El
intuitiveguilt.bsky.social
El
@intuitiveguilt.bsky.social
Hieee I'm here for the vibes
Today fucking SUCKED and so much happend. Why WHY do I have to keep going through traumatic ass experiences so often and feel so alone after them. I KNOW I am doing my best to be a care giver. Why cant this person see that
October 28, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I need to go to a rage room
October 21, 2025 at 12:16 AM
I missed drawing. i hadn't realized its been 3 years since I've sat down and at least DOODLED. just a little scibble to compare an 8 year old doodle to now.
October 17, 2025 at 11:39 PM
Todays reality check has me shaken but not toppled.
October 17, 2025 at 8:26 PM
This is the most ive asked to get some coverage in like 2 monrhs so I can just enjoy October ya know? But oh well 😋
October 6, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Its been so hard to have a social life physically and mentally since I've started caregiving for my grandma. Alongside my existential guilt. But I feel I've been a lot less "guilty" trying to get back out and doing things for myself. Even if family members give me shit for it. 🙂‍↕️❤️
October 6, 2025 at 4:11 PM
I know its okay to still want things even tho its not financially feasible right now but GOT DAYUM I Want a Rohan Kishibe tattoo NEOW!!!!!
September 28, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Clawing my way out of depression by hitting the reset button and re-watching castlevania and re-playing yakuza 0.
September 15, 2025 at 6:29 AM
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August 25, 2025 at 2:53 PM
Spent this week really reflecting and calming my nervous system down as much as I can. Ill be twenty eight in three days and I must remind myself theres possibly so many more years instead of dwelling on running out of time. I think ill be okay.
August 9, 2025 at 6:44 PM
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Also, a Sega Master System box version in observance of 8-bit day (8/8).
August 8, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Woke up early and finally cleaned my room. Lets get it i guess
August 8, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Grandma and I had been fighting all week but we made cookies together today 🥲 that counts for something
August 8, 2025 at 1:19 AM
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the Justice Gang but they're luttle bears o7
August 6, 2025 at 11:18 PM
6months later I can play an A minor scale and somewhat fumble my way thru twinkle twinkle little star. Its progress and I need to remind myself
Recently bought a mandolin without having too much knowledge on stringed instruments. So far restringing it faired very well! Onto trying to learn the damn thing!
August 7, 2025 at 5:06 PM
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runners 🍓 #art
August 6, 2025 at 11:59 PM
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August 7, 2025 at 3:25 PM
I miss having the motivation to do the quirky things like making my own Christmas card and playing my story based games. we gotta get back to baddie status ASAP
July 9, 2025 at 9:30 AM
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What a headline.
July 9, 2025 at 4:40 AM
Missing my big sister hours 💔
June 28, 2025 at 5:29 PM
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I LOVE TREPHACARD! Here's another fanart piece- prints will be available soon!

#Castlevania #Trephacard #art
June 19, 2025 at 5:14 PM
My dispo on its last fucking legs rn
June 27, 2025 at 3:51 AM
Watched dogma for the first time. Kinda cool
June 11, 2025 at 1:58 AM
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let's go to Wano! ✨ #art #fanart #onepiece #onepiecefanart
June 4, 2025 at 9:05 PM
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Pokemon Lenormand
June 3, 2025 at 6:18 PM