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Indigo
@indydraws.bsky.social
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Xe/Xem/Xyr I’m just a li’l guy trying to do big things in a small world. I’m an artist, specifically digital art. DM me for commissions : ) Never have I ever had a twitter account.
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Voted for Trump, now have buyer’s remorse? The Trump philosophy seems to be his version of FAFO. Don’t buy anything on the 28th unless you absolutely have to.
#Resist
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Welp. I guess my body and mind have to sleep at some time. Even if that means that I get no sleep for the next few days. Any suggestions? I haven't gotten cPTSD memories like this before. It's only ever been emotional flashbacks.
Day 2/99 of sobriety: Day was good. Much less bored but probably because my partner was awake w me today. Sleeping on the other hand? UGH too warm, too cold, too warm, too cold. My body can't decide. Oh and right when I'm about to fall asleep I get cPTSD memories. Yay...
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With 0 weed or alcohol for most of the past several months my short term and medium term memory have improved so much that my quality of life is actually declining. We weren’t meant to remember this much
We called it “family fun night” and trust me when I say the only fun I had was because of the homemade pizza and movie we decided to watch. I missed that feeling and haven’t felt it since my “family” went to shit and I got kicked out. I’m feeling very bitter sweet about this. But in a weird good way
First night of being sober: In attempts to find a new night routine and get tired with out weed I have decided to rely on a movie before I go to bed as a way to “wind down”. As I was sitting here watching, I suddenly got a nice memory of a feeling when I was young and we had family movie night.
First night of being sober: In attempts to find a new night routine and get tired with out weed I have decided to rely on a movie before I go to bed as a way to “wind down”. As I was sitting here watching, I suddenly got a nice memory of a feeling when I was young and we had family movie night.
NOT ACCORDING TO UNO ON THE DS. Do y’all know how much I LOST to the uno COMPUTER because of those bs draw 2 on top of each other. “Damn kids these days are too soft. Take your double and quadruple draw 2 cards like adults.” Anyways. Definitely still not mad about it or anything.
Also I think egg me saw in the song “king of new york” the female reporter being referred to as “king” and my brain just latched on. #justtransthings
Listen, I never said what I like specifically about the broadway version :P TBF I did watch it when I was a young 17/18yo and haven’t watched it since. Yk…now that I think about it maybe I should rewatch it with a non-culty perspective lol 😅😂
I think I watched the full Broadway version on YouTube back in 2017 or 2018. Don't know if it's still on there but YouTube isn't great at taking down Broadway shows. Which is perfect for a broke folk like me!
The broadway version is always the better version and I will die on that hill
Going sober Day 1 of 99: I’m bored and anxious. Mostly bored. My top 2 concerns for going sober is my sleep and eating patterns. All in all, this will be a fun ride, I think.
Their faces drop as soon as I let them know that I'm a guy and I have a "medical issue" that makes people mistake me as being of the female variety. Is one of my favorite past times. Casually making straight cis-het guys contemplate their sexuality for just a few moments is pure bliss.
My voice is *super* deep. I automatically get called "sir" over the phone. And a co workers mom, upon hearing my voice and not seeing me, thought that I was a POC. That's hilarious to me. Some odd things that have happened in the last year; I still get hit on by straight guys and watching
Today marks my 2nd full year on HRT! Haven't gotten a full beard or mustache yet. Just a shadow of a neck beard and shadow of a mustache. If I look closely I can see the thicker hairs. My shoulders and bi and triceps have gotten broader and SWOL. Gotta look for special t-shirts now. Oh well. Oh and
Anyways I don't know if anyone out there needs to hear that, but please learn from my mistakes, if you know it's wrong in your heart and soul, do what you need to, find your support people, don't go through with it just bc you don't think you could make it on your own. You can. Find resources.
That was the moment the universe was waving a giant redflag in front of my face and I still denied it, because I knew deep down I didn't have a support system that I felt I could fully trust. One year and several love bombing seasons later I met my current partner, and thru him, my support ppl.
And the only answers I could come up with were the most generic Pinterest girlie energy bullshit. I will never forget the awkwardness that fell in the room as the questions kept coming and based on my answers it was clear (to me) how much this soon to be marriage was not right. I still got married.
Idt I will ever forget when for my bridal shower, I was brought up on a stage, and asked "what's [my] favorite thing about [ex] husband?". I will never forget the sheer silence that fell over me when I couldn't think of a single thing outside of "he buys things for me and he shows that he loves me.