Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc
@kalfyra.bsky.social
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Holy dragon Vtuber - Bestowed divinity at her old life's cost Tabletops, Retro-style/mobility FPS challenge player 18+ Minors DNI 🔞 No RP here. SFW account. Can't follow NSFW ones sorry ^^ And twitch! https://www.twitch.tv/kalfyra_dragoness
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My stomach is so fucking uncomfortable right now and I am NOT being so strong and brave about it
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tikaka.art
Lohtu got her first boots!

#kobold
#oc:Lohtu
watercolor and fountain pen ink doodle of my silver kobold Lohtu. She is sitting on a rock, her tail tip wagging happily as she's looking at her new boots! No longer shall sharp rocks bully her peets! (=paw feet)
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Found this on the AO3 subreddit, and I'm about to let it change my whole life (or at least work really hard to internalize it wrt my writing).
Someone's screenshot of a two-post twitter thread, from user blue (@bluewmist):

the fastest way to kill motivation is to make your identity depend on the outcome. it's called ego involvement. when failing becomes failing as a person, your brain starts avoiding the whole thing. not because you don't care, but because you care too much.

you don't need lower standards. you need less self-worth tangled up in your goals. the work gets easier when it's not about proving who you are.
kalfyra.bsky.social
I want to get out and socialize more in vtubing, but I think the discouragement that was caused by parasociality, creeps, being on the business end of performative cruelty by other streamers REALLY made the burnout persist.

Here's hoping I heal from what others did to me.
kalfyra.bsky.social
A d&d quest that features a last stand endfight defending an objective
a kobold bard on a stage buffs the party from the back formation wielding a thaumatric wand to amplify their voice
Then when the party wins,
The kobold drops the mic as a free action.
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Windows 10 End of Life is in less than 2 weeks!
But you don't have to upgrade to Windows 11!!

This video will show you how to extend the life of Windows 10 by 3 more years via Extended Security Updates program safely, for free.

MS throws you to the wolves, but the wolves will throw you a bone.
kalfyra.bsky.social
Tragic... #metalhellsinger
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Funcom is closing Metal: Hellslinger developer The Outsiders www.gamedeveloper.com/business/fun...
kalfyra.bsky.social
I do hope this gets fixed though. Viewer average and discoverability's been in the toilet here, but I worry that might be because of my material being completely low value or people clicking off because they don't like me, and not a twitch server thing😅
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Yeah I noticed i was falling back to my average when I got extremely fortunate and had a 20 raider raid in, while my general viewership's been in the toilet. Something about twitch cutting back on their servers to make things more efficient.
kalfyra.bsky.social
UV max performed, v2 avatar sneak-peeked, marbles on stream complete! only one thing remains, and I plan to make an event of it.

Thanks to everyone who supported the september subathon~
kalfyra.bsky.social
Hey peeps!
In approx. 30-45 minutes time, I'm going to be doing Eviternity II! A level that I was particularly fond of, map33, is something I'm going to be attempting UV max on! ALSO! My v2 avatar will be making a sneak peek AND we'll be doing a marbles on stream drinking game too!
Stay tuned...
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"What do I do about ungrateful, one-sided vtubing relationships?"
"How are they ungrateful?"
"They just take, hurt me, and don't care about hurting me."
"Did you talk to them about how they hurt you?"
"Yes. They won't change."
"Then you change. They don't care about you, so stop caring about them."
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So our subathon has concluded. But things are not over yet!
Tomorrow, I am doing the post-subathon show, where I honor the milestones reached. 125 was completed! 25, 50, and 75 shall be covered, and 100 will be

Stay tuned, for the v2 avatar sneak peek...
kalfyra.bsky.social
"Victim" I feel like is a word that has drastically lost its original meaning. No longer used objectively, I feel I only ever contextually hear it in gaslight situations such as DARVO.

Just something my 1 AM self noticed.
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You speak kindly mikuta. It's been tough! And I know I can be a better friend for! And I got so much scuff to unscuff too! I hope I'm onto something being on twitch here. HugoBless
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A level 1 kobold ranger casts goodberry
But instead of creating berries
It creates dino nuggies
kalfyra.bsky.social
Thank you for your patience once again, those who are helping me weather this burnout hit since august.
Failed friendships and the damage done to my success in vtubing are starting to show itself... And my extroversion is way down as a result of it.
Love you all.
I hope I can regain my spirit again
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kalfyra.bsky.social
So our subathon has concluded. But things are not over yet!
Tomorrow, I am doing the post-subathon show, where I honor the milestones reached. 125 was completed! 25, 50, and 75 shall be covered, and 100 will be

Stay tuned, for the v2 avatar sneak peek...
kalfyra.bsky.social
I once again wanna thank everyone who helped with the progression of this september's subathon. I hope I can plan the next subtember a little better, but burnout is still being weathered.
Once I learn how to market myself and be visible again, I'll go to streaming full time again ♥
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