 4d

Sana siya na. Sana ikaw na. Kung hindi…

Hindi pwede, dapat ikaw. Gusto ko ikaw lang talaga eh. Ang bumangga, giba. Tang-ina n'yong lahat maliban sa kanya.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 4d

Woke up in the middle of the eep just to realize I really am falling in love. And the freefall has been the most pleasant it's been in the longest while.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 4d

I miss him. His smile. His watchful gaze. His comforting hugs.

Sana mag-November na. Gusto na kitang makitang muli.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 4d

Na para bang plantilla ang binigay sa aking position. 🤣 Magtigil po tayo, yes po. Maaga pa, nanggigigil na ako.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 5d

It's amazing how he quells my fears and worries. One day, I'll be courageous enough to tell him about my battles. For now, his presence is enough.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 5d

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there.

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Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 5d

I ain't spending ₱800 on another Rowagel rn. 😭 I know I have four (FOUR!) canker sores because of stress, but hell, in this economy? Putang-ina na lang talaga.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 5d

Rowagel lost, xylitol gums gone, yuzu iced tea drink out of stock.

Life is not daijōbu at all.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 6d

Gusto kitang puntahan at hagkan. Hinahanap-hanap ko bawat yapos, bawat haplos, bawat dampi ng iyong mga labi sa aking pisngi.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 6d

Saw something that triggered the heavy feeling again. Mais très bien, tu vas. Bien pour toi. Et pour lui. :)) Laissons cela au froid.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 7d

I already told a dear friend about it. Burden feels lighter, but I'm still a bit bothered. (sigh) It's the unending pondering of why couldn't he and why didn't he.

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Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 9d

Hmm. I feel… a bit bothered. Maybe I don't have to know about it.

Gab is not here @gabisnothere.bsky.social · 9d

Putang-ina. Making out in public was never in my bucketlist, but holy fuck. And his lips are so soft.