Kamini
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Kamini Bakehana, Resident Ghost OL
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Artist × Gamer × VTuber
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Kamini
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· Aug 9
I am slowly getting settled in!
It may still be another month or two before I can return to any streaming activities.
In the meantime, feel free to join us in discord for To Be Hero X watch parties!
Miss you Salaryboos~
It may still be another month or two before I can return to any streaming activities.
In the meantime, feel free to join us in discord for To Be Hero X watch parties!
Miss you Salaryboos~
She's a shit manager.
My old managers were actually fucking human & wouldn't dock me for shit because they have empathy??
I'm fucking unmotivated, my company disregards my doctor notes, there's no sick time.
I think my level of performance is pretty fucking apt considering.
My old managers were actually fucking human & wouldn't dock me for shit because they have empathy??
I'm fucking unmotivated, my company disregards my doctor notes, there's no sick time.
I think my level of performance is pretty fucking apt considering.
January 22, 2026 at 12:43 PM
She's a shit manager.
My old managers were actually fucking human & wouldn't dock me for shit because they have empathy??
I'm fucking unmotivated, my company disregards my doctor notes, there's no sick time.
I think my level of performance is pretty fucking apt considering.
My old managers were actually fucking human & wouldn't dock me for shit because they have empathy??
I'm fucking unmotivated, my company disregards my doctor notes, there's no sick time.
I think my level of performance is pretty fucking apt considering.
Manager told me shes docking my performance + I need to come into office.
- sole income, can't afford unpaid days
- hospital 3-5/mo + blood/labwork
- forced on a project I didn't want to
- vision throbbing + nausea when exposed to light
- a mental breakdown every day
Cut me some slack. Fuck.
- sole income, can't afford unpaid days
- hospital 3-5/mo + blood/labwork
- forced on a project I didn't want to
- vision throbbing + nausea when exposed to light
- a mental breakdown every day
Cut me some slack. Fuck.
January 22, 2026 at 12:37 PM
Manager told me shes docking my performance + I need to come into office.
- sole income, can't afford unpaid days
- hospital 3-5/mo + blood/labwork
- forced on a project I didn't want to
- vision throbbing + nausea when exposed to light
- a mental breakdown every day
Cut me some slack. Fuck.
- sole income, can't afford unpaid days
- hospital 3-5/mo + blood/labwork
- forced on a project I didn't want to
- vision throbbing + nausea when exposed to light
- a mental breakdown every day
Cut me some slack. Fuck.
I forgot I scheduled the driver license conversion written test THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.
Actually, I went in Oct. The soonest was Feb 13, and by that, I mean, the nice guy did his best to schedule ASAP before my US license expires on Feb 14.
If I survive, please fund my crane game addiction.
Actually, I went in Oct. The soonest was Feb 13, and by that, I mean, the nice guy did his best to schedule ASAP before my US license expires on Feb 14.
If I survive, please fund my crane game addiction.
January 21, 2026 at 11:14 AM
I forgot I scheduled the driver license conversion written test THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.
Actually, I went in Oct. The soonest was Feb 13, and by that, I mean, the nice guy did his best to schedule ASAP before my US license expires on Feb 14.
If I survive, please fund my crane game addiction.
Actually, I went in Oct. The soonest was Feb 13, and by that, I mean, the nice guy did his best to schedule ASAP before my US license expires on Feb 14.
If I survive, please fund my crane game addiction.
Well, the fees exists for even Japanese citizens. They're just used to it. And how their doctors are. For most Japanese citizens I know, they've never considered how it's not great at times.
January 20, 2026 at 6:50 AM
Well, the fees exists for even Japanese citizens. They're just used to it. And how their doctors are. For most Japanese citizens I know, they've never considered how it's not great at times.
I know we like to shit on US Healthcare but I'mma be real.
My doctors there were willing to work and share info. They're willing to consult on cases and accept labwork done by others.
I wasn't charged 30-40 USD for every referral letter, doctors note, or prescription either.
My doctors there were willing to work and share info. They're willing to consult on cases and accept labwork done by others.
I wasn't charged 30-40 USD for every referral letter, doctors note, or prescription either.
January 20, 2026 at 3:29 AM
I know we like to shit on US Healthcare but I'mma be real.
My doctors there were willing to work and share info. They're willing to consult on cases and accept labwork done by others.
I wasn't charged 30-40 USD for every referral letter, doctors note, or prescription either.
My doctors there were willing to work and share info. They're willing to consult on cases and accept labwork done by others.
I wasn't charged 30-40 USD for every referral letter, doctors note, or prescription either.
I just got handed a prescription by the hospital, told me to go somewhere else to get it filled, and then come back to them to get injected.
Like fuck you? You knew this was happening 2 weeks ago, you couldn't have acquired the drug AS A HOSPITAL AND CHARGE ME??
And I have to repeat it in a week.
Like fuck you? You knew this was happening 2 weeks ago, you couldn't have acquired the drug AS A HOSPITAL AND CHARGE ME??
And I have to repeat it in a week.
January 20, 2026 at 2:10 AM
I just got handed a prescription by the hospital, told me to go somewhere else to get it filled, and then come back to them to get injected.
Like fuck you? You knew this was happening 2 weeks ago, you couldn't have acquired the drug AS A HOSPITAL AND CHARGE ME??
And I have to repeat it in a week.
Like fuck you? You knew this was happening 2 weeks ago, you couldn't have acquired the drug AS A HOSPITAL AND CHARGE ME??
And I have to repeat it in a week.
5 hospital visits and it's only January.
I'm so fucking tired.
This fucking hospital is pissing me off.
I'm so fucking tired.
This fucking hospital is pissing me off.
January 20, 2026 at 2:05 AM
5 hospital visits and it's only January.
I'm so fucking tired.
This fucking hospital is pissing me off.
I'm so fucking tired.
This fucking hospital is pissing me off.
It's terrible & morbid but sometimes I wish I had cancer instead so I actually have a chance of being cured instead of dreading the day I finally lose my vision to this chronic illness.
I might even die on the immunosuppressants, the treatment.
At least I've lived the best life I've been able to.
I might even die on the immunosuppressants, the treatment.
At least I've lived the best life I've been able to.
January 19, 2026 at 10:55 PM
It's terrible & morbid but sometimes I wish I had cancer instead so I actually have a chance of being cured instead of dreading the day I finally lose my vision to this chronic illness.
I might even die on the immunosuppressants, the treatment.
At least I've lived the best life I've been able to.
I might even die on the immunosuppressants, the treatment.
At least I've lived the best life I've been able to.
I got rejected for the job I wanted.
I start immunosuppressants tomorrow.
I'm depressed, addicted to crane games (Japan's dangerous), and unproductive at my job.
I applied to 5 more jobs tonight.
Please feed my depression, addiction and health care 😭 Donations via kofi, comms via ko-fi/vgen.
I start immunosuppressants tomorrow.
I'm depressed, addicted to crane games (Japan's dangerous), and unproductive at my job.
I applied to 5 more jobs tonight.
Please feed my depression, addiction and health care 😭 Donations via kofi, comms via ko-fi/vgen.
January 19, 2026 at 12:22 PM
I got rejected for the job I wanted.
I start immunosuppressants tomorrow.
I'm depressed, addicted to crane games (Japan's dangerous), and unproductive at my job.
I applied to 5 more jobs tonight.
Please feed my depression, addiction and health care 😭 Donations via kofi, comms via ko-fi/vgen.
I start immunosuppressants tomorrow.
I'm depressed, addicted to crane games (Japan's dangerous), and unproductive at my job.
I applied to 5 more jobs tonight.
Please feed my depression, addiction and health care 😭 Donations via kofi, comms via ko-fi/vgen.
I found my Mexican food spot.
Bless this restaurant for existing in Japan and near me.
Bless this restaurant for existing in Japan and near me.
January 17, 2026 at 4:48 AM
I found my Mexican food spot.
Bless this restaurant for existing in Japan and near me.
Bless this restaurant for existing in Japan and near me.
Not me being stupid anxious and telling my physician that I didn't want to see him on my birthday.
INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING THAT I'LL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR MY BIRTHDAY, which is accurate...
INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING THAT I'LL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR MY BIRTHDAY, which is accurate...
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January 17, 2026 at 2:18 AM
Not me being stupid anxious and telling my physician that I didn't want to see him on my birthday.
INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING THAT I'LL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR MY BIRTHDAY, which is accurate...
INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING THAT I'LL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR MY BIRTHDAY, which is accurate...
I'm still learning let them cook, cooked, and they're cooking.
Lingo is hard.
Lingo is hard.
January 12, 2026 at 2:51 PM
I'm still learning let them cook, cooked, and they're cooking.
Lingo is hard.
Lingo is hard.
Friend: I have a lot in my savings. I can live off of it for like a decade.
Me staring at my hospital bills, thinking about future bills, rent, food, etc.
...
O-kay, silver spooned, healthy, slacker, living with your mom white boy who "can handle being blind for a week every month."
Me staring at my hospital bills, thinking about future bills, rent, food, etc.
...
O-kay, silver spooned, healthy, slacker, living with your mom white boy who "can handle being blind for a week every month."
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January 10, 2026 at 1:24 PM
Friend: I have a lot in my savings. I can live off of it for like a decade.
Me staring at my hospital bills, thinking about future bills, rent, food, etc.
...
O-kay, silver spooned, healthy, slacker, living with your mom white boy who "can handle being blind for a week every month."
Me staring at my hospital bills, thinking about future bills, rent, food, etc.
...
O-kay, silver spooned, healthy, slacker, living with your mom white boy who "can handle being blind for a week every month."
When being immunocompromised is a way better alternative than being shot by ICE.
I don't think I can come back to the US in this climate.
I'm not white. I don't habitually carry my passport/naturalization certificate as they're expensive. Plus, the latter was signed by Obama.
Isn't this insane?
I don't think I can come back to the US in this climate.
I'm not white. I don't habitually carry my passport/naturalization certificate as they're expensive. Plus, the latter was signed by Obama.
Isn't this insane?
January 9, 2026 at 11:17 PM
When being immunocompromised is a way better alternative than being shot by ICE.
I don't think I can come back to the US in this climate.
I'm not white. I don't habitually carry my passport/naturalization certificate as they're expensive. Plus, the latter was signed by Obama.
Isn't this insane?
I don't think I can come back to the US in this climate.
I'm not white. I don't habitually carry my passport/naturalization certificate as they're expensive. Plus, the latter was signed by Obama.
Isn't this insane?
Worst part are doctors dillydallying with treatment while my eyes get worse with proof.
I wish I could have my routine eye injections again. My QOL has dropped immensely with how awful my vision is & frequent headaches/nausea from bright environments.
Humira is expensive too... Sigh.
I wish I could have my routine eye injections again. My QOL has dropped immensely with how awful my vision is & frequent headaches/nausea from bright environments.
Humira is expensive too... Sigh.
January 8, 2026 at 9:47 PM
Worst part are doctors dillydallying with treatment while my eyes get worse with proof.
I wish I could have my routine eye injections again. My QOL has dropped immensely with how awful my vision is & frequent headaches/nausea from bright environments.
Humira is expensive too... Sigh.
I wish I could have my routine eye injections again. My QOL has dropped immensely with how awful my vision is & frequent headaches/nausea from bright environments.
Humira is expensive too... Sigh.
8 vials of blood, 1 urine sample, 4 xrays, and 1 ekg later, all results that don't take up to two weeks came back within normal levels.
Sigh. I've had my illness for 26 years, please listen to me. Japanese doctors, aaaaaa
Sigh. I've had my illness for 26 years, please listen to me. Japanese doctors, aaaaaa
Japan, I promise, you don't need this much of my blood and urine.
I've had so much blood and urine taken from me for labwork, multiple xrays, CT scans, EKGs. I'm even scheduled for an echocardiagram at the of the month.
I don't have sarcoidosis!! I don't have any symptoms but my eyes since 10!!
I've had so much blood and urine taken from me for labwork, multiple xrays, CT scans, EKGs. I'm even scheduled for an echocardiagram at the of the month.
I don't have sarcoidosis!! I don't have any symptoms but my eyes since 10!!
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January 8, 2026 at 6:53 AM
8 vials of blood, 1 urine sample, 4 xrays, and 1 ekg later, all results that don't take up to two weeks came back within normal levels.
Sigh. I've had my illness for 26 years, please listen to me. Japanese doctors, aaaaaa
Sigh. I've had my illness for 26 years, please listen to me. Japanese doctors, aaaaaa
Japan, I promise, you don't need this much of my blood and urine.
I've had so much blood and urine taken from me for labwork, multiple xrays, CT scans, EKGs. I'm even scheduled for an echocardiagram at the of the month.
I don't have sarcoidosis!! I don't have any symptoms but my eyes since 10!!
I've had so much blood and urine taken from me for labwork, multiple xrays, CT scans, EKGs. I'm even scheduled for an echocardiagram at the of the month.
I don't have sarcoidosis!! I don't have any symptoms but my eyes since 10!!
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January 8, 2026 at 5:03 AM
Japan, I promise, you don't need this much of my blood and urine.
I've had so much blood and urine taken from me for labwork, multiple xrays, CT scans, EKGs. I'm even scheduled for an echocardiagram at the of the month.
I don't have sarcoidosis!! I don't have any symptoms but my eyes since 10!!
I've had so much blood and urine taken from me for labwork, multiple xrays, CT scans, EKGs. I'm even scheduled for an echocardiagram at the of the month.
I don't have sarcoidosis!! I don't have any symptoms but my eyes since 10!!
Company: test takes 3-4 hours, create a fresh Django app with a cmd for x, UI with db, and provide instructions. Must work on Mac or Linux, don't use Docker. Explain why you didn't finish.
Me: OMFG NON OF MY WINDOWS MACHINES ARE SETUP FOR CODING. Didn't even have git, AHHHHH
Me: OMFG NON OF MY WINDOWS MACHINES ARE SETUP FOR CODING. Didn't even have git, AHHHHH
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January 7, 2026 at 4:47 AM
Company: test takes 3-4 hours, create a fresh Django app with a cmd for x, UI with db, and provide instructions. Must work on Mac or Linux, don't use Docker. Explain why you didn't finish.
Me: OMFG NON OF MY WINDOWS MACHINES ARE SETUP FOR CODING. Didn't even have git, AHHHHH
Me: OMFG NON OF MY WINDOWS MACHINES ARE SETUP FOR CODING. Didn't even have git, AHHHHH
Meanwhile, the middle layer of my eyes are swelling from the inflammation leakage in the back of my eye.
This is what's causing me to have poor visual acuity and makes me so sad. Sighhh. I miss my US meds so much.
I really don't want to take Humira 😭
This is what's causing me to have poor visual acuity and makes me so sad. Sighhh. I miss my US meds so much.
I really don't want to take Humira 😭
My current company is insane.
Instead of letting me WFH, they want me to take a 40% paycut and go on a 6 month leave. And then what?
How is that going to help with my CHRONIC DISEASE FOR 26 YEARS?? IT'S NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY GO AWAY IN THOSE 6MONTHS???
Tf is wrong with these idiots.
Instead of letting me WFH, they want me to take a 40% paycut and go on a 6 month leave. And then what?
How is that going to help with my CHRONIC DISEASE FOR 26 YEARS?? IT'S NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY GO AWAY IN THOSE 6MONTHS???
Tf is wrong with these idiots.
January 5, 2026 at 10:12 PM
Meanwhile, the middle layer of my eyes are swelling from the inflammation leakage in the back of my eye.
This is what's causing me to have poor visual acuity and makes me so sad. Sighhh. I miss my US meds so much.
I really don't want to take Humira 😭
This is what's causing me to have poor visual acuity and makes me so sad. Sighhh. I miss my US meds so much.
I really don't want to take Humira 😭
My current company is insane.
Instead of letting me WFH, they want me to take a 40% paycut and go on a 6 month leave. And then what?
How is that going to help with my CHRONIC DISEASE FOR 26 YEARS?? IT'S NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY GO AWAY IN THOSE 6MONTHS???
Tf is wrong with these idiots.
Instead of letting me WFH, they want me to take a 40% paycut and go on a 6 month leave. And then what?
How is that going to help with my CHRONIC DISEASE FOR 26 YEARS?? IT'S NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY GO AWAY IN THOSE 6MONTHS???
Tf is wrong with these idiots.
January 5, 2026 at 10:01 AM
My current company is insane.
Instead of letting me WFH, they want me to take a 40% paycut and go on a 6 month leave. And then what?
How is that going to help with my CHRONIC DISEASE FOR 26 YEARS?? IT'S NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY GO AWAY IN THOSE 6MONTHS???
Tf is wrong with these idiots.
Instead of letting me WFH, they want me to take a 40% paycut and go on a 6 month leave. And then what?
How is that going to help with my CHRONIC DISEASE FOR 26 YEARS?? IT'S NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY GO AWAY IN THOSE 6MONTHS???
Tf is wrong with these idiots.
I've died so many times, my favorite temperature to exist in is -30C /-22f, I've learned.
January 5, 2026 at 2:38 AM
I've died so many times, my favorite temperature to exist in is -30C /-22f, I've learned.
Lol nah. Sensoji is apparently very well known to keeping about 30% bad fortunes when it comes to omikuji.
I tied it so fast because it's supposed to stick the bad luck to the tree instead of me.
It was a really fun experience!
I tied it so fast because it's supposed to stick the bad luck to the tree instead of me.
It was a really fun experience!
January 5, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Lol nah. Sensoji is apparently very well known to keeping about 30% bad fortunes when it comes to omikuji.
I tied it so fast because it's supposed to stick the bad luck to the tree instead of me.
It was a really fun experience!
I tied it so fast because it's supposed to stick the bad luck to the tree instead of me.
It was a really fun experience!
I pulled the bad fortune at Sensoji Temple 😭 I was so upset, I didn't take a photo and tied it right away.
Please send me best wishes for my hour-long job interview tomorrow 😭
Please send me best wishes for my hour-long job interview tomorrow 😭
January 5, 2026 at 1:58 AM
I pulled the bad fortune at Sensoji Temple 😭 I was so upset, I didn't take a photo and tied it right away.
Please send me best wishes for my hour-long job interview tomorrow 😭
Please send me best wishes for my hour-long job interview tomorrow 😭