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izzyironsides.bsky.social
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@izzyironsides.bsky.social
Alive and human for 32 years. Agnostic atheist/nontheist (Personally, "existentialist"). Navy Vet, nonbinary, married. Might swing if pushed.
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I've been thinking about the Trump blowing Bubba thing and not only is it the gayest shit I've ever heard, but the projection of his fears as he went after immigrants and us trans, queer, and intersex people makes so much more sense.

When I did my best to sticker-bomb a public place, they were
Go figure. Grammy dies, then after no callbacks after a week or 2 of applying, and THEN people wanna call and schedule an interview.
December 4, 2025 at 5:29 PM
Perhaps the reason I can't get a job at the moment isn't justbdie to the holiday season;

It seems I'm truly on standby. My husband's grandma just got moved to the ICU. I think he said her blood pressure dropped. We don't know the full details, but if she's in ICU, I'm so worried.
December 2, 2025 at 5:01 PM
love him all the same.

It's truly like I was given another chance so it's nice to know I don't bring death and destruction after all.

Beyond grateful.
December 2, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Honestly, it makes me so emotional to think about cuz the neonate I found ~3 yrs ago only survived maybe a day and a half, despite our best efforts at that time. We were so grief stricken and got Cthulhu shortly after. It's still our inside joke that we got him out of grief, but it's true and we
December 2, 2025 at 4:38 PM
well have been born around Halloween, so he's now our Halloween baby.

His 1 eye being open when we found him? Kittens can *begin* opening their eyes as early as 2 days! It's very likely the universe had the cat distribution system send this neonate my way around a week old, maybe barely that.
December 2, 2025 at 4:38 PM
My mind is still blown - went to the vet thinking this kitten was 6 weeks old and ready for his forst shot, but he only weighs a bit over 1 pound.

The vet explained cats gain about a pound per month of life, so he's maybe only a whole month old, so younger than we initially thought. He could've
December 2, 2025 at 4:38 PM
I really do hate job hunting.
December 2, 2025 at 1:41 AM
My old boss wants me to pop by after lunch. Didn't say why, but if it's fir my old job back at flat rate, no thank you.
December 1, 2025 at 5:06 PM
takes, I will find an employer that understands this.
November 30, 2025 at 6:51 PM
I know with those weird assessment quizzes for job applications you're "supposed to" strongly agree/disagree because that's "what employers want" and "are looking for," but the right employer (to me) will know and understand that things just aren't that black and white.

I don't care how long it
November 30, 2025 at 6:51 PM
I wish to not just find a job, but just fit in to the job I love most so I don't end up dreading it as far as going in to work every shift.

Can the universe answer that "prayer"?
November 29, 2025 at 12:09 AM
I can't understand how companies put up job postings just for you to follow up and then tell you that they either have a full staff, or you'd just hear back if they're interested. Like...

WHY TF PUT UP A JOB POSTING THEN????
November 28, 2025 at 11:30 PM
Well, my baby girl is sick with a flu, and my husband's grandma is in the hospital.

As far as grandma goes, no one can convince me she's not dying. Especially after what I've learned the past few days.

So Thanksgiving is us 3 adults (me, hubby, and MIL) and a sick toddler.
November 27, 2025 at 1:42 PM
chose to believe "it's not my problem, that won't be me."

And then they came for the rest who stayed quiet, and there was no one left to speak out on their behalf.

#complacencykills #complacencybreedscomplicity #firsttheycame #resist #denydefenddepose
November 26, 2025 at 2:33 PM
were not immigrants.

Then they came for the trans people, and no one spoke out because they were not trans.

Then they came for the disabled, and no one spoke out even though they themselves were also disabled.

Then they came for the remaining minorities, and no one spoke out because they saw and
November 26, 2025 at 2:33 PM
more difficult to remove until warmer weather arrives.

No matter what, inaction is what leads to complacency which leads to complicity which leads to the continuation of violence and stigma against EVERY marginalized group.

First they came for the immigrants, and no one spoke out because they
November 26, 2025 at 2:33 PM
removed. The place is one of those liberal types where they're progressive enough, but will never make a definitive stance and, by extension, will never stand for anything which also makes the company complicit.

I'll still do it again next year, but maybe even sooner as it gets colder cuz it'll be
November 26, 2025 at 2:33 PM
I've been thinking about the Trump blowing Bubba thing and not only is it the gayest shit I've ever heard, but the projection of his fears as he went after immigrants and us trans, queer, and intersex people makes so much more sense.

When I did my best to sticker-bomb a public place, they were
November 26, 2025 at 2:33 PM
do fit.

Dammit I hate goodbyes, even if it's not forever.
November 24, 2025 at 12:38 PM
seemed to be spelling the end on a wall only I could see. A message from the universe to me that I don't fit as well as I thought, that it's time to move on.

It hurts, but I have to trust that the "higher power" that led me here, and that now gently guides me out, is going to take me where maybe I
November 24, 2025 at 12:38 PM
It's a bittersweet morning.

I loved this job, the work, some of my coworkers, how a lot of how things operated reminded me of how I once belonged in the Navy even if I barely knew myself as I am today.

Now it's my last day because I've been feeling like with every... situation? I found myself in
November 24, 2025 at 12:38 PM
Call me crazy, but the music I'd play on repeat on my 3 CD turntable growing up I knew were human. We didn't have AI like today. If we knew what to look for, we could decide if we wanted the music or not. Almost as if making an informed decision.

Crazy, I know.
November 24, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I was devastated to learn a lot of the new artists I thought I found were either a hybrid of human and AI or mostly AI generated, especially the latter.

Nothing personally against AI until no one realizes that they didn't know so we all end up feeling duped. I personally like to support humans.
November 24, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I guess my dumbass 3 yr old black cat would prefer to die of infection than let us help him. I know the new kitten has been hard, but he got injured and no one knows how and he's hostile towards vet techs and he hates carriers.

So I guess he wants to die?
November 23, 2025 at 10:51 PM
Day 3 of not smoking.

Monday is last day of work at the current job.

I'm... okay? The universe led me to this job, and it showed me I'd have to leave soon. I'm no longer sure of where it'll lead me to next, but as long as I pay attention, I know I'll get there.

Wherever "there" is.
November 22, 2025 at 12:47 PM