HORRIFYING, Chanelle is from Nicky!

Sleeping with beepolar fucking SUCKS BRUH. I haven’t slept in a whole day and a half, so I wanted to take a nap for a bit.

Getting myself to sleep took me ages. The sleep SUCKED cause it was shallow and restless. AND IT ONLY LASTED 2 HOURS BEFORE I WOKE UP NATURALLY???

Never be beepolar. 😭😭

NO GET ME OUT OF HERE I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS <///3 I’d rather go through 50 DYLE FLOORS THAN THIS ACCURSED CHICKEN LOOKING DIVINE… <///3

the huntsman

THIS IS ME AFTER WE BOTH DIE IN DANDY AND THE FIRST THING IS SEE IN CHAT IS "time for Burger lore" WHAT IF I DIE /jjj

Nicky aurafarms you to death guys

I love my family. I am also sick with an uncontrollable mental illness. I have two halves of me, and I joke that it's like the "two wolves" meme, but it really is. I flip and I flop, but I know which side of me is the "true" me, and that one loves my family and friends and wants to be better. :'''>c

It makes me a bit sad knowing that this is all because I (and frankly the rest of my family as well) have been bottling up all our emotions to try and maintain a sense of "normalcy" within family, but it has been to all of our detriment.

With communicating in letters, it seems this is resolved...

My family and I have been sending letters to each other. Actual page documents to each other.

And I think this has been the most we have been at peace/accord with each other in a very long time.

None of us can talk, but it seems we can all write, and we can write our thoughts to each other.

Life is proving difficult… my instability is in full display now for my family. I wish I could just not be as mentally sick as I usually am. I’m trying to keep everything together, and it just feels worse and worse.

Trying to draw, but even that seems difficult… I am tired all the time…

Two little devils have appeared!

some animals get a REALLY bad rap with symbolism

Planning to give Markoh a shit ton of healed scars. <:3c

2/2 as well as a bonus Mexican Chanelle doodle (she’s not Mexican but Kafka is, Samsa is from Nicky also)

Some short wack ass comic I made (with Ayari from Fuyo, Chanelle from Nicky, and a small Roon from Aron that’s a long story tho)

The writing is bad but it’s a sleep deprived indulgence… I would’ve written more pages but I got tired- 🥹

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Some short wack ass comic I made (with Ayari from Fuyo, Chanelle from Nicky, and a small Roon from Aron that’s a long story tho)

The writing is bad but it’s a sleep deprived indulgence… I would’ve written more pages but I got tired- 🥹

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Sometimes my family make me so frustrated that I wanna kill myself right in front of them and see if they "care" for me as much as they say they do

Both my brother and I joke about how poisoned we are because of them. Are we all doomed to fail? What has become of us, if we are not abuse made flesh?

Transformations, fucked-up scary shit in progress

more recent thing that’s more stupid #deltarune #spamtenna

WAR IS OVER GUYS YES

Me when I accidentally severely damage my brother because I'm tired of these hypocrite ass hoes (Markoh's mind basically)

I DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN THE LORE TO MY FRIENDS CAUSE IT'S SO BAD... they probably don't wanna know anyway so it's fine-

Wait this is a banger ass Artamos design you cooked 😈✨✨

Father-daughter training time