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He/They. 26. Earth native. Scruffy red panda cub. They also call me Percy. Among the last frontiers where mental jökulhlaups are written.
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I like his intense enthusiasm of wanting to defend me from those who are hurting/have hurt me.

Yep, I could definitely use his brute strength to annihilate my enemies for me. JK.

But fr, appreciate this guy so much.
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i tried to be good, am i no good?
Saturday photo-dumping because why the hell not.
Anyway, it's yet another night when I have to choose sadness over wrath. I know better to turn this circumstance into something that hurts me rather than hurt someone else. For their own good.
'Wag n'yo ipaalam sa aking sinisiraan n'yo ako, because no one doesn't know me deep enough to actually realize the destruction I can bring to one's life once I get hurt so bad.

I can and I will, so don't dare and be thankful enough na kilala n'yo lang ako as the clumsy, gullible, naïve Gabriel.
It all feels like traumatic flashbacks of my first ex and his friends who talked behind my back, but did it in public, with strangers listening in…

I mean, kung sisiraan n'yo ako, at least do it somewhere somehow I won't see. 🫠
'Di ko alam if worth it pa ba kausapin. Hahaha. Really did feel like the world turned against me when it happened.
The cosmos is in a boustrophedal turning.
Ah, okay. Kwento mo 'yan eh.
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And should the universe once more conspire against me, I need to know if you will remain in me or join the rest of the world who has forsaken me.
Sana siya na. Sana ikaw na. Kung hindi…

Hindi pwede, dapat ikaw. Gusto ko ikaw lang talaga eh. Ang bumangga, giba. Tang-ina n'yong lahat maliban sa kanya.
Woke up in the middle of the eep just to realize I really am falling in love. And the freefall has been the most pleasant it's been in the longest while.
I miss him. His smile. His watchful gaze. His comforting hugs.

Sana mag-November na. Gusto na kitang makitang muli.
Na para bang plantilla ang binigay sa aking position. 🤣 Magtigil po tayo, yes po. Maaga pa, nanggigigil na ako.
It's amazing how he quells my fears and worries. One day, I'll be courageous enough to tell him about my battles. For now, his presence is enough.
I ain't spending ₱800 on another Rowagel rn. 😭 I know I have four (FOUR!) canker sores because of stress, but hell, in this economy? Putang-ina na lang talaga.
Rowagel lost, xylitol gums gone, yuzu iced tea drink out of stock.

Life is not daijōbu at all.
Gusto kitang puntahan at hagkan. Hinahanap-hanap ko bawat yapos, bawat haplos, bawat dampi ng iyong mga labi sa aking pisngi.
Saw something that triggered the heavy feeling again. Mais très bien, tu vas. Bien pour toi. Et pour lui. :)) Laissons cela au froid.
I already told a dear friend about it. Burden feels lighter, but I'm still a bit bothered. (sigh) It's the unending pondering of why couldn't he and why didn't he.
Hmm. I feel… a bit bothered. Maybe I don't have to know about it.
Putang-ina. Making out in public was never in my bucketlist, but holy fuck. And his lips are so soft.