Hestzhyen
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This was supposed to be a Char & Chihiro story (you're not insane if you saw them as the pairing for this day's prompt on the schedule I posted) but other things happened. Exploring the Sazanami clan once again spoke to me more clearly than other scenarios.

And so you get a crappy vent fic instead
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T/Gen
Character(s): Soya, Hakuri
Tag(s): Pre-Canon, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Sick Character
Summary: ...Sometimes weakness remains buried deep within though- this time in the form of a lullaby whose words are long forgotten.

archiveofourown.org/works/722681...
Broken Lullaby - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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E/HakuHiro (Reversible)
Azami, Char, Chihiro, Hakuri, Hinao, Shiba
Aphrodisiac, Established Relationship, Fluff, Outdoor Sex, Reversible Couple, Anal Sex, Public Hand Jobs
Hakuri receives the two best possible things could have wished for on his birthday...

archiveofourown.org/works/72169501
Spring Dawn - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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Stupid idea:

Magic in KB that forces two people to do a stupid, tacky porn scenario to be freed of it. Pizza delivery, room you can't leave until you fuck, etc. The twist? It only works on couples that already bone.

BOOM! An antagonistic, pathetic incel enemy appears before HakuHiro! Oh no~
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Changes were made after learning that I was a whole damn month off on some friend's birthdays... orz

Revised Bachitober schedule (in sum, more porn has been been added)
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To think someone was so inspired by something I wrote that they wanted to make such amazing art of it... I'm so moved and humbled...! Thank you! I'll keep going and do my best!
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G/Gen (Char & Hakuri)
Char, Chihiro, Hakuri, Hinao, Shiba
Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Char PoV
Hakuri's pretty weird and Char's not sure why that makes her so uneasy. It should be enough that he's nice, silly, and makes her laugh, right...?

archiveofourown.org/works/72078361
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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Day 6 - Death Smells of Sandalwood
T/SamuNori
Inori, Samura Seiichi
Pre-Canon, Divorce, Character Death, Character Study, POV Experimental
Love dies without being nurtured; for in arid soil can nothing grow.

archiveofourown.org/works/71629161
Death Smells of Sandalwood - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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Day 5 - How the Steel was Tempered
M/HakuHiro, Chihiro&Shiba
Child Abuse, Self-Harm, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Red lines on top of raised ones, born of and hidden with shame. Yet sometimes the meaning of a scar is in the eye of the beholder.

archiveofourown.org/works/71967316
How the Steel Was Tempered - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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We lose together, and proudly. There's no standing against him.
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HakuHiro wedding on the cover of WSJ, Azami lore, Azami looking hot as FUCK as he kicks Yura's ass, all signs pointing to Chihiro and Hakuri reuniting soon, even probably seeing Hiyuki and Shiba again before the year's over. I won so goddamn hard this week.
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I should make a "sad but not emo" playlist one day. Capturing the vibe of a night where two people are trying to connect; one in immense pain yet unable to talk about it, one deeply worried about the other.

Lyrics are usually shit in sad songs so it'd be mostly instrumental... where to start...?
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Monitor 1: 1k+ song playlist on shuffle, talking about neck pussies and armpitussies and other niche kinks that Mormon "smut" writers could never fathom

Monitor 2: writing a very serious hurt/comfort HakuHiro fic dealing with trauma from abuse and self-harm

Something something the duality of man?
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The magic system was also hugely inspirational to me. It's almost programmatic and requires a bunch of calculations and materials. Plus, the AMOUNT of magic ability is limited. Each wizard starts with a set amount and will never have more, only less. So the young do the stuff and the old guide.
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The main characters meet all kinds of aliens who use magic too! It feels like their collective fight against the Lone One (entropy, essentially) is far, far larger than anything happening on earth. But at the same time, every bit of resistance against entropy matters, no matter how small.
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God, I love space and astronomy... I don't care much for sci-fi, but incorporating magic into the exploration of space? Hell yeah. I have the "So You Want to Be A Wizard" series to thank for that, I think. It gripped my imagination so hard so see magic being used to explore outer space.
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G/Gen
Tenri
Missing Scene, Character Study
Tenri stays up late on the eve of the Rakuzaichi. There’s more to think about than usual this year, thanks to his worthless brother.
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While Mortals Sleep - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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Day 2 - Salted Fish
T/ShibAzami
Azami, Shiba
Pre-Canon, Getting Together, EXTREME HAND-HOLDING, Extremely Unserious Teenage Angst
If you asked Azami, he'd tell you he never confessed to anyone in his life...
archiveofourown.org/works/71627476
Salted Fish - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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Kudos and comments aren't the be-all, end-all of quality, I know... and I did mostly write this for myself... but man, mine got the least interactions out of the three entries for the first day. That's what happens when there's no popular characters/ships I guess.
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Retrospective

I did a pretty good job with the descriptions and characterisation of the unnamed female PoV. Especially describing the roots and comparing them to the bonsai tree.

Some sentences were run-ons. I should be more mindful of not trying to cram too much into them.
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Bachitober begins! Send help so I can finish all 31 fics...

Day 1 - Bonsai
T/Gen
Original Female Character
Missing Scene - Character Study
A woman muses to herself as she searches for survivors in the aftermath of the assault on Senkutsuji.
archiveofourown.org/works/716082...
Bonsai - Hestzhyen - Kagurabachi (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
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I've seen some of the ChiHaku artists drawing more NatsUru lately... petty and stupid as hell, I know, but I'm worried that HakuHiro is being forgotten for new and shiny things. I hope they reunite soon... bring back the ultimate homotron duo, I beg of you...!
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Too hot to think, too hot to sleep, what is this fucking weather at the end of September? Can we use a pear of agony on everyone who denies climate change? Especially the ones who do it for profit- they can have the pear AND a nice nap in an iron maiden.