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S.J.
@jstorytllr.bsky.social
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Audiophile. ✨🐍
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What inspires me the most is the music I listen to. #songs
All I do is listen to music to get inspiration to write something that I really like or I feel impacts my life somehow. #music
#inspo #words #lyrics
There's one thing I want to create & I hope it comes to fruition. Technically it has never been seen before, but technically no one has ever seen the design in the flesh of any material thing. That is what I want to create. I want my name on that. 3D printing all the way. #letsgo #success #travel
It takes months & it takes years to be great. There's SOOOO many locations I want to travel to, places to be, restaurants to eat at, experiences I want to feel & cities to see. I have to experience it all before I expire. I know there's limited time for everyone on this earth. #achieve #accomplish
I want what's better for me. But how can I when all I am doing is drowning in my own tears??
#mentalhealth #sad #anxiety #anziety #depression #depressed #overwhelm #nopurpose #lostinlife #betterlife
I just don't know anymore. I miss parts of me.
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Do you ever have days when you feel sooooo low that you can't show up for yourself?
It is like all I can do is listen to music that is validating instead of uplifting music.
#mentalhealth #dayslikethis #letmego
#fallapart #heartbeating #emomusic #depression #anxiety #doesloveexist
#fear #honesty
They see who I am & what my skills are. It is either a phone call interview or a video call interview. After I thank them for the #interview, they don't seem to like what I am capable of or if I can be #coachable. This economy does not make sense because the amount of jobless people is ridiculous.
I don't understand this #jobmarket because I've had interviews almost every week the past 2 months & this month. No leads. They like my resumé but not me. They said they will lmk but then I'm ghosted. They don't have the #decency to tell me, "No." After the interview, they're not interested after...
I don't like getting political - especially when Idk enough about American politics. The annoying orange in the oval office doesn't care about the people who have known struggle. He only cares about people who have money to spend on lavish things. This presidency ISN'T a business opportunity. #press
Today, I sent a thank you text to the person who interviewed me & within seconds she replied with rejection to me. It is weird because she told me in person she did not want to lose me as a candidate for the part time role. #9to5 #jobs #retail #rejection #fulltime #parttime #blunt #rude #frustrated
Getting a job in this market is more difficult than I thought. I've had more than 10 interviews within the past 2 months & no leads. They were interested enough to get an interview out of me. But not interested enough to get a 2nd interview from me. #whatthef*ck #jobs #america #interviews #money #me
Living fearlessly is my goal. Living financially abundant is my goal. #money #fearless my goal is to be the best self I perceive myself to be. #perception #important #lifestory #me
I don't like: everyone is political these days. #politics Although, there's a moron in the white house. #notmypresident So, how can everyone NOT be political? It is important to be aware of what's going on. #womensrights #diversity #lgbtq+ #environmenalpolicy #endangeredspecies I care about these
Listening to my favorite #music inspires me to #dance & inspires me to write about my #story. It is the #lyrics for me. All I really want to do is tell my story on #socialmedia & maybe in person - I haven't decided yet. It is important for my story to be heard. I know I matter. 🦄
Me listening to old Emo songs: I swear I'm not emo. #makedamnsure by Taking Back Sunday.
Me listening Fall Out Boy: My inner emo self cries in joy. #rockmusic #falloutboy 🎸
The hardest part of living my life is not having a job #unemployed since the job market sucks. I don't even know what I am passionate about these days. I think it is fashion, but Idk for sure. It feels like unfinished business to me. #fashion #style #mystory #storyline #storyteller #passion
Just trying to tell my story on here one post at a time. #storyteller Idk what my passion is anymore. #passion I thought it was dance #dancer but I don't have enough experience w/ that. I thought it was fashion #style but that is cutthroat. It is not writing. #writer I don't write creatively. 🤔
What's really important to me is leaving my imprint here. Not just on social media but on the lives of people I know personally: friends & close family & relatives. It is important to me because I want to show the people who matter to me that I made it happen. That I did everything. #bold #achieve
Sometimes, I think if I post more often on here, I'd more followers, more engagement, but other things in my life are important than that on here & same for #Substack but that's a different story. #postmore #important #storyteller #story
Writing in to the abyss as I try to find my way towards where I can connect with people who are similar to me. #community #connection #writing #abyss #similar
I'm that kind of person who gets excited about little details.
*Gasp* They have lobster tacos at the taco truck!? No way! I'll get that! 🦞🌮
I don't like it when people dismiss/downplay my excitement as if it was wrong & then I feel stupid for being excited. #happiness #detail #better #notwrong #love
Could someone please explain to me why there's a social obligation to have a date for Xmas, celebrate Halloween with a group of friends, celebrate Friendsgiving, & celebrate NYE w/ your S.O.?

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I wish I could make money off social media like that. I don't see myself as "talented" but I work hard. I just want to figure out how to accomplish my goals & go pursue it.
How influencers show how authentic they are on Instagram & YouTube & TikTok is amazing to me. Their show their flaws, perks, what's going on in their lives & how they solve issues in their daily lives & even brighter someone's day. Idk how they do it.
#sunday Each song lies a deep story & tells the truth about their lives. & Every lyric lies a deeper meaning to the person who is telling the #story Music is better to tell the story than without it. It is kind of painting an art piece with words, which is why I call myself an artist of words #art