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lonely
lonely
why am i incapable of being alone for more than an hour before life starts to get to me
why am i incapable of being alone for more than an hour before life starts to get to me
i have the wonderful ability to spiral whenever i think too hard about anything mildly sad
but when i try not to think at all i go into the worst dissociative episode of my life
what the fuck do i do
i have the wonderful ability to spiral whenever i think too hard about anything mildly sad
but when i try not to think at all i go into the worst dissociative episode of my life
what the fuck do i do
shattering the mirror just amplifies, distorts, and refracts the reflection
shattering the mirror just amplifies, distorts, and refracts the reflection
i feel as if i need help but don't deserve it
i feel as if i need help but don't deserve it
three days
over three days now
why are uoy turturign me wtih silence
three days
over three days now
why are uoy turturign me wtih silence
keep your shit together
keep your shit together
idk why but everything about me feels fake
like a sham
even when im spiralling down down down down down something can pull me out as if it was never happening
and when that distraction runs its course
down down down down down down down down
idk why but everything about me feels fake
like a sham
even when im spiralling down down down down down something can pull me out as if it was never happening
and when that distraction runs its course
down down down down down down down down
thoughts of being replaced
they hold absolutely no credibility but they feel credible rn
thoughts of being replaced
they hold absolutely no credibility but they feel credible rn
aren't i just going to worry everyone
like usual
silence or no silence, everything hits like a thousand pinpricks
aren't i just going to worry everyone
like usual
silence or no silence, everything hits like a thousand pinpricks
what's the point of owning a vase if you consider it much too fragile to handle
what's the point of owning a vase if you consider it much too fragile to handle
non vent post
i'm keeping tammie alive right now
everything should be
somewhat
fine
non vent post
i'm keeping tammie alive right now
everything should be
somewhat
fine
EVERYONEEA ND EVERYTHIGN SHOUDL
TURNIN ON ME
IMPALE
CUT
DESTROY
EVETYONEI LVOE THAT IVE HRUT
OVER
AND
OVER
ONE
PINPRICK
ONE
SMOOTH
CUT
FOR
EVERY
ADJECTIVE
EVERY
VERB
IVE USED AS AN IMEPPPLEMENET
TOHURT
KILL
MAIM
DESTROY
PAVEOVERMEELEAVENOTHIGNNOTHIGNOTHIGNNGOTIGHNOTIHGINOTHOINGNOTHIGNOOTHINGG
EVERYONEEA ND EVERYTHIGN SHOUDL
TURNIN ON ME
IMPALE
CUT
DESTROY
EVETYONEI LVOE THAT IVE HRUT
OVER
AND
OVER
ONE
PINPRICK
ONE
SMOOTH
CUT
FOR
EVERY
ADJECTIVE
EVERY
VERB
IVE USED AS AN IMEPPPLEMENET
TOHURT
KILL
MAIM
DESTROY
PAVEOVERMEELEAVENOTHIGNNOTHIGNOTHIGNNGOTIGHNOTIHGINOTHOINGNOTHIGNOOTHINGG
even my body knows that
i
dont
deserve
to cry
even my body knows that
i
dont
deserve
to cry
being kept as a trophy
being kept as a trophy
tarot
tarot
'how to cut yourself'
'self harm definition'
'how to cut yourself'
'self harm definition'
ive never seen my blood flow out of a cut before
i guess im
privileged to not have had such a horrific wound inflicted on me
starting to hate my own self-pragmaticism
ive never seen my blood flow out of a cut before
i guess im
privileged to not have had such a horrific wound inflicted on me
starting to hate my own self-pragmaticism
let an answer come naturally
let an answer come naturally
chilling isolation
chilling isolation
when your intrusive thoughts lawyer up and start providing evidence
you know you're done
forever
something tells me im being properly ignored now
now i leave it to the twisted vectors of my mind to come up with the worst reason why
when your intrusive thoughts lawyer up and start providing evidence
you know you're done
forever
im unstable and a liability
it makes sense
at best
i'll die
but i don't deserve to die
im unstable and a liability
it makes sense
at best
i'll die
but i don't deserve to die
lesser
lesser
urge to assume the bad thoughts are right
urge to assume the bad thoughts are right
forced into the driver's seat with a BAC of 1
forced into the driver's seat with a BAC of 1