elle | trickster connoisseur
@itstheangstforme.bsky.social
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Fanfic Writer | 🔞
ShuAke ☕️🔁🥞 | AkuRoku 🔥✨ | Seiner 🏏🛹
31 | Queer | They/Them
🎮 Currently playing: #Persona3Reload & #BloomTown
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Fanfic Writer | 🔞
ShuAke ☕️🔁🥞 | AkuRoku 🔥✨ | Seiner 🏏🛹
31 | Queer | They/Them
🎮 Currently playing: #Persona3Reload & #BloomTown
https://itstheangstforme.straw.page
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Soft Reset - ItsTheAngstForMe - Persona 5 [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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Here's my contribution to the 2025 AkeShuAke Tanabata Big Bang! I was lucky enough to partner with @prinxieko.bsky.social! They added the gorgeous artwork in my fic!
Please enjoy the least angsty thing I've ever written! lol
🥞🖤☕
@akeshuakeevents.bsky.social
Please enjoy the least angsty thing I've ever written! lol
🥞🖤☕
@akeshuakeevents.bsky.social
Not yapping about my ShuAke WIPs is torture, actually. I’m so excited but I don’t want to spoil anything but also I NEED TO TALK.
December 19, 2025 at 12:21 AM
Not yapping about my ShuAke WIPs is torture, actually. I’m so excited but I don’t want to spoil anything but also I NEED TO TALK.
🖤Chapter 6 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke Fic is out!🖤
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
December 18, 2025 at 11:30 PM
🖤Chapter 6 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke Fic is out!🖤
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
I’m back on my Loki and Chaos is Morally Neutral bullshit!!
This time I’d like to point out that Joker’s ultimate Persona is said to bestow “free will and CHAOS upon humanity.”
This time I’d like to point out that Joker’s ultimate Persona is said to bestow “free will and CHAOS upon humanity.”
December 18, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I’m back on my Loki and Chaos is Morally Neutral bullshit!!
This time I’d like to point out that Joker’s ultimate Persona is said to bestow “free will and CHAOS upon humanity.”
This time I’d like to point out that Joker’s ultimate Persona is said to bestow “free will and CHAOS upon humanity.”
I don’t know if it’s from a myth, a legend, or a fantasy novel but there’s some food or drink that once you have a taste, you can’t ever consume anything else and I can’t for the life of me remember what it is and I need to know for something I’m writing.
Anyone have any ideas?
#WritingHelp
Anyone have any ideas?
#WritingHelp
December 18, 2025 at 2:51 PM
I don’t know if it’s from a myth, a legend, or a fantasy novel but there’s some food or drink that once you have a taste, you can’t ever consume anything else and I can’t for the life of me remember what it is and I need to know for something I’m writing.
Anyone have any ideas?
#WritingHelp
Anyone have any ideas?
#WritingHelp
There needs to be a website that lists synonyms by intensity level.
For example, if I wanted a word than is more intense than ‘annoyed’ but not as harsh as ‘irritated’ it’d offer me synonyms on a ranked scale.
#Writing #WritingResources
For example, if I wanted a word than is more intense than ‘annoyed’ but not as harsh as ‘irritated’ it’d offer me synonyms on a ranked scale.
#Writing #WritingResources
December 17, 2025 at 2:27 PM
There needs to be a website that lists synonyms by intensity level.
For example, if I wanted a word than is more intense than ‘annoyed’ but not as harsh as ‘irritated’ it’d offer me synonyms on a ranked scale.
#Writing #WritingResources
For example, if I wanted a word than is more intense than ‘annoyed’ but not as harsh as ‘irritated’ it’d offer me synonyms on a ranked scale.
#Writing #WritingResources
Having your characters drive the story is all fun and games until they make you completely scrap the scenes that made you start writing the fic in the first place. 🥲
#JJW
#JJW
December 17, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Having your characters drive the story is all fun and games until they make you completely scrap the scenes that made you start writing the fic in the first place. 🥲
#JJW
#JJW
Had a dream the final chapters of ATOTT were released early and now I’m sad I woke up. 😔
December 17, 2025 at 12:39 PM
Had a dream the final chapters of ATOTT were released early and now I’m sad I woke up. 😔
Okay, but AkuRoku as Achilles and Patroclus.
December 16, 2025 at 10:31 PM
Okay, but AkuRoku as Achilles and Patroclus.
🖤Chapter 5 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke Fic is out!🖤
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
December 16, 2025 at 4:09 PM
🖤Chapter 5 of my ShuAke / AkeShuAke Fic is out!🖤
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
💫Can We Make This Something Good?
🕵🏼 Post-Canon — Reunions — Getting Together
📝 Rated M
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/739593...
It’s so silly of me to have immediately preordered the ShuAke Divorce zine knowing full well I can’t read them separating because it hurts too much. 🥲
December 15, 2025 at 6:28 PM
It’s so silly of me to have immediately preordered the ShuAke Divorce zine knowing full well I can’t read them separating because it hurts too much. 🥲
I originally estimated a 30k word count for my current ShuAke multi chapter fic but I’m up to 32k now and I still have 3/8 chapters to go. 😅
My updated estimate is around 50k now lol
#JJW
My updated estimate is around 50k now lol
#JJW
December 15, 2025 at 12:22 PM
I originally estimated a 30k word count for my current ShuAke multi chapter fic but I’m up to 32k now and I still have 3/8 chapters to go. 😅
My updated estimate is around 50k now lol
#JJW
My updated estimate is around 50k now lol
#JJW
I decided last to officially dedicate one of my living rooms walls to prints from this artist and then they drop this. I feel blessed.
December 14, 2025 at 3:32 PM
I decided last to officially dedicate one of my living rooms walls to prints from this artist and then they drop this. I feel blessed.
I went to write a sentence or two of Akira waking and getting out of bed and ended up with 400 words of desperate yearning™
December 12, 2025 at 7:37 PM
I went to write a sentence or two of Akira waking and getting out of bed and ended up with 400 words of desperate yearning™
Hear me out, The Cruel Prince AU for ShuAke.
Tell me this Cardan line isn’t exactly what Akechi would say:
“Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. It's disgusting, and I can't stop.”
Y’ALL.
Tell me this Cardan line isn’t exactly what Akechi would say:
“Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. It's disgusting, and I can't stop.”
Y’ALL.
December 9, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Hear me out, The Cruel Prince AU for ShuAke.
Tell me this Cardan line isn’t exactly what Akechi would say:
“Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. It's disgusting, and I can't stop.”
Y’ALL.
Tell me this Cardan line isn’t exactly what Akechi would say:
“Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. It's disgusting, and I can't stop.”
Y’ALL.
Reposted by elle | trickster connoisseur
I think my favorite part of Shuake is that they were literally fated to be against each other and yet every time Akechi sees Joker he’s all ‘wow we must’ve been fated to meet here amazing’
Oh, right. I guess Shujin was in this direction too... Still, I wouldn't have expected to run into you at this time. Perhaps it really is fate...
December 9, 2025 at 3:58 AM
I think my favorite part of Shuake is that they were literally fated to be against each other and yet every time Akechi sees Joker he’s all ‘wow we must’ve been fated to meet here amazing’
I can’t believe a TV show with autistic representation about gay rivals having hot sex has been airing for 3 entire weeks already and I’m just now hearing about it.
That’s my entire brand??
That’s my entire brand??
December 8, 2025 at 3:42 AM
I can’t believe a TV show with autistic representation about gay rivals having hot sex has been airing for 3 entire weeks already and I’m just now hearing about it.
That’s my entire brand??
That’s my entire brand??
The way Ilya pushed his finger into Shane’s mouth completely unprompted only for Shane to IMMEDIATELY start sucking on it.. my next 3 fridays will be dedicated to #Hollanov, thank you. 🙏🏻
December 8, 2025 at 3:32 AM
The way Ilya pushed his finger into Shane’s mouth completely unprompted only for Shane to IMMEDIATELY start sucking on it.. my next 3 fridays will be dedicated to #Hollanov, thank you. 🙏🏻
Whenever I start to worry I’m writing AkiRen or Goro to be TOO oblivious, I think about how in college, I legitimately thought a “new friend” only came over to watch Frozen with me because he hadn’t seen it yet.
December 8, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Whenever I start to worry I’m writing AkiRen or Goro to be TOO oblivious, I think about how in college, I legitimately thought a “new friend” only came over to watch Frozen with me because he hadn’t seen it yet.
Get On Your Knees, Alter My Genes (EXPLICIT, PWP, Exhibitionism)
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74476881
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!!
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74476881
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!!
December 7, 2025 at 3:47 PM
Get On Your Knees, Alter My Genes (EXPLICIT, PWP, Exhibitionism)
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74476881
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!!
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74476881
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!!
I Swear, I Don’t Care (5+1 fic)
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75305066
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75305066
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
December 7, 2025 at 3:42 PM
I Swear, I Don’t Care (5+1 fic)
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75305066
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75305066
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
Not Agreeable, But Comfortable All The Same (short poem, dissociation, identity, Goro-centric)
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75361601
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75361601
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
December 7, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Not Agreeable, But Comfortable All The Same (short poem, dissociation, identity, Goro-centric)
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75361601
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/75361601
@shuakeweek.bsky.social Free Day!
Question for fanfic authors: Is it generally considered offensive if someone offers to clean up your text for free? Only grammar/typos, not altering the story at all!
I’ve had several fics I’ve read I would totally be down to edit, but I mentioned it to my friend, and she said it’s considered rude?
I’ve had several fics I’ve read I would totally be down to edit, but I mentioned it to my friend, and she said it’s considered rude?
December 6, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Question for fanfic authors: Is it generally considered offensive if someone offers to clean up your text for free? Only grammar/typos, not altering the story at all!
I’ve had several fics I’ve read I would totally be down to edit, but I mentioned it to my friend, and she said it’s considered rude?
I’ve had several fics I’ve read I would totally be down to edit, but I mentioned it to my friend, and she said it’s considered rude?
Why do so many fanfic writers apologize when they post long chapters? Why are you sorry for feeding us??
December 6, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Why do so many fanfic writers apologize when they post long chapters? Why are you sorry for feeding us??
Just finished my fic for ShuAke Week’s free day!
Tell me why my 11k big bang piece took me months to finish but I cranked out this 10k fic in like 2 weeks with no problem?
Tell me why my 11k big bang piece took me months to finish but I cranked out this 10k fic in like 2 weeks with no problem?
December 5, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Just finished my fic for ShuAke Week’s free day!
Tell me why my 11k big bang piece took me months to finish but I cranked out this 10k fic in like 2 weeks with no problem?
Tell me why my 11k big bang piece took me months to finish but I cranked out this 10k fic in like 2 weeks with no problem?
Someone needs to draw AkiRen as Joker and Akechi as Harlequin.
December 5, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Someone needs to draw AkiRen as Joker and Akechi as Harlequin.