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🎄abigail •downstairs live•
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+ | the beginning of purpose can be found by creating something that only you understand |

•then the sun begins to rise
we made it through the darkest night•

18 | she/they ❍

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I just sobbed btw
December 1, 2025 at 6:30 AM
oh frosted tips sai era Tyler OH OH OH
December 1, 2025 at 5:36 AM
omg it's Tyler's birthday tmr
December 1, 2025 at 5:28 AM
should I shave my arms

I haven't done it in 3 1/2 years
December 1, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I got an 89!!!
y'all pray that I do good on this test
December 1, 2025 at 1:50 AM
oh may this not be me this time around
i'm kinda scared for my birthday bc for the past two years i've cried 😭
November 30, 2025 at 11:04 PM
10 days until my birthday that's crazy omg 19

19 dollar fortnite card who wants it
November 30, 2025 at 10:59 PM
I also had a dream that there were 3 ppl running for an election in my house and my grandmother was surprisingly democrat, my English professor was Republican, and Josh was this secret 3rd thing that was like democrats but called something different. when it was time to vote a kid told me I could1/2
I had a dream that Tyler and Josh were at my house, but it was their house too. I took off a magnet off of the fridge to look at it and I guess the fridge then slid out and got unplugged. I asked Josh to help me plug it back in and he did but he seemed disappointed in me. I ended up crying after 😭
November 30, 2025 at 8:20 PM
I had a dream that Tyler and Josh were at my house, but it was their house too. I took off a magnet off of the fridge to look at it and I guess the fridge then slid out and got unplugged. I asked Josh to help me plug it back in and he did but he seemed disappointed in me. I ended up crying after 😭
November 30, 2025 at 8:16 PM
4am thoughts

being someone who highkey hates themselves, I sure do take a lot of pics of myself lol

ok goodnight now
November 30, 2025 at 9:58 AM
I gotta watch frozen again cause man those songs are good, esp in frozen 2
November 30, 2025 at 9:37 AM
it's interesting not seeing people at face value. like seeing someone and thinking about how they have a life, feelings, and struggles that I dont know about. maybe im a rude person but rn I'm seeing Tyler and Josh as more than their music. not that I didnt before but it's just really on my mind rn
November 29, 2025 at 7:38 AM
the in the end mv and holding on to you mv being 3 years apart is crazy to me
November 29, 2025 at 7:31 AM
I don't think my great grandma is gonna make it

she had a stroke this morning and is now on a ventilator
November 28, 2025 at 8:04 PM
thinking about the time when I went to watch the sai livestream in theaters with my mom and when Tyler showed up on the screen she called him cute
November 28, 2025 at 3:31 AM
don't make the mistake of going to bed at 5am, then waking up at 10am expecting to function normally
November 28, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I'm so sleepy
November 27, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Reposted by 🎄abigail •downstairs live•
YUMMY PICKLES
November 27, 2025 at 7:31 PM
mmm pickles are good
November 27, 2025 at 7:02 AM
PLS PUT THIS BACK IN STOCK
November 27, 2025 at 5:35 AM
the kids (me) yearn for the early 2000s style

I'm looking into an mp3 player and a CD player bc why not
November 27, 2025 at 4:10 AM
drag path is such a perfect song y'all don't understand
November 26, 2025 at 10:00 PM
y'all shouldn't ever vent to me and say the words "I try so hard" bc I will start singing in my head I TRIED SO HARD AND GOT SO FAR BUT IN THE END IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER /hj
November 26, 2025 at 8:57 PM
bro I gotta stop going to bed at 4am this is a problem
November 26, 2025 at 10:24 AM
Reposted by 🎄abigail •downstairs live•
chillimg with my bros tonight
November 26, 2025 at 2:12 AM