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NOW WHY IS THE LU CREW REELS FAMOIS
November 17, 2025 at 4:55 PM
i feel fucking crazy i feel insane
November 17, 2025 at 4:47 PM
i havent done my readings for tmrw yet but its only 4:30 and ive showered, eaten, tidied AND done laundry
November 17, 2025 at 4:37 PM
feel sick stomach hurts sweating etc WHYYYYYY
November 17, 2025 at 4:23 PM
heres whatcha gonna do lucas. yer gonna take those playes and ya gonna scrape awf the food. yer gonna fill the sink with hot soapy water and put em in there for a couple minutes. then yer gonna rinse em off. or therell be consequences
personally i pretend mike ehrmantraut is holding me at gunpoint and telling me exactly what im gonna do
November 17, 2025 at 3:51 PM
they dont tell u in therapy that u dont have to wait to not be suicidal to do things, u actually just have to try the most fucking insane things ever to get urself to do things
November 17, 2025 at 3:48 PM
i know i will get through this bc theres no other option but I NONO WANNAAAAAAA
November 17, 2025 at 2:17 PM
think its time for a depression nap
November 17, 2025 at 2:12 PM
i just dk what to do anymore honestly i have no fucking hope in actually getting any help! im at that weird point where i cant Wait for appointments and stuff that are weeks away, but im not imminently about to kill myself, so a&e isnt right either!!!!
November 17, 2025 at 1:22 PM
im just gonna Try having an ok day. im gonna ignore the suicidal urge and just try anyway. im gonna get up and take a quick shower then go for a quick little food shop just for small snacks and cough meds and then do at least one or two readings for tmrw bc i Am going back to uni
November 17, 2025 at 12:21 PM
obviously there is maybe some truth to the first "when therapy is a product horrible ppl might just have their horrible feelings validated" statement, and yes id worry ab that, but maybe sometimes dudes are in therapy just for struggling. maybe sometimes we simply have recovery goals idk
I just wanna say as a dude Going Through Some Shit right now this is an incredibly irresponsible thing to post that makes me feel even shittier than I already do. Feeds into every scrap of self loathing I carry with me and functionally is indifferentiable from the worst voices in my own head.
November 17, 2025 at 10:32 AM
going to bed pleaaaase cmht call me Todayyy before i have to take myself to a&e i beg
November 17, 2025 at 1:32 AM
i just wanna talk to my dad oh my god!!!!!!!!!! for once!!!
November 17, 2025 at 12:27 AM
i think if my dad was still alive i would put it all aside and just be with him. idk
November 16, 2025 at 11:31 PM
tw sh because this is quite graphic ig

honestly if i hadnt thrown my razor out and i wasnt Shit fucking broke my whole body would be a mess by now judging off those 2 days i Was sh-ing and honestly. kinda want nothing more lol
November 16, 2025 at 11:00 PM
111 did forward my info to the cmht again to tell them i desperately need their assessment and ive been waiting but after today im just so fucking nervous that im gonna get nowhere with them :(
November 16, 2025 at 10:25 PM
theres this polish tiktoker i greatly enjoy and i dont understand Everythung he says but i do understand Jesteśmy goated Nie jesteśmy chopped
November 16, 2025 at 10:15 PM
theres this polish tiktoker i greatly enjoy and i dont understand Everythung he says but i do understand Jesteśmy goated Nie jesteśmy chopped
November 16, 2025 at 10:15 PM
OHHHH LOOK AT THEM GO
November 16, 2025 at 9:32 PM
i officially got the worst nhs mental health advice ever given in the history of forever. no safeguarding qs, just "you need to do smth logical like block blast or tetris"
u are NEVER going to guess what 111 said to me when i called them about being mega depressed
November 16, 2025 at 8:59 PM
u are NEVER going to guess what 111 said to me when i called them about being mega depressed
November 16, 2025 at 8:48 PM
i think im giving myself this week of being back at uni and then if i still havent heard from the cmht im just getting an urgent gp appointment or going to a&e if its that bad
November 16, 2025 at 7:54 PM
TWO MONTHS ‼️🔥 EIGHT WEEKS ‼️🔥‼️🔥‼️🔥‼️
November 16, 2025 at 7:51 PM
my dad succeeded in killing himself. quadruple microwave quesadillas
November 16, 2025 at 6:34 PM
ive reached peak Just made some bullshit
November 16, 2025 at 6:17 PM