Hara
@hara2bara.bsky.social
34 - He/They - 🔞
Ridiculous Creature
Progress Account for a
Recovering Burnout
If I post art it will be sizey.
Ridiculous Creature
Progress Account for a
Recovering Burnout
If I post art it will be sizey.
Finally journaling offline now that I'm shaking off unappealing impressions of how it Should Be. Long as the info is where I can hold it for better long term synthesis, it works.
Also unlike when I started twitter I have more agency and a robust support system if I can keep steadily integrating it.
Also unlike when I started twitter I have more agency and a robust support system if I can keep steadily integrating it.
December 17, 2025 at 5:16 PM
Finally journaling offline now that I'm shaking off unappealing impressions of how it Should Be. Long as the info is where I can hold it for better long term synthesis, it works.
Also unlike when I started twitter I have more agency and a robust support system if I can keep steadily integrating it.
Also unlike when I started twitter I have more agency and a robust support system if I can keep steadily integrating it.
Guess who asked, re-asked, re-redirected and firmly stuck to the ask when his lead kept trying to veer, reroute and misdirect til they finally gave the plain jane answer.
The same guy who's heart rate didn't spike before, during or after the 2-minute back 'n forth that coulda been a 2-sec response.
The same guy who's heart rate didn't spike before, during or after the 2-minute back 'n forth that coulda been a 2-sec response.
December 10, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Guess who asked, re-asked, re-redirected and firmly stuck to the ask when his lead kept trying to veer, reroute and misdirect til they finally gave the plain jane answer.
The same guy who's heart rate didn't spike before, during or after the 2-minute back 'n forth that coulda been a 2-sec response.
The same guy who's heart rate didn't spike before, during or after the 2-minute back 'n forth that coulda been a 2-sec response.
thinkin bout infrasound in a micro life
Looking up at (wherever you like to look when you're a dot in the dirt) with the same noise as being under an overpass or in the middle of a canyon
Looking up at (wherever you like to look when you're a dot in the dirt) with the same noise as being under an overpass or in the middle of a canyon
December 4, 2025 at 4:19 PM
thinkin bout infrasound in a micro life
Looking up at (wherever you like to look when you're a dot in the dirt) with the same noise as being under an overpass or in the middle of a canyon
Looking up at (wherever you like to look when you're a dot in the dirt) with the same noise as being under an overpass or in the middle of a canyon
We Have CAR AGAIN
Will keep taking public transit as much as possible but it's so so nice having it be an Option again while it's getting colder and wetter!!
Was cool dipping into Portland again to retrieve it, haven't been since 2019. The train ride was lovely.. need more reasons to travel.
Will keep taking public transit as much as possible but it's so so nice having it be an Option again while it's getting colder and wetter!!
Was cool dipping into Portland again to retrieve it, haven't been since 2019. The train ride was lovely.. need more reasons to travel.
November 24, 2025 at 7:24 PM
We Have CAR AGAIN
Will keep taking public transit as much as possible but it's so so nice having it be an Option again while it's getting colder and wetter!!
Was cool dipping into Portland again to retrieve it, haven't been since 2019. The train ride was lovely.. need more reasons to travel.
Will keep taking public transit as much as possible but it's so so nice having it be an Option again while it's getting colder and wetter!!
Was cool dipping into Portland again to retrieve it, haven't been since 2019. The train ride was lovely.. need more reasons to travel.
I'm not doing the November thing but dream time brain has been pumping out some Incredible sessions regardless. Stuff that feels like the real deal, memories staying stuck to the waking world.
Trying to be grateful like each night's gonna be the last one, cuz I bet you if I chase em they'll stop.
Trying to be grateful like each night's gonna be the last one, cuz I bet you if I chase em they'll stop.
November 12, 2025 at 7:17 PM
I'm not doing the November thing but dream time brain has been pumping out some Incredible sessions regardless. Stuff that feels like the real deal, memories staying stuck to the waking world.
Trying to be grateful like each night's gonna be the last one, cuz I bet you if I chase em they'll stop.
Trying to be grateful like each night's gonna be the last one, cuz I bet you if I chase em they'll stop.
One year in the new place. And one year with the company, even if I were technically hired on from temping til March.
November 12, 2025 at 12:51 AM
One year in the new place. And one year with the company, even if I were technically hired on from temping til March.
Think I figured out the core bits of why this job drives me nuts.
Since I mainly get the good chemicals from completion rather than the Doing of things, I have to be more flexible about where I'm going for that motivating fix (in a job that shifts gears and goal posts several dozen times a shift).
Since I mainly get the good chemicals from completion rather than the Doing of things, I have to be more flexible about where I'm going for that motivating fix (in a job that shifts gears and goal posts several dozen times a shift).
November 7, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Think I figured out the core bits of why this job drives me nuts.
Since I mainly get the good chemicals from completion rather than the Doing of things, I have to be more flexible about where I'm going for that motivating fix (in a job that shifts gears and goal posts several dozen times a shift).
Since I mainly get the good chemicals from completion rather than the Doing of things, I have to be more flexible about where I'm going for that motivating fix (in a job that shifts gears and goal posts several dozen times a shift).
They want these X-Projects done by Y-Date? Cool, what are you going to Z-Do_About_It?
Hopefully not lead us on that you asked for help then brag how you intercepted and prevented help for merit raises our seniors didn't get.
Hopefully not act like I'm getting rhabdo for six bucks below the rate. 🤞
Hopefully not lead us on that you asked for help then brag how you intercepted and prevented help for merit raises our seniors didn't get.
Hopefully not act like I'm getting rhabdo for six bucks below the rate. 🤞
November 5, 2025 at 5:12 PM
They want these X-Projects done by Y-Date? Cool, what are you going to Z-Do_About_It?
Hopefully not lead us on that you asked for help then brag how you intercepted and prevented help for merit raises our seniors didn't get.
Hopefully not act like I'm getting rhabdo for six bucks below the rate. 🤞
Hopefully not lead us on that you asked for help then brag how you intercepted and prevented help for merit raises our seniors didn't get.
Hopefully not act like I'm getting rhabdo for six bucks below the rate. 🤞
Yes, I'm drawing. Yes it's hyper specific. Yes I've only been showing a handful of people instead of posting. Am brushing up; negotiating between the hardware in charge of my neurotransmitters, and the vital psychic constructs vulnerable to instant gratification bear traps.
Big balancing act.
Big balancing act.
November 1, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Yes, I'm drawing. Yes it's hyper specific. Yes I've only been showing a handful of people instead of posting. Am brushing up; negotiating between the hardware in charge of my neurotransmitters, and the vital psychic constructs vulnerable to instant gratification bear traps.
Big balancing act.
Big balancing act.
What an incredible Halloween. Right up to the last dream waking up into November (and we got it all penned down, too).
Next year we'll be able to share in that spirit a little more, maybe a Lot more. We understand things about our self that we didn't before.
Rest, recover, rebuild. 'Til next year!
Next year we'll be able to share in that spirit a little more, maybe a Lot more. We understand things about our self that we didn't before.
Rest, recover, rebuild. 'Til next year!
November 1, 2025 at 4:56 PM
What an incredible Halloween. Right up to the last dream waking up into November (and we got it all penned down, too).
Next year we'll be able to share in that spirit a little more, maybe a Lot more. We understand things about our self that we didn't before.
Rest, recover, rebuild. 'Til next year!
Next year we'll be able to share in that spirit a little more, maybe a Lot more. We understand things about our self that we didn't before.
Rest, recover, rebuild. 'Til next year!
Thank you proto-voidant 2015 Hara for this illustrated, hyper verbose process-and-anatomy flashcard pack, you dedicated treasure of yonder year you.
October 15, 2025 at 1:50 PM
Thank you proto-voidant 2015 Hara for this illustrated, hyper verbose process-and-anatomy flashcard pack, you dedicated treasure of yonder year you.
BED UPGRADE
I'M FUCKING AWAKE
I'M FUCKING AWAKE
October 13, 2025 at 6:11 PM
BED UPGRADE
I'M FUCKING AWAKE
I'M FUCKING AWAKE
One week of doodling through the commute. The blobs get bigger. Do more. Do Me. Feel the electricity again, the story isn't over yet.
October 9, 2025 at 8:14 PM
One week of doodling through the commute. The blobs get bigger. Do more. Do Me. Feel the electricity again, the story isn't over yet.
*tongue flicker* brululu. This's awesome.
Nearly in week two of healing. Tender but not too tender, just gotta keep wiggling to keep it moving along.
First experimental discord call last night says I'm easier to understand. Felt great having that much talk energy w/o getting wiped out
Nearly in week two of healing. Tender but not too tender, just gotta keep wiggling to keep it moving along.
First experimental discord call last night says I'm easier to understand. Felt great having that much talk energy w/o getting wiped out
September 29, 2025 at 12:46 PM
*tongue flicker* brululu. This's awesome.
Nearly in week two of healing. Tender but not too tender, just gotta keep wiggling to keep it moving along.
First experimental discord call last night says I'm easier to understand. Felt great having that much talk energy w/o getting wiped out
Nearly in week two of healing. Tender but not too tender, just gotta keep wiggling to keep it moving along.
First experimental discord call last night says I'm easier to understand. Felt great having that much talk energy w/o getting wiped out
Tongue Freeeeeeed
It hurts less than expected. Can start experimenting once it's less tender.
From the talking I've been able to do it's been very interesting not having that withholding "tug" with every syllable.. it's subtle but it's very nice.
Finally got it done!!
It hurts less than expected. Can start experimenting once it's less tender.
From the talking I've been able to do it's been very interesting not having that withholding "tug" with every syllable.. it's subtle but it's very nice.
Finally got it done!!
September 24, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Tongue Freeeeeeed
It hurts less than expected. Can start experimenting once it's less tender.
From the talking I've been able to do it's been very interesting not having that withholding "tug" with every syllable.. it's subtle but it's very nice.
Finally got it done!!
It hurts less than expected. Can start experimenting once it's less tender.
From the talking I've been able to do it's been very interesting not having that withholding "tug" with every syllable.. it's subtle but it's very nice.
Finally got it done!!
Cutmyhairhhhhhhggghh.
It's alright, -I- like it. Still stays out of the Hyper Sleek look I want to avoid while having two main modes so far (pushed back and emo flopped forward lol)
There's kind of a look where my headphones push it back that I'm enjoying.
Work reactions are mainly "why???" lol.
It's alright, -I- like it. Still stays out of the Hyper Sleek look I want to avoid while having two main modes so far (pushed back and emo flopped forward lol)
There's kind of a look where my headphones push it back that I'm enjoying.
Work reactions are mainly "why???" lol.
September 22, 2025 at 4:11 PM
Cutmyhairhhhhhhggghh.
It's alright, -I- like it. Still stays out of the Hyper Sleek look I want to avoid while having two main modes so far (pushed back and emo flopped forward lol)
There's kind of a look where my headphones push it back that I'm enjoying.
Work reactions are mainly "why???" lol.
It's alright, -I- like it. Still stays out of the Hyper Sleek look I want to avoid while having two main modes so far (pushed back and emo flopped forward lol)
There's kind of a look where my headphones push it back that I'm enjoying.
Work reactions are mainly "why???" lol.
BIKE RECOVERED BY THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP
September 17, 2025 at 11:09 PM
BIKE RECOVERED BY THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP
Bike lock stuck 👍 wd40 not doin anything nice nice nice.
Oh well. Let it sit overnight and try again if it's still there tomorrow? Lol
Oh well. Let it sit overnight and try again if it's still there tomorrow? Lol
September 16, 2025 at 1:52 AM
Bike lock stuck 👍 wd40 not doin anything nice nice nice.
Oh well. Let it sit overnight and try again if it's still there tomorrow? Lol
Oh well. Let it sit overnight and try again if it's still there tomorrow? Lol
Everyone's got their own room in the new place finallyyyyyYyyYyyuh.
Place feels almost like home and it's only been 11 months
Place feels almost like home and it's only been 11 months
September 7, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Everyone's got their own room in the new place finallyyyyyYyyYyyuh.
Place feels almost like home and it's only been 11 months
Place feels almost like home and it's only been 11 months
Holy shit those Hills and this Bike I got from a work bud and these Quads of mine.
Need a wider softer seat and a kickstand/basket and then I'm perfect.
Need a wider softer seat and a kickstand/basket and then I'm perfect.
September 7, 2025 at 11:42 PM
Holy shit those Hills and this Bike I got from a work bud and these Quads of mine.
Need a wider softer seat and a kickstand/basket and then I'm perfect.
Need a wider softer seat and a kickstand/basket and then I'm perfect.
Got a cheap pillow style topper for the bed. Five days have me making some more efforts with less pain. Inch inch inch. Inch toward the good brain days.
September 3, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Got a cheap pillow style topper for the bed. Five days have me making some more efforts with less pain. Inch inch inch. Inch toward the good brain days.
Thank you off brand wildberry pop tart you make me wanna learn how to make the real deal.
September 3, 2025 at 6:03 PM
Thank you off brand wildberry pop tart you make me wanna learn how to make the real deal.
*pops the puzzle lock on Monster Mode*
August 22, 2025 at 3:26 AM
*pops the puzzle lock on Monster Mode*
Fifth day of antibiotics finally getting me some consistent relief. No longer feels like I've got a spikey shotput lodged in my ear.
August 17, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Fifth day of antibiotics finally getting me some consistent relief. No longer feels like I've got a spikey shotput lodged in my ear.
Dear Diary.
Today at the urgent care, I met a wizard who walked like a witch.
Magnificent. Poised.
Long.
Also, I appear not to be allergic to amoxicillin. Take That, ear tubes.
Today at the urgent care, I met a wizard who walked like a witch.
Magnificent. Poised.
Long.
Also, I appear not to be allergic to amoxicillin. Take That, ear tubes.
August 13, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Dear Diary.
Today at the urgent care, I met a wizard who walked like a witch.
Magnificent. Poised.
Long.
Also, I appear not to be allergic to amoxicillin. Take That, ear tubes.
Today at the urgent care, I met a wizard who walked like a witch.
Magnificent. Poised.
Long.
Also, I appear not to be allergic to amoxicillin. Take That, ear tubes.