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@helmyths.bsky.social
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"It appears only to those who are pure of heart and have a strong desire to see it"
The games are on steam......................thinking emoji....
December 5, 2025 at 5:17 AM
The games are on steam......................thinking emoji....
Maybe it was a good thing I got stuck on KH1 and stopped playing from frustration. I think if I had made it to the 2nd game and gotten to the Lion King portion it would have done something kinda crazy to kid me's head.
December 5, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Maybe it was a good thing I got stuck on KH1 and stopped playing from frustration. I think if I had made it to the 2nd game and gotten to the Lion King portion it would have done something kinda crazy to kid me's head.
Kaycee's Mod has become a part of my daily routine, I play 2 rounds before I do anything else on the computer....
December 4, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Kaycee's Mod has become a part of my daily routine, I play 2 rounds before I do anything else on the computer....
I wholeheartedly believe if I had a small server of friends I trusted enough to post my art to, I would easily leave the wider internet...
December 3, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I wholeheartedly believe if I had a small server of friends I trusted enough to post my art to, I would easily leave the wider internet...
I'll never forget my mom casually dropping that she used to "pop" me on my hand or leg/butt when I did stuff she didn't like as an infant...like trying to put something in my mouth for example. YOU KNOW, NORMAL BABY STUFF. I never had a chance man 😭
December 1, 2025 at 8:38 PM
I'll never forget my mom casually dropping that she used to "pop" me on my hand or leg/butt when I did stuff she didn't like as an infant...like trying to put something in my mouth for example. YOU KNOW, NORMAL BABY STUFF. I never had a chance man 😭
Once as a child, a sub teacher wrote a bad note in my planner for being too talkative (undiagnosed ADHD) & I immediately started scream-crying bc I was so terrified of my parents hurting me when they saw it. It was a tossup on if they would for anything I did so I assumed the worst every time.
December 1, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Once as a child, a sub teacher wrote a bad note in my planner for being too talkative (undiagnosed ADHD) & I immediately started scream-crying bc I was so terrified of my parents hurting me when they saw it. It was a tossup on if they would for anything I did so I assumed the worst every time.
Post reminded me of how I used to tolerate any task that involved water- so baths and washing the dishes, because I would bring my toys and create an elaborate fantasy roleplay scenario out of it which would make both things take me HOURS and I went through so much bath foam and S.O.S pads.
December 1, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Post reminded me of how I used to tolerate any task that involved water- so baths and washing the dishes, because I would bring my toys and create an elaborate fantasy roleplay scenario out of it which would make both things take me HOURS and I went through so much bath foam and S.O.S pads.
WAIT I FORGOT, LOOK WHAT WE SAW AT THE PET STORE TODAY
November 30, 2025 at 4:16 AM
WAIT I FORGOT, LOOK WHAT WE SAW AT THE PET STORE TODAY
I really can’t express how much that whole discussion made me lose all respect for him as a person, like it's actually going to be hard for me to even fake warmth towards him at this point and that's something I never thought I'd say, I never thought it would get this bad 😭
November 29, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I really can’t express how much that whole discussion made me lose all respect for him as a person, like it's actually going to be hard for me to even fake warmth towards him at this point and that's something I never thought I'd say, I never thought it would get this bad 😭
Oh I forgot to say in response to this, my dad laughed at me and said I'm just hyperfocused on creating problems and I should have been grateful to receive a message period. And that I need to be more accountable for the role I played in his decision to not celebrate my birthday.
Well my birthday was. fine. My cat was sick for most of the day. Half my friends didn't say anything to me. My father couldn't even fake affection enough to send me his own words, he sent me an image and called it a day. Also didn't get me anything but that was expected. - 5/10
November 29, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Oh I forgot to say in response to this, my dad laughed at me and said I'm just hyperfocused on creating problems and I should have been grateful to receive a message period. And that I need to be more accountable for the role I played in his decision to not celebrate my birthday.
If half my brain didn’t hate social media, I would be soooooo much more mentally ill online. I would have accounts for every Zyterra character and let them talk freely.
November 29, 2025 at 5:10 AM
If half my brain didn’t hate social media, I would be soooooo much more mentally ill online. I would have accounts for every Zyterra character and let them talk freely.
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Added greens to the lineup for a veggie!
The food prep has begun. We are doing mac & cheese, sweet potato souffle, and steak this year. The souffle takes the longest because I have sensory issues and if I don't puree the yams very throughly I won't eat it cause I HATE tasting stringy bits in souffle 😭
November 27, 2025 at 9:05 PM
Added greens to the lineup for a veggie!
The food prep has begun. We are doing mac & cheese, sweet potato souffle, and steak this year. The souffle takes the longest because I have sensory issues and if I don't puree the yams very throughly I won't eat it cause I HATE tasting stringy bits in souffle 😭
November 27, 2025 at 6:14 PM
The food prep has begun. We are doing mac & cheese, sweet potato souffle, and steak this year. The souffle takes the longest because I have sensory issues and if I don't puree the yams very throughly I won't eat it cause I HATE tasting stringy bits in souffle 😭
My uni friend got me this jellycat for my birthday last year, and I'll be so fr I was really neutral on it cause I thought it was a bit boring and kind of ugly, but I'm just now seeing how it resembles Kam and I'm a lot more fond of it. My sweetie pie.
November 27, 2025 at 4:00 AM
My uni friend got me this jellycat for my birthday last year, and I'll be so fr I was really neutral on it cause I thought it was a bit boring and kind of ugly, but I'm just now seeing how it resembles Kam and I'm a lot more fond of it. My sweetie pie.
The reality is that he loves me, in the way that a parent is generally obligated to love their child, but he very clearly doesn't like me or feel any curiousity about me, which may as well be not loving me at all, in my opinion. Especially when I have always tried to understand and connect with him.
November 26, 2025 at 10:13 PM
The reality is that he loves me, in the way that a parent is generally obligated to love their child, but he very clearly doesn't like me or feel any curiousity about me, which may as well be not loving me at all, in my opinion. Especially when I have always tried to understand and connect with him.
It didn't go very well lol. I think we are both too stubborn to see fault in how we handled anything, and everything I brought up was deflected with a "Well YOU could have reached out at any point so you can't be upset with me."
November 26, 2025 at 10:12 PM
It didn't go very well lol. I think we are both too stubborn to see fault in how we handled anything, and everything I brought up was deflected with a "Well YOU could have reached out at any point so you can't be upset with me."
I have to be brave today
November 26, 2025 at 4:24 PM
I have to be brave today
Every time I think of the gifts anna got me I'm like 🥰🥰🥰 I LOVE ANIM BOOK!!!!! 💥💥💥💥
November 25, 2025 at 2:32 AM
Every time I think of the gifts anna got me I'm like 🥰🥰🥰 I LOVE ANIM BOOK!!!!! 💥💥💥💥
Sometimes it feels like the only people in the world that actually care about me beyond history and/or shared interests are my mom and anna and only one of them knows how to show that care without randomly being really freaking weird or violent to me so I'm just like uuuhhhhhhhhh.
November 25, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Sometimes it feels like the only people in the world that actually care about me beyond history and/or shared interests are my mom and anna and only one of them knows how to show that care without randomly being really freaking weird or violent to me so I'm just like uuuhhhhhhhhh.
Well my birthday was. fine. My cat was sick for most of the day. Half my friends didn't say anything to me. My father couldn't even fake affection enough to send me his own words, he sent me an image and called it a day. Also didn't get me anything but that was expected. - 5/10
November 25, 2025 at 12:42 AM
Well my birthday was. fine. My cat was sick for most of the day. Half my friends didn't say anything to me. My father couldn't even fake affection enough to send me his own words, he sent me an image and called it a day. Also didn't get me anything but that was expected. - 5/10
My baby has to go to the hospital this morning, please keep him in your thoughts 🙏
November 24, 2025 at 3:07 PM
My baby has to go to the hospital this morning, please keep him in your thoughts 🙏
I keep forgetting to canonize Aelius's coin...their hashtag coin that they rub between their fingers and flip to make decisions because they're a huuuuge fate guy and it's the simplest way they can ask for their wife's opinion on things.
November 20, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I keep forgetting to canonize Aelius's coin...their hashtag coin that they rub between their fingers and flip to make decisions because they're a huuuuge fate guy and it's the simplest way they can ask for their wife's opinion on things.
More about Aelius's textural hallucinations because I'm bad at explaining things....He believes there are hidden affirmations from Solem in the textures of objects almost like... a sort of braille? He likes to rub his paw on things with raised texture like trees, rocks, and *especially* paintings.
November 20, 2025 at 7:33 PM
More about Aelius's textural hallucinations because I'm bad at explaining things....He believes there are hidden affirmations from Solem in the textures of objects almost like... a sort of braille? He likes to rub his paw on things with raised texture like trees, rocks, and *especially* paintings.